just a minute

Let me be blank a while.. I feeling very bad now... Just a minute, let me be myself just a minute. I feeling saturated! No enter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it! what the hell!! Electric. Magnetic...Lagi Moden physic...very suffer...>< Laser,X-ray later. Rest first.zzz. I miss you again.

倒数 倒数。

呜~
真的不知道这一年是如何过的。。
什么感觉都有，
什么预料与出乎意料的事不停的发生。。
但终于，
当我找到一个总结点的时候，
我变得安静很多了。。
因为我无需再胡乱与他人打交情为了掩饰我的空虚。

我可以做很多我喜欢做的，
因为总有两个人陪我。
没看错，
就是两个！
本小姐一脚踏两船嘛~=)

最近的心情反复不定，
考试期近，
压力无多，
只是感觉生命减短了，
和生命不是你要什么就有什么。
时间永远管理不好。。
因为时间多了，
懒惰虫也多了。
但说真的，
我比曾经的我勤劳了很多。
时而还有能力与他人斗理论。。

考试了。。
我真的快要考试了。。
曾经的毕业典礼让我卸下防护，
但我不认输！
就算要我输，
我也要输得心甘情愿！
我不会绝对地认为我能及格，
但就要像补习老师说的那样，
一定要付出一百分的努力，
也不要常说后悔这个那个。。
因为若能重来，
结果还是一样的。。

当我有能力说起物理的原理，
我真的觉得我很幸福。。
当我有本事做出一道完美的数学题，
那是天赐的欣慰~
虽然底不好，
但是，
我还是想好好的努力一次。。
为了自私的自己，
为了妈妈，爸爸，与你，
我，
一定要及格。。

考试倒数少于一个月，
书却还有很多要泡。。
继续努力吧！
挨过了，
我就能对着妈妈唱you raise me up，让她开心。。
挨过了，
我就能告诉爸爸，我不是这么爱玩的小孩，让他自豪一下。。
挨过了，
我们真的能牵手见家长了~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
加油啊！同伴们！
挨过了，
我们就是神仙了！=)

p/s: 泰国的水灾情况严重得让人心疼。。心疼那里的人民。。默默地祈祷~希望水灾问题能快快解决，让他们回家吧~
p/s：听了李佳微的新歌，真的觉得很不错。。高音我飙不稳，所以我敬仰她的声音~
p/s：命运嘛~从来就不该交由上天决定。。
p/s:我对咖啡上了瘾。。很恐怖的瘾~真的让我对它又爱又恨~谁叫我爱睡~但是咖啡给我带来了副作用。。T.T
p/s：ivan, i duno izit u angry me ardy? i wish to meet you, and chat wit u..in my heart, you are always be very important...if angry, tell me..and i wish to meet u after exam k...

Morning everyone.. *_*

Miss my blog post?
Yea..I know...
and of cause I know it has been four months that I did't update my blog.
Reason: purposely to make you all miss me..
(seem like copy up ivan's pattern to wrote crap..=p)

Ok...now is almost 1am,
not to say too free,
cause next week having exam,
but I'm still online-ing..(This ain't my style)
Btw,My trial exam of STPM is on few days later...
and it is killing me...
I don't know I can pass the exam or not.
Just can pray that,
I can graduate nicely,
and enter a better uni..
I don't want wasted two years for such life.
I'm not lucky as matri's student.
Yes..of cause I know they also having 4 flat,
but it's doesn't mean anything in form6..
cause yours syllabus is less than half of us,
somemore you guys are having exam by separating,
and not like us SEGALI GUS!
Matri 4 flat = UM,
FORM 6 4 Flat =UM..
I don't see any adil at here..
Don't you agree about that ?
So,
f6 friend,
fight for the future,
fight for our dignity !
Prove that,we are smarter! =)

BTW,is not necessary to blame for it already ,
I just can do my best,
to complete my study,
and get a nice course..
Be true,Im trying my best..
Pray for me please...

Im free to sit here,
and write crap is because currently at penang,
too much time to let me wasted..
but later might complete my work before I sleep..

Anything to say ? You may leave a comment ,k? comment box had open back fo a long time, did you realise about it?

p's :Ivan chow,I know you miss me,but still have to wait till I habis my exam first,right? I don't even have a mood to outing..Please be patient when you want to date me...ngek ngek~=p
p's: sometime when I read through "others" blog, I will feel my jealousy is appear in my mind...but afterward,Im ok already..cause I know I get someone better than you much.
p's: omg..the hotel room got two little "cow " are playing "tempo" on the midnight...one high pitch,one low pitch.....How can I sleep tonight? T.T
nitez. =)

say bye-bye to 18, and say hello to 19..=)

Few days ago was my birthday.
Sudah forget punya,
is too late to say happy birthday! ><
But those did wish me one,
I felt touched.
OOps! is not touched only,
is VERY TOUCHED!
Thank you!T.T

That night,
sharp on time,
I receive a phone call from a stalker..hahahha!
click here to know the stalker.

That stalker wake me up from my dream,

but also gave me a big touched surprise!

Be honest,

no people sing birthday song to me through phone before!

I happy till non-stop of laughing on the bed...

Don't know that you are so romantic?hahaha!xD

Bad bad ivan...

my birthday-pizza sudah masuk ur tummy ke? dont you know you fat already.......xD

Afterward,

I wake up and check my another phone.

found out that,

the best counseling senior-wei hong,

be the first one wish me...and not a short message leh~

touched lo....^^

He sure is scare his rose will run away,

so better rasuah me through this kind of way..xD

On labour's day,

I had dinner with relative...

Then I received some present from my cousin, and his gf...

totally surprise lol!

And when I open the present,

I felt shocked!

cause that's the thing I'm planing to buy- a headphone.

Since I always listen mp3,

so that's a necessaries thing for me...

Don't even feel that's a cheap thing only..

That's the best thing for me please! =)

His gf gave me some earing...

But I know I got no much chance to wear it,

since I'm under-control,

so better kept it first...=)

and My mum gave me a angpau...*the figure have to keep secret..if not my turtle brother will jealous..xD*

On my brithday,

early in the morning,

I already check on my fb..hehe~

I know lot of people complain that cannot post on my wall, right?

I purposely do that one..xD

Luckily lol...........if not you guys sure spam me...since I know I'm the cutest one..xD

Got around 10++ people send to my inbox,

and some of them just wrote at some place that are not related...=="

Thank you la!hahaha! =)

The most surprise wish in inbox might be my darling one...thank you alot!

That day,

I had dinner with few important person in my current life..hehe~

That's a happy night...=)

We talk crap...hahaha!

and I get a prettiest cake from you guys..heheh~xD

That night,

I also very touched....T.T

Especially when I get the present....

As a conclusion,

anything that I received from yours,

I also love it damn much!

and I felt I suddenly love mickey and minnie both?ahahaha! =)

I will appreciate all those thing! thank you!

No matter how old am I,

I'm still the cutest jinn mah~

p's: sukee and ah mak, i will cut it down and keep, ok? touched la that moment when u guys give me! but scary....since you guys is bio student..>< thank you alot! T.T
p's: the one who gave me the little bear, I will keep you in my heart forever..and we are sister forever! that is undoubtedly true! thank you!
p's: the one who bought me a cake, thank you! If I did say anything wrong, please forgive me , ok? that night because you are here,that's why we are happy...is true! believe jinn never tell lie , ok? ^^
p's: the diary book, I will use it wisely! thank you *mickey*!
p's: I wish I will receive another call from you (ivan)..when har? contact regularly hor~hahhaa!
p's: anna had wrote something on her wall...and purposely on fb for me...thank you! Im not your angel, but you are mine one! hehe~^^

I feel very lucky to know you guys! thanks for everything! thanks for all the wish!

END.

Think.

Actually I really not free now.
still got lot of work not yet done.
but just want to say few words to express the feeling.

you,
don't be so stupid already, boleh tak?
use your brain to think everything.
not to believe everything that say out by people.
This just show your stupidness.
Don't try to act smart in-front of me,
you never be smart than me LOL!

I always sympathy to those people who are weak than me or need my help.
but never feel sympathy to those who purposely create story and want people kesian d!
Tired for see you wearing a mask.
Totally frustrated.

You better use your brain wisely,
if not it will just like a metal....become karat already.
You never be stainless-steel d LOL!

END.

baby jinn..^^

just post up two photos to make u smile but not laugh k!=)

if want to say something,
no matter is curse me or praise me,
you may inbox to my fb. tq.

The day to apologize for did't update,

Sorry for too long did't come to update.
I memang busy la!
I know you guys will miss me very very much..
Thanks for those who link my blog anyway. ^^

Actually don't know what I want to say....
Time passed through my side over fast!
Now is almost May already....
*remind you guys, my birthday is coming soon...ngek ngek..*

STPM is getting near la!
feel like I'm not hard working enough...
Somemore recently feeling very sick!
Like dying...LOL!

My blog is getting bored, right?
come my blog to find out some gepo?
Maybe it will be quite hard to found already la. ^^
But,
be honest,
I mention again : I hate people talk bad about me by your own truth!
You remember that,
when you say me like this,
you might kena this kind of situation by double-up later!
you better behave abit! before I kill people!

Oh ivan ah~
I feel you are getting old la...
that day u say I find u by last few week?
but actually the week before i just find u...==" *apa lu macam...*
you never update your blog lol...
damn lazy already ah you!
must be a very depress people now! xD

---------------------------
ok.
is the time to study.
and upload two photo for my fans..ahahaha! *to avoid you guys over miss me again.*

Anyhow,
I want to say that,
I dont know what is love and friendship,
but I know Im the happiest and luckiest girl in the world now because of yours..
(No need look right or left, perasan abit and admit that's you(s)...hahaha! ^^)




If miss me,then better print out my picture, and hug it when you sleep! joke la~^^