my dear~=p
our zanmai sushi lunch...=)
Wednesday 28 December 2011
Monday 19 December 2011
Sunday 27 November 2011
今天........的我。
原来要放下是很难，
虽然说不触碰就会忘了。
但这一刻，
我只想把一切给删除了。
很迟吗？
还好吧~
留着那些简讯与照片实在没意思，
也很对不起一个人。
连你的号码，
我也不会存了。
简讯，
我不收了。
祝福留给他人吧。
你们，
可以取笑我还是那么小孩子。
爱情永远就是那么的微妙，
让人为它疯狂，
为它泪流。。
也因为它，
让两个人慢慢地靠近，
也让两个人从零距离变成了最熟悉的陌生人。
最好笑的是，
我的约会对象已经在我面前了。
我要赴约了~
为他付出我的真诚，
让我负起我的责任。
p/s :the moment when i delete,i still feel the pain.
Wednesday 16 November 2011
just a minute
Let me be blank a while..
I feeling very bad now...
Just a minute,
let me be myself just a minute.
I feeling saturated!
No enter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it!
what the hell!!
Electric. Magnetic...Lagi Moden physic...very suffer...><
Laser,X-ray later.
Rest first.zzz.
I miss you again.
Thursday 3 November 2011
倒数 倒数。
呜~
真的不知道这一年是如何过的。。
什么感觉都有，
什么预料与出乎意料的事不停的发生。。
但终于，
当我找到一个总结点的时候，
我变得安静很多了。。
因为我无需再胡乱与他人打交情为了掩饰我的空虚。
我可以做很多我喜欢做的，
因为总有两个人陪我。
没看错，
就是两个！
本小姐一脚踏两船嘛~=)
最近的心情反复不定，
考试期近，
压力无多，
只是感觉生命减短了，
和生命不是你要什么就有什么。
时间永远管理不好。。
因为时间多了，
懒惰虫也多了。
但说真的，
我比曾经的我勤劳了很多。
时而还有能力与他人斗理论。。
考试了。。
我真的快要考试了。。
曾经的毕业典礼让我卸下防护，
但我不认输！
就算要我输，
我也要输得心甘情愿！
我不会绝对地认为我能及格，
但就要像补习老师说的那样，
一定要付出一百分的努力，
也不要常说后悔这个那个。。
因为若能重来，
结果还是一样的。。
当我有能力说起物理的原理，
我真的觉得我很幸福。。
当我有本事做出一道完美的数学题，
那是天赐的欣慰~
虽然底不好，
但是，
我还是想好好的努力一次。。
为了自私的自己，
为了妈妈，爸爸，与你，
我，
一定要及格。。
考试倒数少于一个月，
书却还有很多要泡。。
继续努力吧！
挨过了，
我就能对着妈妈唱you raise me up，让她开心。。
挨过了，
我就能告诉爸爸，我不是这么爱玩的小孩，让他自豪一下。。
挨过了，
我们真的能牵手见家长了~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
加油啊！同伴们！
挨过了，
我们就是神仙了！=)
p/s: 泰国的水灾情况严重得让人心疼。。心疼那里的人民。。默默地祈祷~希望水灾问题能快快解决，让他们回家吧~
p/s：听了李佳微的新歌，真的觉得很不错。。高音我飙不稳，所以我敬仰她的声音~
p/s：命运嘛~从来就不该交由上天决定。。
p/s:我对咖啡上了瘾。。很恐怖的瘾~真的让我对它又爱又恨~谁叫我爱睡~但是咖啡给我带来了副作用。。T.T
p/s：ivan, i duno izit u angry me ardy? i wish to meet you, and chat wit u..in my heart, you are always be very important...if angry, tell me..and i wish to meet u after exam k...
Wednesday 31 August 2011
Morning everyone.. *_*
Miss my blog post?
Yea..I know...
and of cause I know it has been four months that I did't update my blog.
Reason: purposely to make you all miss me..
(seem like copy up ivan's pattern to wrote crap..=p)
Ok...now is almost 1am,
not to say too free,
cause next week having exam,
but I'm still online-ing..(This ain't my style)
Btw,My trial exam of STPM is on few days later...
and it is killing me...
I don't know I can pass the exam or not.
Just can pray that,
I can graduate nicely,
and enter a better uni..
I don't want wasted two years for such life.
I'm not lucky as matri's student.
Yes..of cause I know they also having 4 flat,
but it's doesn't mean anything in form6..
cause yours syllabus is less than half of us,
somemore you guys are having exam by separating,
and not like us SEGALI GUS!
Matri 4 flat = UM,
FORM 6 4 Flat =UM..
I don't see any adil at here..
Don't you agree about that ?
So,
f6 friend,
fight for the future,
fight for our dignity !
Prove that,we are smarter! =)
BTW,is not necessary to blame for it already ,
I just can do my best,
to complete my study,
and get a nice course..
Be true,Im trying my best..
Pray for me please...
Im free to sit here,
and write crap is because currently at penang,
too much time to let me wasted..
but later might complete my work before I sleep..
Anything to say ? You may leave a comment ,k? comment box had open back fo a long time, did you realise about it?
p's :Ivan chow,I know you miss me,but still have to wait till I habis my exam first,right? I don't even have a mood to outing..Please be patient when you want to date me...ngek ngek~=p
p's: sometime when I read through "others" blog, I will feel my jealousy is appear in my mind...but afterward,Im ok already..cause I know I get someone better than you much.
p's: omg..the hotel room got two little "cow " are playing "tempo" on the midnight...one high pitch,one low pitch.....How can I sleep tonight? T.T
nitez. =)
Wednesday 4 May 2011
say bye-bye to 18, and say hello to 19..=)
Few days ago was my birthday.
Sudah forget punya,
is too late to say happy birthday! ><
But those did wish me one,
I felt touched.
OOps! is not touched only,
is VERY TOUCHED!
Thank you!T.T
That night,
sharp on time,
I receive a phone call from a stalker..hahahha!
click here to know the stalker.
That stalker wake me up from my dream,
but also gave me a big touched surprise!
Be honest,
no people sing birthday song to me through phone before!
I happy till non-stop of laughing on the bed...
Don't know that you are so romantic?hahaha!xD
Bad bad ivan...
my birthday-pizza sudah masuk ur tummy ke? dont you know you fat already.......xD
Afterward,
I wake up and check my another phone.
found out that,
the best counseling senior-wei hong,
be the first one wish me...and not a short message leh~
touched lo....^^
He sure is scare his rose will run away,
so better rasuah me through this kind of way..xD
On labour's day,
I had dinner with relative...
Then I received some present from my cousin, and his gf...
totally surprise lol!
And when I open the present,
I felt shocked!
cause that's the thing I'm planing to buy- a headphone.
Since I always listen mp3,
so that's a necessaries thing for me...
Don't even feel that's a cheap thing only..
That's the best thing for me please! =)
His gf gave me some earing...
But I know I got no much chance to wear it,
since I'm under-control,
so better kept it first...=)
and My mum gave me a angpau...*the figure have to keep secret..if not my turtle brother will jealous..xD*
On my brithday,
early in the morning,
I already check on my fb..hehe~
I know lot of people complain that cannot post on my wall, right?
I purposely do that one..xD
Luckily lol...........if not you guys sure spam me...since I know I'm the cutest one..xD
Got around 10++ people send to my inbox,
and some of them just wrote at some place that are not related...=="
Thank you la!hahaha! =)
The most surprise wish in inbox might be my darling one...thank you alot!
That day,
I had dinner with few important person in my current life..hehe~
That's a happy night...=)
We talk crap...hahaha!
and I get a prettiest cake from you guys..heheh~xD
That night,
I also very touched....T.T
Especially when I get the present....
As a conclusion,
anything that I received from yours,
I also love it damn much!
and I felt I suddenly love mickey and minnie both?ahahaha! =)
I will appreciate all those thing! thank you!
No matter how old am I,
I'm still the cutest jinn mah~
p's: sukee and ah mak, i will cut it down and keep, ok? touched la that moment when u guys give me! but scary....since you guys is bio student..>< thank you alot! T.T
p's: the one who gave me the little bear, I will keep you in my heart forever..and we are sister forever! that is undoubtedly true! thank you!
p's: the one who bought me a cake, thank you! If I did say anything wrong, please forgive me , ok? that night because you are here,that's why we are happy...is true! believe jinn never tell lie , ok? ^^
p's: the diary book, I will use it wisely! thank you *mickey*!
p's: I wish I will receive another call from you (ivan)..when har? contact regularly hor~hahhaa!
p's: anna had wrote something on her wall...and purposely on fb for me...thank you! Im not your angel, but you are mine one! hehe~^^
I feel very lucky to know you guys! thanks for everything! thanks for all the wish!
END.
Wednesday 27 April 2011
Think.
Actually I really not free now.
still got lot of work not yet done.
but just want to say few words to express the feeling.
you,
don't be so stupid already, boleh tak?
use your brain to think everything.
not to believe everything that say out by people.
This just show your stupidness.
Don't try to act smart in-front of me,
you never be smart than me LOL!
I always sympathy to those people who are weak than me or need my help.
but never feel sympathy to those who purposely create story and want people kesian d!
Tired for see you wearing a mask.
Totally frustrated.
You better use your brain wisely,
if not it will just like a metal....become karat already.
You never be stainless-steel d LOL!
END.
still got lot of work not yet done.
but just want to say few words to express the feeling.
you,
don't be so stupid already, boleh tak?
use your brain to think everything.
not to believe everything that say out by people.
This just show your stupidness.
Don't try to act smart in-front of me,
you never be smart than me LOL!
I always sympathy to those people who are weak than me or need my help.
but never feel sympathy to those who purposely create story and want people kesian d!
Tired for see you wearing a mask.
Totally frustrated.
You better use your brain wisely,
if not it will just like a metal....become karat already.
You never be stainless-steel d LOL!
END.
Tuesday 26 April 2011
baby jinn..^^
just post up two photos to make u smile but not laugh k!=)
if want to say something,
no matter is curse me or praise me,
you may inbox to my fb. tq.
Saturday 23 April 2011
The day to apologize for did't update,
Sorry for too long did't come to update.
I memang busy la!
I know you guys will miss me very very much..
Thanks for those who link my blog anyway. ^^
Actually don't know what I want to say....
Time passed through my side over fast!
Now is almost May already....
*remind you guys, my birthday is coming soon...ngek ngek..*
STPM is getting near la!
feel like I'm not hard working enough...
Somemore recently feeling very sick!
Like dying...LOL!
My blog is getting bored, right?
come my blog to find out some gepo?
Maybe it will be quite hard to found already la. ^^
But,
be honest,
I mention again : I hate people talk bad about me by your own truth!
You remember that,
when you say me like this,
you might kena this kind of situation by double-up later!
you better behave abit! before I kill people!
Oh ivan ah~
I feel you are getting old la...
that day u say I find u by last few week?
but actually the week before i just find u...==" *apa lu macam...*
you never update your blog lol...
damn lazy already ah you!
must be a very depress people now! xD
---------------------------
ok.
is the time to study.
and upload two photo for my fans..ahahaha! *to avoid you guys over miss me again.*
Anyhow,
I want to say that,
I dont know what is love and friendship,
but I know Im the happiest and luckiest girl in the world now because of yours..
(No need look right or left, perasan abit and admit that's you(s)...hahaha! ^^)
If miss me,then better print out my picture, and hug it when you sleep! joke la~^^
I memang busy la!
I know you guys will miss me very very much..
Thanks for those who link my blog anyway. ^^
Actually don't know what I want to say....
Time passed through my side over fast!
Now is almost May already....
*remind you guys, my birthday is coming soon...ngek ngek..*
STPM is getting near la!
feel like I'm not hard working enough...
Somemore recently feeling very sick!
Like dying...LOL!
My blog is getting bored, right?
come my blog to find out some gepo?
Maybe it will be quite hard to found already la. ^^
But,
be honest,
I mention again : I hate people talk bad about me by your own truth!
You remember that,
when you say me like this,
you might kena this kind of situation by double-up later!
you better behave abit! before I kill people!
Oh ivan ah~
I feel you are getting old la...
that day u say I find u by last few week?
but actually the week before i just find u...==" *apa lu macam...*
you never update your blog lol...
damn lazy already ah you!
must be a very depress people now! xD
---------------------------
ok.
is the time to study.
and upload two photo for my fans..ahahaha! *to avoid you guys over miss me again.*
Anyhow,
I want to say that,
I dont know what is love and friendship,
but I know Im the happiest and luckiest girl in the world now because of yours..
(No need look right or left, perasan abit and admit that's you(s)...hahaha! ^^)
If miss me,then better print out my picture, and hug it when you sleep! joke la~^^
Saturday 19 March 2011
观后感。
今日主题：美感与丑感
*突然觉得最近写部落个很奇怪~=="*
人是一种很聪明也很特别的动物。
正常地说，
看到美的东西，
每个都想要停留脚步然后多看几眼。
下一刻或许还想占有呢~
这种美的东西可以用在东西，也可以用在人。
赞成？请也举起你双脚赞成~
因为那是人的基本观。
不要告诉我你不是这样的人？=="
理智的人或许会知道。
越美的东西，
内涵未必这么好。
知道日本的产品如何畅销的吗？
是靠外表。
里面是什么东西根本不在乎。
外表美就够了咯~
因为吸引了你~^^
看着我妈老板每次买一些不能吃的东西，
我就知道了~=="
对~外表真的很美~
感觉里面的东西也该很好吃吧？
但通常我吃不上一口。=="
不是我挑食。
是实在啃不下~><
所以，
虚有其表的东西，
不是这么合我胃口。
最多也只是赢在“观感”而已咯！
但少数还是外表与内涵俱全。
就像你们找男友和女友，
长得漂亮的，
有多少个是有内涵的？
但是没办法，
世界上“肤浅”的人类这么多，
就是这样的咯！
来说说有“丑感”的待遇。
*我知道我还是比较想用人类比较！因为这个直接穿心！*
当你走在街上，
你会选择看一个美女（帅哥） 还是一个长得比较平凡的人类？
这个问题不难回答。
因为我会选择前者。
帅哥哦~难到不看？=)
他把自己打扮得这么好看，
或许是想为自己争取自信心，或许是想别人多看几眼，或是给别人一个好的印象。^^
*事先声明，打扮不是一件容易的事！这个我是打从心底的佩服。因为讲耐心，讲练习还有时间。*
但是不出色的人呢？
因为不比别人出色，
所以都只能埋头干活。
做得比别人多，
但是得到的很少。
得到多少其实真的不重要。
但最少有一份尊重吧？
*我的确在说我自己！*
美的东西，
别人通常都注意到先~
不美的，
别人都是放在后面。
现实点的会说，
或许连看都省回。
不知道是不是因为我不是“美的东西”，
所以我对那些不被称为美的东西特别关照。
就算打从心里已经觉得这样东西真的不吸引我。。
但我还是愿意照顾，陪伴。
我的娃娃，
不管可爱与否，
当我得空的时候，
我还是会一个个拿出来排排坐，
一个个疼~
因为我得不到平衡的爱，*只是不比别人多，但还是很多。*
所以我希望得不到爱的，
都能得到。
越惨的人，
我越想靠近。
我没想后果，
但我只想让得不到爱的人得到爱。（不是爱情那个爱啊。=="）
这个世界没有真正的公平。
越想要的，
未必越能得到。
其实我很感谢以前的他能接受这么平凡的我~
又肥又矮又不聪明的女生。
误会让我们走在一起，
理智让我们分离了~
一个人最丑的时候不是因为没有外表还是过于肥胖。
而是在你批评别人，
批评自己的好朋友，
然后还要让彼此做出比较做出猜测的时候。
说真的，
我不喜欢说别人丑，不喜欢说别人胖，
因为我觉得我没资格。
但你的内涵，
让我发觉，
你最丑的是内涵阿。。
p's: 说过我会单身两年有余，就一定能做得到。 我不是没人要，而是我没“你”这么随便。
p's: 美与丑，或许也只是个人观感。。我只有一个朋友是绝对不会说人家丑和别人的坏话的。。就只有一个。因为他知道那是对别人最后一份尊重和保护。
p's: 又是开学季节~==" 怕死的人，出门请穿上你的保护衣阿~><
p's: 如果这篇又再得罪人，那我会说一句：得罪不是得罪咯！又不是得罪不起！有本事就来打过！@@
*突然觉得最近写部落个很奇怪~=="*
人是一种很聪明也很特别的动物。
正常地说，
看到美的东西，
每个都想要停留脚步然后多看几眼。
下一刻或许还想占有呢~
这种美的东西可以用在东西，也可以用在人。
赞成？请也举起你双脚赞成~
因为那是人的基本观。
不要告诉我你不是这样的人？=="
理智的人或许会知道。
越美的东西，
内涵未必这么好。
知道日本的产品如何畅销的吗？
是靠外表。
里面是什么东西根本不在乎。
外表美就够了咯~
因为吸引了你~^^
看着我妈老板每次买一些不能吃的东西，
我就知道了~=="
对~外表真的很美~
感觉里面的东西也该很好吃吧？
但通常我吃不上一口。=="
不是我挑食。
是实在啃不下~><
所以，
虚有其表的东西，
不是这么合我胃口。
最多也只是赢在“观感”而已咯！
但少数还是外表与内涵俱全。
就像你们找男友和女友，
长得漂亮的，
有多少个是有内涵的？
但是没办法，
世界上“肤浅”的人类这么多，
就是这样的咯！
来说说有“丑感”的待遇。
*我知道我还是比较想用人类比较！因为这个直接穿心！*
当你走在街上，
你会选择看一个美女（帅哥） 还是一个长得比较平凡的人类？
这个问题不难回答。
因为我会选择前者。
帅哥哦~难到不看？=)
他把自己打扮得这么好看，
或许是想为自己争取自信心，或许是想别人多看几眼，或是给别人一个好的印象。^^
*事先声明，打扮不是一件容易的事！这个我是打从心底的佩服。因为讲耐心，讲练习还有时间。*
但是不出色的人呢？
因为不比别人出色，
所以都只能埋头干活。
做得比别人多，
但是得到的很少。
得到多少其实真的不重要。
但最少有一份尊重吧？
*我的确在说我自己！*
美的东西，
别人通常都注意到先~
不美的，
别人都是放在后面。
现实点的会说，
或许连看都省回。
不知道是不是因为我不是“美的东西”，
所以我对那些不被称为美的东西特别关照。
就算打从心里已经觉得这样东西真的不吸引我。。
但我还是愿意照顾，陪伴。
我的娃娃，
不管可爱与否，
当我得空的时候，
我还是会一个个拿出来排排坐，
一个个疼~
因为我得不到平衡的爱，*只是不比别人多，但还是很多。*
所以我希望得不到爱的，
都能得到。
越惨的人，
我越想靠近。
我没想后果，
但我只想让得不到爱的人得到爱。（不是爱情那个爱啊。=="）
这个世界没有真正的公平。
越想要的，
未必越能得到。
其实我很感谢以前的他能接受这么平凡的我~
又肥又矮又不聪明的女生。
误会让我们走在一起，
理智让我们分离了~
一个人最丑的时候不是因为没有外表还是过于肥胖。
而是在你批评别人，
批评自己的好朋友，
然后还要让彼此做出比较做出猜测的时候。
说真的，
我不喜欢说别人丑，不喜欢说别人胖，
因为我觉得我没资格。
但你的内涵，
让我发觉，
你最丑的是内涵阿。。
p's: 说过我会单身两年有余，就一定能做得到。 我不是没人要，而是我没“你”这么随便。
p's: 美与丑，或许也只是个人观感。。我只有一个朋友是绝对不会说人家丑和别人的坏话的。。就只有一个。因为他知道那是对别人最后一份尊重和保护。
p's: 又是开学季节~==" 怕死的人，出门请穿上你的保护衣阿~><
p's: 如果这篇又再得罪人，那我会说一句：得罪不是得罪咯！又不是得罪不起！有本事就来打过！@@
Thursday 17 March 2011
热门话题？
最近大家一粘在一起，
就是说日本的事。
我知道~
虽然我不看报纸不看新闻，
我都知道。
连坐在麦叔叔那边也有人跟我说。=="
但很诚实的，
我知道的并不多。
了解也不多。
因为我真的很少下楼下看报纸，
也没去问。
因为我会越看越辛酸。
看着日本现在毁于一旦，
感到很可惜。
可惜的不止那边的地方和一切，
而是受苦的人民。
翻开报纸，
死伤惨重。
照片拍着他们的亲人哭成泪人。
就像上次中国的四川大地震一样。
说真的，
我看了，
真的会无端端在那边哭。=="
一场地震，一场海啸，
把别人一个完整的家毁了。
也把人家辛苦所建立的一切毁了。
现在还说什么nuclear厂爆炸？
导致radioactive到处都是。
死得去的还算幸福！
死不去的才要受折磨！
就算真的幸运存活，
那又怎样？
是更痛苦的以后！
或许你能说，
每一个生命都很重要。
但存活的，
轻微的，
以后生出来的孩子都会是残障的。。
严重一点的，
会中癌症。
对于他们来说，
存活下来真的这么幸福？
现在的日本，
还剩什么？
表面影响是这些。
然后私地下经济也被影响了。
股市跌得很严重。
对日本现在的状况更是火上加油。
但是他们没有怨别人。。*salute*
其实有人会说这是报应吗？
但，
公平吗？
我不知道。
------------------------------
忘记几时，
竟然看到有些人很白痴地还在示威还是什么。
其实心里在想，
为什么有些人要存活都不可以，
你却还可以在这里打打杀杀？
阿鱼说对了~
为什么中radiaactive的不是他们？
为什么那五十个不是他们？
而是那些辛苦的人类。
这么得空，
为什么不想办法帮助别人？
事不关己吗？
别忘了~
地球是公用的！
这边出事，
那边逃不了多久！
地球病了，
人人有责！
再继续白痴地示威吧！
再继续争取不懂什么鬼东西！
2012是世界末日？
或许还是要看人类的造化？
人类还是这样对地球，
地球不生气就真的是太大放了。
爱惜地球，
种植植物。
老师常教，但做到的有几多个？*连老师也是教了就算吧？难道她能做？我呸！*
global warming说了好多年，
教到连作文都常出。
但是，
几多个真的会想办法解决？
现实一点地问，
这个世界上，
人不为己，那该为谁？
抱歉。这样的想法，最后还不是自己死先。
人人为我，我为人人。
我还相信回报。
不用太多，就只需要别人明白。
p's :这篇是我今早保留了的意见。看到就看到，看不到就算。
就是说日本的事。
我知道~
虽然我不看报纸不看新闻，
我都知道。
连坐在麦叔叔那边也有人跟我说。=="
但很诚实的，
我知道的并不多。
了解也不多。
因为我真的很少下楼下看报纸，
也没去问。
因为我会越看越辛酸。
看着日本现在毁于一旦，
感到很可惜。
可惜的不止那边的地方和一切，
而是受苦的人民。
翻开报纸，
死伤惨重。
照片拍着他们的亲人哭成泪人。
就像上次中国的四川大地震一样。
说真的，
我看了，
真的会无端端在那边哭。=="
一场地震，一场海啸，
把别人一个完整的家毁了。
也把人家辛苦所建立的一切毁了。
现在还说什么nuclear厂爆炸？
导致radioactive到处都是。
死得去的还算幸福！
死不去的才要受折磨！
就算真的幸运存活，
那又怎样？
是更痛苦的以后！
或许你能说，
每一个生命都很重要。
但存活的，
轻微的，
以后生出来的孩子都会是残障的。。
严重一点的，
会中癌症。
对于他们来说，
存活下来真的这么幸福？
现在的日本，
还剩什么？
表面影响是这些。
然后私地下经济也被影响了。
股市跌得很严重。
对日本现在的状况更是火上加油。
但是他们没有怨别人。。*salute*
其实有人会说这是报应吗？
但，
公平吗？
我不知道。
------------------------------
忘记几时，
竟然看到有些人很白痴地还在示威还是什么。
其实心里在想，
为什么有些人要存活都不可以，
你却还可以在这里打打杀杀？
阿鱼说对了~
为什么中radiaactive的不是他们？
为什么那五十个不是他们？
而是那些辛苦的人类。
这么得空，
为什么不想办法帮助别人？
事不关己吗？
别忘了~
地球是公用的！
这边出事，
那边逃不了多久！
地球病了，
人人有责！
再继续白痴地示威吧！
再继续争取不懂什么鬼东西！
2012是世界末日？
或许还是要看人类的造化？
人类还是这样对地球，
地球不生气就真的是太大放了。
爱惜地球，
种植植物。
老师常教，但做到的有几多个？*连老师也是教了就算吧？难道她能做？我呸！*
global warming说了好多年，
教到连作文都常出。
但是，
几多个真的会想办法解决？
现实一点地问，
这个世界上，
人不为己，那该为谁？
抱歉。这样的想法，最后还不是自己死先。
人人为我，我为人人。
我还相信回报。
不用太多，就只需要别人明白。
p's :这篇是我今早保留了的意见。看到就看到，看不到就算。
Friday 11 March 2011
make-up
I'm totally not expert at all for this!
I can make a panda eyes..
Mean I can't draw a pretty eye liner la..adui~=(
I had do this for few years..
And sometime when I free,
I will play my fake eye lash!
I still remember what is the reason cause me do so..hahaa!
Is not because I 爱美~
is because my ex request me to do so.
I still remember what he say before : why can't you learn to make up yourself?
erhem......That moment,
I feel so funny..
Why I have to do so?
Is it I look very "FUNNY"?
So I need to do so..?
But afterward,
the day we break up,
I wish to make up,
and leave a better impression for him.
At last,
due to my cacat skill,
I did't do so.
In the process of learning,
I do many stupid thing. and hurt my eyes somemore.
I can't master up anything by myself.
But I hate his request for that.
Is it I ugly till that level,
and need to do so..?
On the other hand,
you never know how to respect me.
That time I really thought natural beauty will be my side forever.
and some more make-up is not something easy like eat !
Oh yea...one more thing request from him before..
DIET!
I had tried to did't take any food per day.
My brother say me crazy..*but, yes I am..LOL! *
But I'm totally suffer then..
I thought if I change myself,
then I no need break up.
I can sacrifice myself for my love? =="
That's the most stupid thing in life forever!
If I meet a guy like that again,
I will kick him into a sea and don't let me meet him again! @:@
Anyway,
return to my topic.
Few years after,
I'm back.
I can be natural or also make-up.
Simple make-up is easy for me,
but you will realise the big different between it.
*Don't ask me why before that I look so fair, but now.......*
*The starting of learning make-up - paste the fake eyes lash.*
*Another day - draw eye liner. and that time my hair had cut become half short half long.LOL *
*After one month, I had decide to cut my hair become short due to my失恋.. Don't be surprise, I use A long time to capture down this pic. Cause I totally look weird at that time! >< Just focus on my eyes..:D *
*start to being shock?LOL. this is the starting of learn to draw outer liner*
*Did't make-up is better LOL.*
*at mid-night punya ghost look.*
*ignore right hand-side d..ahahaah! and left hand-side is me lo..pretty leh..:D *
*this one is when go back penang wedding dinner d.*
*first time I see myself draw till like this.！almost cannot recognize myself..>< but actually is still ok what..ahahaa! abit scary jek~still that cute LOL. :D *
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
*become normal back..ahahahaa!!!*
The rest is with my turtle...
Just want to show off to someone that, how big is my turtle...and how big you gonna give me..:D
Anyhow,
This big big turtle is gave by my da sou few years ago..^^
END.
I can make a panda eyes..
Mean I can't draw a pretty eye liner la..adui~=(
I had do this for few years..
And sometime when I free,
I will play my fake eye lash!
I still remember what is the reason cause me do so..hahaa!
Is not because I 爱美~
is because my ex request me to do so.
I still remember what he say before : why can't you learn to make up yourself?
erhem......That moment,
I feel so funny..
Why I have to do so?
Is it I look very "FUNNY"?
So I need to do so..?
But afterward,
the day we break up,
I wish to make up,
and leave a better impression for him.
At last,
due to my cacat skill,
I did't do so.
In the process of learning,
I do many stupid thing. and hurt my eyes somemore.
I can't master up anything by myself.
But I hate his request for that.
Is it I ugly till that level,
and need to do so..?
On the other hand,
you never know how to respect me.
That time I really thought natural beauty will be my side forever.
and some more make-up is not something easy like eat !
Oh yea...one more thing request from him before..
DIET!
I had tried to did't take any food per day.
My brother say me crazy..*but, yes I am..LOL! *
But I'm totally suffer then..
I thought if I change myself,
then I no need break up.
I can sacrifice myself for my love? =="
That's the most stupid thing in life forever!
If I meet a guy like that again,
I will kick him into a sea and don't let me meet him again! @:@
Anyway,
return to my topic.
Few years after,
I'm back.
I can be natural or also make-up.
Simple make-up is easy for me,
but you will realise the big different between it.
*Don't ask me why before that I look so fair, but now.......*
*The starting of learning make-up - paste the fake eyes lash.*
*Another day - draw eye liner. and that time my hair had cut become half short half long.LOL *
*After one month, I had decide to cut my hair become short due to my失恋.. Don't be surprise, I use A long time to capture down this pic. Cause I totally look weird at that time! >< Just focus on my eyes..:D *
*start to being shock?LOL. this is the starting of learn to draw outer liner*
*Did't make-up is better LOL.*
*at mid-night punya ghost look.*
*ignore right hand-side d..ahahaah! and left hand-side is me lo..pretty leh..:D *
*this one is when go back penang wedding dinner d.*
*first time I see myself draw till like this.！almost cannot recognize myself..>< but actually is still ok what..ahahaa! abit scary jek~still that cute LOL. :D *
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
*become normal back..ahahahaa!!!*
The rest is with my turtle...
Just want to show off to someone that, how big is my turtle...and how big you gonna give me..:D
Anyhow,
This big big turtle is gave by my da sou few years ago..^^
END.
END of march test! hooray! =)
Last day of exam had ended..
But end very unhappy lo....=(
Pn lee give us a big surprise..LOL! =="
Hard like hell lo...deng....><
I can't complete any one of the question!
The worst nightmare in my exam week! argh! =(
If that's chemistry or physic,
I still able to crap..
But this one make me very very speechless..=="
Another subject may consider still ok.
Cause the topic is talk about "materialistic".
I think lot of people also got lot of comment about it, right?
Be honest,I also one of the materialistic person..LOL!
But the essay still have to act as disagree. cause materialistic never bring any benefit to people but just only money.
This exam,
make me very tired LOL.
It had ended.
And is the time to prepare for another exam!
Work hard and work hard!
All my friend,
let your engine cold down for a while,
and start it back!
We gonna fight till the end..:D
But,
don't fight till make yourself sick la..
When saw my friend so suffer for exam bring me a sad feeling.
I wish all my friend are good in health lo.
Take care! *_*
p's : actually I should got lot of crap, but "something" force me not to write it out. =)
But end very unhappy lo....=(
Pn lee give us a big surprise..LOL! =="
Hard like hell lo...deng....><
I can't complete any one of the question!
The worst nightmare in my exam week! argh! =(
If that's chemistry or physic,
I still able to crap..
But this one make me very very speechless..=="
Another subject may consider still ok.
Cause the topic is talk about "materialistic".
I think lot of people also got lot of comment about it, right?
Be honest,I also one of the materialistic person..LOL!
But the essay still have to act as disagree. cause materialistic never bring any benefit to people but just only money.
This exam,
make me very tired LOL.
It had ended.
And is the time to prepare for another exam!
Work hard and work hard!
All my friend,
let your engine cold down for a while,
and start it back!
We gonna fight till the end..:D
But,
don't fight till make yourself sick la..
When saw my friend so suffer for exam bring me a sad feeling.
I wish all my friend are good in health lo.
Take care! *_*
p's : actually I should got lot of crap, but "something" force me not to write it out. =)
Friday 4 March 2011
白芳礼，你凭什么感动中国？
这个标题是我昨天出门前看到的。。
当时就很好奇，
到底是谁，
怎么会被形容上“凭什么”。。
当时就很好奇，
到底是谁，
怎么会被形容上“凭什么”。。
按这个就可以看到这位老人的事迹了~
他感动了我，
也感动了全中国。。
他只是一个车夫。
但他将他辛辛苦苦赚来的钱给贫苦的学生读书。。
他的身价几乎是乞丐。。
不管是哪一个季节，
他依然照样干活。。
因为他相信每天赚的30元，40元能帮助很多的小孩。。
他做到快90岁，
到他无力再拉车的时候，
他就帮他人看车。。
他最开心的时光是在自己的“屋”里面数着一角，一角。。
因为那些钱将可以帮到很多学生。。
冬天的时候，
在他露天的家放杯水都会结冰。。
他在那里住上了五年。。
普通人都无法忍受的，
他都忍了下来。。
他身上穿的，
从头到脚穿的是不配套的衣衫鞋帽。。
因为都是捡回来的。
他的饮食也极其简单，
经常是两个冷馒头加一瓶凉水，就一点点咸菜。。
对于他来说，
已经是很幸福乐。
他所谓“床”，也只不过是两摞砖上面搁的一块木板和一件旧大衣。
他贫穷的生活，
却资助了很多贫穷的孩子，
让他们有机会上学。。
他捐献了超过35万元。。
当他把最后最后一笔捐款-装在饭盒里的500元交到老师手上后，
告诉他们，
他再也没办法捐了。。
全场也哭了。。
他生于1993年5月13日，
终于2005年9月23日。
他是最伟大的人。
无私的爱，
让我惭愧。
p's: 他的所有，是无人能办到的。。
Wednesday 2 March 2011
02 March 2011- white shoes, duty, senior(s),exam
Last night slept on 2am...><
Now really can feel the power of COFFEE!
Of cause I will feel sleepy,
but at least I still can tahan till that time..=)
Just have one more coffee,
tonight gonna read chemistry till very late i THINK...^^
Exam time table already out..
Is the time to fight...T.T
Cause I want a quality better sweet..:D
---------------------------------
Yesterday wear a white shoes to school...
White shoes is very common for a secondary school student actually...
But for a prefect or a form 6 student,
that's ain't normal..lolx...><
Early in the morning already asked by many student...T.T
and that dumb dumb shaun still want to laugh ....=(
I know it is very obvious,
and I'm not purposely wear it to get more attraction la adui...><
Cause the day before my shoes wet already...
If I wear the WET SHOES yesterday,
then it will be very smelly already...
Just like last time in camp terpaksa wear the wet sport shoes!
and of cause I can smell it...:D
But I have no choice...
Those activity have to wear sport shoes but not slipper.
But now I feel very happy when duty on recess time...
cause I have a good member(s) !
Yala..I know I like to talk crap and kidding...
So I think they will not take me as leader but friend..^^
and somemore I got a BEST ASSISTANT in the world ! :D
So I got less work to do on recess...:D
And yesterday syazwan and azfar point out my shoes was white colour d...=="
As a conclusion,
I make my job easier by making friend with them..
And due to I understand the "late" that everyone also will make,
so I decide not to write "late" anymore....
I just want you guys have a good KERJASAMA with me,
done all the work with PERFECT!
We are the best prefect..:D
Today 1pm I still got duty....><
Usually I'm alone duty at there...
But today TIMBALAN KETUA PENGAWAS LELAKI come to help me...
So shock...=="
He is so hardworking..lolx~hahaha!
So paiseh when he is there...
I already get used on work alone...
When he wear the blazer,
I never expect he will stand at there and duty with me lo...
Anyway,
thanks for helping..hahaha!
But that sei tou nam...
Everytime also cari pasal one...=="
---------------------------------------
Today those GREAT SENIOR come back school,
and give us some talk..ahahaa....
Got 3 seniors come back...
kar hoo, wei hong and yik wah...
I know you guys worry if they are no question to ask,
then will be very awkward..ahahaa!
But teacher is there,
look like very serious all the time then..
We cannot ask some SPECIAL question..:D
I told both of you already,
if I sit very behind,
never expect I will say anything or ask anything...
Aw kar hoo....
When I become your neighbour already..?
Are you going to move near my house area..?
The very "sankala" place...:D
Btw,You make me paiseh...argh....><
I so innocent...
Why treat me like this..T.T
ahahaha....happy to see you guys again..hahaha!
And thanks for that RICH people send me back..:D
I will get a good result,
to claim a better sweet! :D
---------------------------------
Woohoo....
8 of march start exam...
Four days gonna kill me !!:D
But this week I try to end all the revision...
I don't want a stressful life la...T.T
p's : I just get my pocket money..buahahas..xD
p's : I dislike people take me as transparent lo....***
p's : Chemistry teacher ask me couple with my chemistry...what the.......=="
END.
Now really can feel the power of COFFEE!
Of cause I will feel sleepy,
but at least I still can tahan till that time..=)
Just have one more coffee,
tonight gonna read chemistry till very late i THINK...^^
Exam time table already out..
Is the time to fight...T.T
Cause I want a quality better sweet..:D
---------------------------------
Yesterday wear a white shoes to school...
White shoes is very common for a secondary school student actually...
But for a prefect or a form 6 student,
that's ain't normal..lolx...><
Early in the morning already asked by many student...T.T
and that dumb dumb shaun still want to laugh ....=(
I know it is very obvious,
and I'm not purposely wear it to get more attraction la adui...><
Cause the day before my shoes wet already...
If I wear the WET SHOES yesterday,
then it will be very smelly already...
Just like last time in camp terpaksa wear the wet sport shoes!
and of cause I can smell it...:D
But I have no choice...
Those activity have to wear sport shoes but not slipper.
But now I feel very happy when duty on recess time...
cause I have a good member(s) !
Yala..I know I like to talk crap and kidding...
So I think they will not take me as leader but friend..^^
and somemore I got a BEST ASSISTANT in the world ! :D
So I got less work to do on recess...:D
And yesterday syazwan and azfar point out my shoes was white colour d...=="
As a conclusion,
I make my job easier by making friend with them..
And due to I understand the "late" that everyone also will make,
so I decide not to write "late" anymore....
I just want you guys have a good KERJASAMA with me,
done all the work with PERFECT!
We are the best prefect..:D
Today 1pm I still got duty....><
Usually I'm alone duty at there...
But today TIMBALAN KETUA PENGAWAS LELAKI come to help me...
So shock...=="
He is so hardworking..lolx~hahaha!
So paiseh when he is there...
I already get used on work alone...
When he wear the blazer,
I never expect he will stand at there and duty with me lo...
Anyway,
thanks for helping..hahaha!
But that sei tou nam...
Everytime also cari pasal one...=="
---------------------------------------
Today those GREAT SENIOR come back school,
and give us some talk..ahahaa....
Got 3 seniors come back...
kar hoo, wei hong and yik wah...
I know you guys worry if they are no question to ask,
then will be very awkward..ahahaa!
But teacher is there,
look like very serious all the time then..
We cannot ask some SPECIAL question..:D
I told both of you already,
if I sit very behind,
never expect I will say anything or ask anything...
Aw kar hoo....
When I become your neighbour already..?
Are you going to move near my house area..?
The very "sankala" place...:D
Btw,You make me paiseh...argh....><
I so innocent...
Why treat me like this..T.T
ahahaha....happy to see you guys again..hahaha!
And thanks for that RICH people send me back..:D
I will get a good result,
to claim a better sweet! :D
---------------------------------
Woohoo....
8 of march start exam...
Four days gonna kill me !!:D
But this week I try to end all the revision...
I don't want a stressful life la...T.T
p's : I just get my pocket money..buahahas..xD
p's : I dislike people take me as transparent lo....***
p's : Chemistry teacher ask me couple with my chemistry...what the.......=="
END.
Monday 28 February 2011
Last day of february...is the time to mad on bite book !
Study，study and study~
But that's a process make people very enjoy..
*Of cause the moment of suffer also quite..=="*
Today kena chemistry teacher tembak....T.T
Ya...sometime what he say is true...
If I say i lack of time,
then is something very memalukan?hahaha!
But I really lack of time then...
If really want to master up one subject,
it take a long way..
There is no shortcut...
But everyone should feel glad to having knowledge...
We are much more lucky than many many people! =)
Become a people that are full of knowledge,
that's just a basic of life...
If even a knowledge also did't have,
then the life is so lifeless lo...zzzz...
I feel proud cause I'm a science stream student! ^^
Teacher shock for my sleeping time last night...
is 2.30am...=="
I bite my physic last night....
I'm enjoy all the time...
cause that's my main course...
Don't know chemistry teacher is a kind person or evil person?hahaha!
But I wish after I quit my che tuition,
he can help me score it...=)
----------------------------------------
After school then wait for huan come fetch me to tuition...
Is very hot when wait the bus...
But when we come back,
that's heavy rain again..=="
Is ok...
this time we bring umbrella,
no need become a sexy girl..:D
Life is going to be harder and harder....
just like what chemistry teacher say,
"If you want to see the sky full of star with a near distance,
firstly you have to climb up the mountain by your effort,
and that's worth to use all your effort to achieve it.."
Ya...I believe after my hardworking,
I can have a better life...
Is much more better !! k?
Not much thing to say today..
Tired feeling is here...
Physic, I'm coming.....=)
END.
But that's a process make people very enjoy..
*Of cause the moment of suffer also quite..=="*
Today kena chemistry teacher tembak....T.T
Ya...sometime what he say is true...
If I say i lack of time,
then is something very memalukan?hahaha!
But I really lack of time then...
If really want to master up one subject,
it take a long way..
There is no shortcut...
But everyone should feel glad to having knowledge...
We are much more lucky than many many people! =)
Become a people that are full of knowledge,
that's just a basic of life...
If even a knowledge also did't have,
then the life is so lifeless lo...zzzz...
I feel proud cause I'm a science stream student! ^^
Teacher shock for my sleeping time last night...
is 2.30am...=="
I bite my physic last night....
I'm enjoy all the time...
cause that's my main course...
Don't know chemistry teacher is a kind person or evil person?hahaha!
But I wish after I quit my che tuition,
he can help me score it...=)
----------------------------------------
After school then wait for huan come fetch me to tuition...
Is very hot when wait the bus...
But when we come back,
that's heavy rain again..=="
Is ok...
this time we bring umbrella,
no need become a sexy girl..:D
Life is going to be harder and harder....
just like what chemistry teacher say,
"If you want to see the sky full of star with a near distance,
firstly you have to climb up the mountain by your effort,
and that's worth to use all your effort to achieve it.."
Ya...I believe after my hardworking,
I can have a better life...
Is much more better !! k?
Not much thing to say today..
Tired feeling is here...
Physic, I'm coming.....=)
END.
Saturday 26 February 2011
我想要的...
头等厂-爱情。。
说真的，
分手后，
痛了这么久，
若问我还想恋爱吗？
我没有一个确定的答案。。
见过鬼还不怕黑咩。。
若那个“曾经”说我恐怖，
那我告诉你，
你更恐怖。。
再多的想法，
再多的感觉，
我也试了。
你呢？
还在你独裁的生活中。。
怎样说都好，
好好享受吧。。唉~
再送你一句：你真的是人渣~
我好像越来越清楚我想要的男生了。。
我想要一个能维护我的。。
难怪当初一直怨恨他人为何不站我那边...><
如果你真的了解我，
不管在什么时候，
都该相信我，和挺我。。
无需因为那些所谓的个人原则而丢我在一旁哭泣。。
那是最shame的行为！
因为你根本不懂得如何去维护一个你说爱的女生。。
I just want a boy that really know me,
never and never talk bad me....
I don't want to be with anyone....
I'm not interest to anyone anymore...
--------------------------------
次等厂-家人。。
刚刚才吵~
最重要的是，
还是要跟那个小的吵。。=="
最不甘愿的是，
竟然因为她有两个老的撑腰，
我就输了~T.T
输在歪理之下。。
无理。。。
唉。。。无理地将我讲得一文不值就是我最怨恨的。。
我忍住眼泪。。
说好不哭。。
没人维护，
就要站定立场，
为自己做好最后一道防线，
不愿意受到伤害。。
不是说我不爱你们。。
或许是经过比较后，
我真的很不满意的受到的待遇。。
你并不知道我对我的童年多不满意。。
你并不明白我的阴影。。
You never be in my character,
you never know what's the character going to be...
但家人永远是我的最爱。。
虽然吵吵闹闹，
但他们还是不会放弃我的那个。。
-----------------------------
低等厂-朋友
抱歉把朋友列入低等厂~
发生太多事，
无法是从，
只好这样。。
无奈，无奈还是无奈。。
从小到大，
很明白什么叫朋友，
但遇到的都很有限度。。
是到了中六才真正感受到什么叫朋友。。
圈子广了很多很多。。
对我好，对我不好的，
我都知道了。。
现在比较好的朋友大概只有三个。。。
男女都有。。但不想告诉你们啊。。
等下又不懂要说我什么了。。=="
聊得来的也不少。。
但还是免不了一种习惯：翻阅通讯录，总是找不到人聊天。。
*难道通讯录的号码太少？我也在想是不是这个问题。。=="*
朋友，
我想要的是相信我。。
不要怀疑我的人格。。
我不是好人，
但我还有家教。。
若你相信他人的闲言闲语，
那你也不配当我的朋友。。
既然你这么讨厌我，
那也无需装了，
因为我都懂了。。
完。
p's: suddenly want to eat ikan bakar....:D
p's: just view your blog...I don't know you are not satisfy your 3.42..I'm sorry for did't say anything to you..I thought it will be ok for you..sorry..
p's: I'm trying to manage and manage my time...But I think I failed to do so!!! I hate myself!
p's: I still remember what pn.salbita told me : "Walk slow than others is doesn't matter..As long as you still can reach the end with a good result by your hardworking..."
说真的，
分手后，
痛了这么久，
若问我还想恋爱吗？
我没有一个确定的答案。。
见过鬼还不怕黑咩。。
若那个“曾经”说我恐怖，
那我告诉你，
你更恐怖。。
再多的想法，
再多的感觉，
我也试了。
你呢？
还在你独裁的生活中。。
怎样说都好，
好好享受吧。。唉~
再送你一句：你真的是人渣~
我好像越来越清楚我想要的男生了。。
我想要一个能维护我的。。
难怪当初一直怨恨他人为何不站我那边...><
如果你真的了解我，
不管在什么时候，
都该相信我，和挺我。。
无需因为那些所谓的个人原则而丢我在一旁哭泣。。
那是最shame的行为！
因为你根本不懂得如何去维护一个你说爱的女生。。
I just want a boy that really know me,
never and never talk bad me....
I don't want to be with anyone....
I'm not interest to anyone anymore...
--------------------------------
次等厂-家人。。
刚刚才吵~
最重要的是，
还是要跟那个小的吵。。=="
最不甘愿的是，
竟然因为她有两个老的撑腰，
我就输了~T.T
输在歪理之下。。
无理。。。
唉。。。无理地将我讲得一文不值就是我最怨恨的。。
我忍住眼泪。。
说好不哭。。
没人维护，
就要站定立场，
为自己做好最后一道防线，
不愿意受到伤害。。
不是说我不爱你们。。
或许是经过比较后，
我真的很不满意的受到的待遇。。
你并不知道我对我的童年多不满意。。
你并不明白我的阴影。。
You never be in my character,
you never know what's the character going to be...
但家人永远是我的最爱。。
虽然吵吵闹闹，
但他们还是不会放弃我的那个。。
-----------------------------
低等厂-朋友
抱歉把朋友列入低等厂~
发生太多事，
无法是从，
只好这样。。
无奈，无奈还是无奈。。
从小到大，
很明白什么叫朋友，
但遇到的都很有限度。。
是到了中六才真正感受到什么叫朋友。。
圈子广了很多很多。。
对我好，对我不好的，
我都知道了。。
现在比较好的朋友大概只有三个。。。
男女都有。。但不想告诉你们啊。。
等下又不懂要说我什么了。。=="
聊得来的也不少。。
但还是免不了一种习惯：翻阅通讯录，总是找不到人聊天。。
*难道通讯录的号码太少？我也在想是不是这个问题。。=="*
朋友，
我想要的是相信我。。
不要怀疑我的人格。。
我不是好人，
但我还有家教。。
若你相信他人的闲言闲语，
那你也不配当我的朋友。。
既然你这么讨厌我，
那也无需装了，
因为我都懂了。。
完。
p's: suddenly want to eat ikan bakar....:D
p's: just view your blog...I don't know you are not satisfy your 3.42..I'm sorry for did't say anything to you..I thought it will be ok for you..sorry..
p's: I'm trying to manage and manage my time...But I think I failed to do so!!! I hate myself!
p's: I still remember what pn.salbita told me : "Walk slow than others is doesn't matter..As long as you still can reach the end with a good result by your hardworking..."
Thursday 24 February 2011
Your UGLY drive me crazy!zzz...
Nowadays,
all of the human is being so ugly..
The ugly that I mean is from their inside..
Not really wanna offence anyone this time..
But really can't stand for it anymore...
I'm shame to you guys! zzz...
TOTALLY shame, k? xxx...
and all of them are the same race..
This show what..?
Same race same attitude..
And they will never change their bad behavior or attitude....
They will keep going on like this,
and being the loser forever...
Of cause I know blaming is not a good way to solve problem..
and I also know I also got my fault..
Start craping now......
Yesterday go back school to get my spm certificate..
Cause suddenly think "maybe I can have a transport" go back school to get it..
Since I never expect they will work on holiday..
*cause that's your(s) laziness..*
When I reach school,
there already showing 5.12pm..
Yea..of cause I know that's out of office hour..
But I still request them to help me get the cert..
cause I don't think I still have to come back and get it AGAIN..@@
And they are still sit on the chair,
not yet go back ah....
So,
can't you help me to do such thing..?
And since my dad help yours school so much,
his daughter request something also cannot..? @@
Then she just told me : Time is over..Please come tomorrow..
Then I say : really cannot give me? just take few min from you only..
Then she say : Nope ...we are going back already..can't do so...
wtf.....><
Then I say : even YDP punya muka pun tak boleh bagi ke?
Then she just replied me : Then you think YDP daughter can came out of time ?
Then I say : I just end my kokurikulum just now..I already rush back..
And we are keep on arguing ,and she ask me , why don't ask my dad to get it..
And I just wanna shout wt* to her already lo..
If I know my dad can get it,
what's the reason I come back school so susah payah to get it..?
Are you think I'M TOO FREE to do so?
*Why don't you use your brain think before you say something?zz..*
But finally,
she still gave me the cert..
If not,
I will use my own hak to complain you till you DIE! @@
But today,
my dad came back from school,
he told me,
he get complain from that fking clerk,
say I kena scold by her very teruk only can get the cert? wt*...
That's what that malay staff did....
I not yet complain her,
but she complain me first?
Aren't you feel proud for what you did?
Aren't you feel you are right at all the way?
And the most dislike is "she putar belik " the truth...
You better go HELL la! zzz...!!!
Haiz...And still got lot of thing she told my dad....You are such a BITCH!
As my conclusion,
You are so damn "special"...
Special till I wanna curse you till the day before I die....=)
---------------------------------------------
Just now after tuition,
shaun ask me being the witness for him...
Of cause I will do so..
Since you did't so,
of cause I will support you...
But wth is that teacher doing..?
She is so unreasonable woh....
How you guys can stand for her?
I don't understand why got this kind of teacher being our prefect teacher?
She is so teruk...zzz..
And I'm so pity to all my friend that are get involved..
I'm sorry for couldn't help...
If the teacher really did so,
but she did't admit,
then you are totally not qualify as our teacher lo!!!
and go back your kampung....
But actually I believe on what my friend say...
So,
you are so so damn bad....
You sacrifice all of the people just to save yourself..
I'm strongly dissatisfy to you then...
And you also one of the "ugly" people that I met...zzzz..
Okay...
If now I'm offence-ing anyone,
then just tell me face to face la..
I don't mind to debate face to face..
That's more easy for me....=)
all of the human is being so ugly..
The ugly that I mean is from their inside..
Not really wanna offence anyone this time..
But really can't stand for it anymore...
I'm shame to you guys! zzz...
TOTALLY shame, k? xxx...
and all of them are the same race..
This show what..?
Same race same attitude..
And they will never change their bad behavior or attitude....
They will keep going on like this,
and being the loser forever...
Of cause I know blaming is not a good way to solve problem..
and I also know I also got my fault..
Start craping now......
Yesterday go back school to get my spm certificate..
Cause suddenly think "maybe I can have a transport" go back school to get it..
Since I never expect they will work on holiday..
*cause that's your(s) laziness..*
When I reach school,
there already showing 5.12pm..
Yea..of cause I know that's out of office hour..
But I still request them to help me get the cert..
cause I don't think I still have to come back and get it AGAIN..@@
And they are still sit on the chair,
not yet go back ah....
So,
can't you help me to do such thing..?
And since my dad help yours school so much,
his daughter request something also cannot..? @@
Then she just told me : Time is over..Please come tomorrow..
Then I say : really cannot give me? just take few min from you only..
Then she say : Nope ...we are going back already..can't do so...
wtf.....><
Then I say : even YDP punya muka pun tak boleh bagi ke?
Then she just replied me : Then you think YDP daughter can came out of time ?
Then I say : I just end my kokurikulum just now..I already rush back..
And we are keep on arguing ,and she ask me , why don't ask my dad to get it..
And I just wanna shout wt* to her already lo..
If I know my dad can get it,
what's the reason I come back school so susah payah to get it..?
Are you think I'M TOO FREE to do so?
*Why don't you use your brain think before you say something?zz..*
But finally,
she still gave me the cert..
If not,
I will use my own hak to complain you till you DIE! @@
But today,
my dad came back from school,
he told me,
he get complain from that fking clerk,
say I kena scold by her very teruk only can get the cert? wt*...
That's what that malay staff did....
I not yet complain her,
but she complain me first?
Aren't you feel proud for what you did?
Aren't you feel you are right at all the way?
And the most dislike is "she putar belik " the truth...
You better go HELL la! zzz...!!!
Haiz...And still got lot of thing she told my dad....You are such a BITCH!
As my conclusion,
You are so damn "special"...
Special till I wanna curse you till the day before I die....=)
---------------------------------------------
Just now after tuition,
shaun ask me being the witness for him...
Of cause I will do so..
Since you did't so,
of cause I will support you...
But wth is that teacher doing..?
She is so unreasonable woh....
How you guys can stand for her?
I don't understand why got this kind of teacher being our prefect teacher?
She is so teruk...zzz..
And I'm so pity to all my friend that are get involved..
I'm sorry for couldn't help...
If the teacher really did so,
but she did't admit,
then you are totally not qualify as our teacher lo!!!
and go back your kampung....
But actually I believe on what my friend say...
So,
you are so so damn bad....
You sacrifice all of the people just to save yourself..
I'm strongly dissatisfy to you then...
And you also one of the "ugly" people that I met...zzzz..
Okay...
If now I'm offence-ing anyone,
then just tell me face to face la..
I don't mind to debate face to face..
That's more easy for me....=)
Monday 21 February 2011
爸爸，我真的很多话想跟你说咯。。。。
我并不像别人那样地聪明。。
不适合的东西，
或许读一百次，
我还是一样的。。
因为兴趣不在。。
从你开始逼着我选这条路，
我真的很不甘愿。。
也忘了哭了多少次，
到最后才硬着头皮走进这条“绝路”。。T.T
很好玩的我，
的确玩了半年。。
但是到了今年后，
我没在玩了~
我在努力。。
你看不到也算了。。
何必贱踏呢？
我的成绩跟你有仇吗。。=="
为什么你总是这样的。。。
装着不在乎，
然后又要骂衰我。。
说真的，
我藏了好多怨气。。
总有一天我很崩溃掉。。>_<
刚才是不想在你面前掉眼泪啊。。
我要比你坚强阿！哼！！
但真的不要超越我的极限。。
我的脾气，
不是人贡品。。。。。
我可是会杀人的。。>_<
[认真的]
其实，
十只手指也有长短。。
为什么你要求我跟别人一样长呢？
我也有你看不到的好。。
为什么你从不问，从不说，从不看。。？
我知道我读书不比别人厉害。。
做事不比他人厉害，
但我总相信，
个人有各自的好。。
为什么我一定要是别人的背影？
不能是别人是我的背影吗？
总有一天我会证明，
你的看法是错的。。
我有我的本能，
我有我的路。。
不是一定要选定你为我选的路。。
或许以后我不能像他人一样出色，
不能像他人一样让你住洋房，开名车。。
但我总能养得起你们。。
你要我拿五十分就五十咯~
吐都吐够给你。。。
再多的，
你要不要。。？
唉~生活难过啊。。
但是我不想one day cut阿。。你能了解吗..?
我想享受最后一年的中学生涯都不可以。。
死掉都不知道发生什么事了。。
我也想毕业啊。。
我也想快点读完啊。。
我也想赚钱啊。。
你们现在像在抗议我的成绩了。。
无奈。。难过。。
本小姐说好就算！
时间是我的，
扣了睡觉，吃饭，还有“钓鱼”，
应该还能疯狂吭书。。T.T
完了。。。难过的心情结束。。
又是吃书的时候。。=）
晚安。。
p's :恭喜我心爱的表姐拿到很好的成绩。。详情不用透露了。。哈哈！但真的很好噢。。恭喜！=)
p's :也恭喜学长学姐们拿到好成绩。。记得请吃~^^
p's :死臭鱼！有本事你就不要看！@@
p's :呼~坏心情完了。。谢谢陪我聊天的人。。^^
我并不像别人那样地聪明。。
不适合的东西，
或许读一百次，
我还是一样的。。
因为兴趣不在。。
从你开始逼着我选这条路，
我真的很不甘愿。。
也忘了哭了多少次，
到最后才硬着头皮走进这条“绝路”。。T.T
很好玩的我，
的确玩了半年。。
但是到了今年后，
我没在玩了~
我在努力。。
你看不到也算了。。
何必贱踏呢？
我的成绩跟你有仇吗。。=="
为什么你总是这样的。。。
装着不在乎，
然后又要骂衰我。。
说真的，
我藏了好多怨气。。
总有一天我很崩溃掉。。>_<
刚才是不想在你面前掉眼泪啊。。
我要比你坚强阿！哼！！
但真的不要超越我的极限。。
我的脾气，
不是人贡品。。。。。
我可是会杀人的。。>_<
[认真的]
其实，
十只手指也有长短。。
为什么你要求我跟别人一样长呢？
我也有你看不到的好。。
为什么你从不问，从不说，从不看。。？
我知道我读书不比别人厉害。。
做事不比他人厉害，
但我总相信，
个人有各自的好。。
为什么我一定要是别人的背影？
不能是别人是我的背影吗？
总有一天我会证明，
你的看法是错的。。
我有我的本能，
我有我的路。。
不是一定要选定你为我选的路。。
或许以后我不能像他人一样出色，
不能像他人一样让你住洋房，开名车。。
但我总能养得起你们。。
你要我拿五十分就五十咯~
吐都吐够给你。。。
再多的，
你要不要。。？
唉~生活难过啊。。
但是我不想one day cut阿。。你能了解吗..?
我想享受最后一年的中学生涯都不可以。。
死掉都不知道发生什么事了。。
我也想毕业啊。。
我也想快点读完啊。。
我也想赚钱啊。。
你们现在像在抗议我的成绩了。。
无奈。。难过。。
本小姐说好就算！
时间是我的，
扣了睡觉，吃饭，还有“钓鱼”，
应该还能疯狂吭书。。T.T
完了。。。难过的心情结束。。
又是吃书的时候。。=）
晚安。。
p's :恭喜我心爱的表姐拿到很好的成绩。。详情不用透露了。。哈哈！但真的很好噢。。恭喜！=)
p's :也恭喜学长学姐们拿到好成绩。。记得请吃~^^
p's :死臭鱼！有本事你就不要看！@@
p's :呼~坏心情完了。。谢谢陪我聊天的人。。^^
Saturday 19 February 2011
晚宴（s）标明：这篇专拿来骂人的！
最近的晚宴太多。。
让人觉得厌烦了吧？
要给钱的，
大家肯定不会去。。
现在连不用给钱的，
你们也不要去。。。
什么烂借口都有。。=="
昨天打电话找人找到我快疯掉了~
本来还以为燕能去，
但最后还是不能，
因为家长不给。。
但其实昨天也找了不少人。。
找到我都变得很depress..
因为每次都是这样，
我需要帮忙的时候，
你们总是不懂死去哪里呢。。
算了吧~zzz...
心都冷掉半载了。。。
幸好还有一个好兄弟。。。
我的传生~:D
一叫就去。。
他知道我需要人，
所以一口就答应了~
如果不是因为找不到人，
我也不想麻烦到他。。
他昨天就像见家长酱~哈哈哈！:D
但是那几个小时的晚宴，
因为有了他，
我才不会闷~
我们一直聊天~
聊了很多很多。。
但我爸对他好像不太友善~
或许是看到我带男生来，
所以吓到吧。。。
我妈和妹就一直暗笑。。。
结束后，
我还问我妈：喜欢吗？哈哈！
我妈就说：太瘦了~
我就跟我妈说：那我再选过咯！哈哈哈！
然后我跟回传生说，
他就说我妈很挑剔哦，叫我下次带个肥的回去吧~:D
真的很谢谢他~
thumbs up for this brother...^^
-------------------------------
下个星期又到学校的晚宴了。。
叫完全世界的朋友都不要去。。
朋友？=="
我花了多少时间传消息。。
得到的回复也很可笑。。
算了吧~
这个最主要的借口是钱的问题咯。。
是。。我当然知道rm50 can do lot of thing,
can do anything that is much better than go have a such dinner..
但是，
有想过这个晚宴是为了什么的吗？
是为了筹钱建一个有帐篷的走廊，
让小朋友们都不需要冒大雨放学和开周会。。
知道有些小朋友可以脆弱到淋雨后就病很久吗?
知道淋太多雨对一个人有多不好吗？
也对的。。
你们都不会被淋了。。
事不关己，对吗？
筹不够钱，
设施也不可能是完整的。。
看着爸爸每天跑上跑下去找人买票，
有时我真的很想骂他白痴。。。
难道你会拿到komisyen吗？这么拼干吗？
你这么拼，
人家也只觉得你是理所当然这样做。。
那我告诉你们，
你们无需这么天真吧？
我爸什么利益都拿不到！
而且有时还要给钱学校！
请问，
我爸曾经是这间学校的学生吗？
我爸对这间学校有责任吗？
我爸现在很有钱吗？
说真的，
所有的奢侈品，
我爸从不让我们买。。
现在我们需要车，
他也不会去买。。
因为我们只有刚刚好的金钱去应付我们的生活。。
我们只是一个标准的小康之家。。明白吗？
你们呢？
有多的钱，
也只留着给自己。。
对啊。。自己赚的钱不给自己，难道拿去给一间烂学校吗？
我“明白”的。。我真的“明白”的。。。zzz...
但刚才跟振维聊后，
才发现，
原来怀念的只有他，
懂得报恩也只有他。。
他说了很多，
我也没他这么懂得感恩。。
唉~又一个机会让我认识我的“朋友”。。=)
我从来都不会怀念cp,
因为发生了太多我不想去想起的回忆。。
学校对于我来说，
也只是一个让我来回的地方。。
让我有个安乐窝去听课与睡觉。。。
但假设没有学校，
我现在有什么。。？
就算有时老师有多糟，
他们至少都会给我们带来很多知识，不管是好是坏。。
有很多对我有恩老师，
我都知道。。
我的成绩，
不是我的努力，
而是老师耐心的教导。。
你们何时才懂。。？
我还能遇到多少个懂得感恩的振维？
我还能遇到多少个讲义气的传生？
算了吧。。
我对一切早就心里有数。。
p's :以上所发表的，绝对是我的立场！要骂回我，请面对面。。不需要在我背后指指点点，因为你没资格！
p's :原来现在对别人来说，吃也是一种很麻烦的东西。。是不是太多免费餐，所以要钱的，都要闪一遍了？
p's :(out of this topic)anyway, i dislike to see my friend smoke..zzz...
让人觉得厌烦了吧？
要给钱的，
大家肯定不会去。。
现在连不用给钱的，
你们也不要去。。。
什么烂借口都有。。=="
昨天打电话找人找到我快疯掉了~
本来还以为燕能去，
但最后还是不能，
因为家长不给。。
但其实昨天也找了不少人。。
找到我都变得很depress..
因为每次都是这样，
我需要帮忙的时候，
你们总是不懂死去哪里呢。。
算了吧~zzz...
心都冷掉半载了。。。
幸好还有一个好兄弟。。。
我的传生~:D
一叫就去。。
他知道我需要人，
所以一口就答应了~
如果不是因为找不到人，
我也不想麻烦到他。。
他昨天就像见家长酱~哈哈哈！:D
但是那几个小时的晚宴，
因为有了他，
我才不会闷~
我们一直聊天~
聊了很多很多。。
但我爸对他好像不太友善~
或许是看到我带男生来，
所以吓到吧。。。
我妈和妹就一直暗笑。。。
结束后，
我还问我妈：喜欢吗？哈哈！
我妈就说：太瘦了~
我就跟我妈说：那我再选过咯！哈哈哈！
然后我跟回传生说，
他就说我妈很挑剔哦，叫我下次带个肥的回去吧~:D
真的很谢谢他~
thumbs up for this brother...^^
-------------------------------
下个星期又到学校的晚宴了。。
叫完全世界的朋友都不要去。。
朋友？=="
我花了多少时间传消息。。
得到的回复也很可笑。。
算了吧~
这个最主要的借口是钱的问题咯。。
是。。我当然知道rm50 can do lot of thing,
can do anything that is much better than go have a such dinner..
但是，
有想过这个晚宴是为了什么的吗？
是为了筹钱建一个有帐篷的走廊，
让小朋友们都不需要冒大雨放学和开周会。。
知道有些小朋友可以脆弱到淋雨后就病很久吗?
知道淋太多雨对一个人有多不好吗？
也对的。。
你们都不会被淋了。。
事不关己，对吗？
筹不够钱，
设施也不可能是完整的。。
看着爸爸每天跑上跑下去找人买票，
有时我真的很想骂他白痴。。。
难道你会拿到komisyen吗？这么拼干吗？
你这么拼，
人家也只觉得你是理所当然这样做。。
那我告诉你们，
你们无需这么天真吧？
我爸什么利益都拿不到！
而且有时还要给钱学校！
请问，
我爸曾经是这间学校的学生吗？
我爸对这间学校有责任吗？
我爸现在很有钱吗？
说真的，
所有的奢侈品，
我爸从不让我们买。。
现在我们需要车，
他也不会去买。。
因为我们只有刚刚好的金钱去应付我们的生活。。
我们只是一个标准的小康之家。。明白吗？
你们呢？
有多的钱，
也只留着给自己。。
对啊。。自己赚的钱不给自己，难道拿去给一间烂学校吗？
我“明白”的。。我真的“明白”的。。。zzz...
但刚才跟振维聊后，
才发现，
原来怀念的只有他，
懂得报恩也只有他。。
他说了很多，
我也没他这么懂得感恩。。
唉~又一个机会让我认识我的“朋友”。。=)
我从来都不会怀念cp,
因为发生了太多我不想去想起的回忆。。
学校对于我来说，
也只是一个让我来回的地方。。
让我有个安乐窝去听课与睡觉。。。
但假设没有学校，
我现在有什么。。？
就算有时老师有多糟，
他们至少都会给我们带来很多知识，不管是好是坏。。
有很多对我有恩老师，
我都知道。。
我的成绩，
不是我的努力，
而是老师耐心的教导。。
你们何时才懂。。？
我还能遇到多少个懂得感恩的振维？
我还能遇到多少个讲义气的传生？
算了吧。。
我对一切早就心里有数。。
p's :以上所发表的，绝对是我的立场！要骂回我，请面对面。。不需要在我背后指指点点，因为你没资格！
p's :原来现在对别人来说，吃也是一种很麻烦的东西。。是不是太多免费餐，所以要钱的，都要闪一遍了？
p's :(out of this topic)anyway, i dislike to see my friend smoke..zzz...
Wednesday 16 February 2011
16/02/2011 chess, after school, study, duty
Today feel not bad~:D
Especially when playing chess..:D
hahahahaa!!1
I'm happy to have this kind of friend...*also can known as brother..:D*
Thanks for soon keat brother teach me play~hahahaha!
Eventhough give me gek till almost bleeding le,
but he still never give up~:D
and thanks to sin hoi also..
Being so patient..:D
But I hate katherine...=="
bat po...ask her come play with me, then say don't want...><
Happy when needed people told me which should I walk..=="
As a conclusion,
I have a nice day when playing chess..
And, I will not let you guys go away~hahahaha! :D
By the way,
soon keat's shoulder is not bad to lie~:D
Mean fishy's shoulder also not bad..:D
Today I laugh like a mad people again~:D
Thanks ! =)
I hate to see you like never care!
awww! Why can't you tell me that you care?? @@
haiz~@@
I care! I care!!
I told you how many times already?
But you never tell me this...=(
Ok...fine...
Maybe is I find a death way...><
--------------------------------
Today after school meet kar hoo...
Of cause I have to give you back those $ and books..
And I had find a time to meet you for so long....
Ok...finally today had met you..
But you gave me a weird response...=="
Feel like wanna slap you already...:D
Ya...because of you bring your gf is something very unexpected for me,
that's why I cannot give you a normal response...
But,
that's not call "ai mei" plz...=="
You just give me more and more awkward..
don't ask me why feel awkward?
Maybe is just because that's a stranger..lolx~
Take care then~
Those books ah?
So hard for me to sold out...=="
And I also don't want get any benefit from you..
that is so unreasonable..
-----------------------------------
I'm having a turtle speed on my study..wtf...@@
I gonna manage my time well..
If not I gonna spoil my life very soon! =(
I want graduate with a beautiful result..:D
I want all at least grade B...Thats my lowest target..:D
I gonna have a dozen of coffee per day? :D
excuse me! adrian yap..
mana coffee saya? :D
Is not your efficiency le woh~:D
I think you had forgot about this...
-----------------------------
Today duty....
On morning,
still that blur..
Then duty at recess,
is have fun with those member(s)...
Yala..sometime they will bully me...=(
But they are well done in their work..
I'm fully satisfy...:D
And lucky got katherine on duty with me..=)
Then after school still got "OT".. swt..=="
Take care the stair near bilik displin...
and face a student that is fking stubborn...
Even I hold his hand,
he also don't want bother me...
I feel like wanna kick him down to the stair at that moment...=="
and got one student keep on near toward me...wtf? @@
If he really do anything to me,
be-careful that your "down part"...zzz....
Is not too hard or not too easy to jaga...
But I feel scare when too much people near there..
I can't do anything when too many people...>_<
Wearing a skirt long like this cannot fight la wei!!! =(
Please la! use your brain!
change the skirt become short la! wtf!
p's : unhappy when saw you walk away...and never bother about me...>_<
p's : I'm enjoying to have a freedom life but not a lonely life...don't you know about that ? @@
p's : Being prefect for so long time, I had face so much thing...And exactly,I dislike this kind of work...
p's : I can't read you guys mind....Sometime is good, but sometime is so damn evil..zzz..
Especially when playing chess..:D
hahahahaa!!1
I'm happy to have this kind of friend...*also can known as brother..:D*
Thanks for soon keat brother teach me play~hahahaha!
Eventhough give me gek till almost bleeding le,
but he still never give up~:D
and thanks to sin hoi also..
Being so patient..:D
But I hate katherine...=="
bat po...ask her come play with me, then say don't want...><
Happy when needed people told me which should I walk..=="
As a conclusion,
I have a nice day when playing chess..
And, I will not let you guys go away~hahahaha! :D
By the way,
soon keat's shoulder is not bad to lie~:D
Mean fishy's shoulder also not bad..:D
Today I laugh like a mad people again~:D
Thanks ! =)
I hate to see you like never care!
awww! Why can't you tell me that you care?? @@
haiz~@@
I care! I care!!
I told you how many times already?
But you never tell me this...=(
Ok...fine...
Maybe is I find a death way...><
--------------------------------
Today after school meet kar hoo...
Of cause I have to give you back those $ and books..
And I had find a time to meet you for so long....
Ok...finally today had met you..
But you gave me a weird response...=="
Feel like wanna slap you already...:D
Ya...because of you bring your gf is something very unexpected for me,
that's why I cannot give you a normal response...
But,
that's not call "ai mei" plz...=="
You just give me more and more awkward..
don't ask me why feel awkward?
Maybe is just because that's a stranger..lolx~
Take care then~
Those books ah?
So hard for me to sold out...=="
And I also don't want get any benefit from you..
that is so unreasonable..
-----------------------------------
I'm having a turtle speed on my study..wtf...@@
I gonna manage my time well..
If not I gonna spoil my life very soon! =(
I want graduate with a beautiful result..:D
I want all at least grade B...Thats my lowest target..:D
I gonna have a dozen of coffee per day? :D
excuse me! adrian yap..
mana coffee saya? :D
Is not your efficiency le woh~:D
I think you had forgot about this...
-----------------------------
Today duty....
On morning,
still that blur..
Then duty at recess,
is have fun with those member(s)...
Yala..sometime they will bully me...=(
But they are well done in their work..
I'm fully satisfy...:D
And lucky got katherine on duty with me..=)
Then after school still got "OT".. swt..=="
Take care the stair near bilik displin...
and face a student that is fking stubborn...
Even I hold his hand,
he also don't want bother me...
I feel like wanna kick him down to the stair at that moment...=="
and got one student keep on near toward me...wtf? @@
If he really do anything to me,
be-careful that your "down part"...zzz....
Is not too hard or not too easy to jaga...
But I feel scare when too much people near there..
I can't do anything when too many people...>_<
Wearing a skirt long like this cannot fight la wei!!! =(
Please la! use your brain!
change the skirt become short la! wtf!
p's : unhappy when saw you walk away...and never bother about me...>_<
p's : I'm enjoying to have a freedom life but not a lonely life...don't you know about that ? @@
p's : Being prefect for so long time, I had face so much thing...And exactly,I dislike this kind of work...
p's : I can't read you guys mind....Sometime is good, but sometime is so damn evil..zzz..
Tuesday 15 February 2011
The day after Valentine ..
The day before valentine.....
I was crying...
Because you guys did't give me chocolate!!!
Ok...so, please remember my chocolate har~:D
Until now,
I just received 2 chocolate before...=)
One is from adrian yap,
your BELGIAN chocolate~hahahaa!!:D
*that melted and stick together already d..:D*
And the second one is from pei yin...
I received it on valentine day!:D
I'm touched for your chocolate..=)
and your words,
I will remember la~^_^
And that paper will keep in my diary..=)
-------------------------------
Ok...
The day after valentine....
I was busy on my homework....>_<
Ish!!!!
How come the homework never end...T.T
By the way,
I'm trying to chase back all the physic syllabus..
Wanna prove to those people,
I had work hard,
and I'm not stupid..
And don't try to challenge me behind of me lo~~~~
If you dare,
then come give me a "challenge letter" la...:D
Because of You still don't know who am I !:D
Maths 1 and maths 2 not done yet..
Die very cham this time...T.T
Since still got a long way to go....><
And tomorrow got trigonometric test...=(
----------------------------------
Oh yea...
Yesterday is my dearest latte loon birthday~
Happy happy birthday ah!!! =)
I wish you can get a good result..
And keep me in your heart forever and ever..
even got gf also have to do so!! :D
Muacks~ :D
Valentine....
I hate pig....><
But actually never tell you this :
"If one of day you dare to date me and hold my hand,
then I will be yours ..^^"
If you see this,
you will understand..
But you never view my blog,
that's the problem! =(
Even I give you link or what,
you also don't want view! >_<
Nevermind..
fate will lead us together..^^
--------------------------
On for facebook a while...
Then chat with that danish..
*know him when duty..*hahahaa!
He look so small in size then....
Doesn't look like a form 3..:D
Just like a little kid..:D
But he is soooooo evil....
call me grandma...T.T
I'm not old as that la..adui~=(
Eat more calcium la you~
If not your gf's qualification will be "height"..:D
for me,
I no need worry about "height" lo~:D
---------------------------------
p's : Actually I wish you will view my blog, and tell me how you feel...don't ever ask me what is the opinion toward other girl! ><
p's : fishy fishy~thrusday is coming soon...hahahaha!! :D
p's : boon kit, I'm willing to help you done any work...=)
p's : thanks for the chocolate again..=)
I was crying...
Because you guys did't give me chocolate!!!
Ok...so, please remember my chocolate har~:D
Until now,
I just received 2 chocolate before...=)
One is from adrian yap,
your BELGIAN chocolate~hahahaa!!:D
*that melted and stick together already d..:D*
And the second one is from pei yin...
I received it on valentine day!:D
I'm touched for your chocolate..=)
and your words,
I will remember la~^_^
And that paper will keep in my diary..=)
-------------------------------
Ok...
The day after valentine....
I was busy on my homework....>_<
Ish!!!!
How come the homework never end...T.T
By the way,
I'm trying to chase back all the physic syllabus..
Wanna prove to those people,
I had work hard,
and I'm not stupid..
And don't try to challenge me behind of me lo~~~~
If you dare,
then come give me a "challenge letter" la...:D
Because of You still don't know who am I !:D
Maths 1 and maths 2 not done yet..
Die very cham this time...T.T
Since still got a long way to go....><
And tomorrow got trigonometric test...=(
----------------------------------
Oh yea...
Yesterday is my dearest latte loon birthday~
Happy happy birthday ah!!! =)
I wish you can get a good result..
And keep me in your heart forever and ever..
even got gf also have to do so!! :D
Muacks~ :D
Valentine....
I hate pig....><
But actually never tell you this :
"If one of day you dare to date me and hold my hand,
then I will be yours ..^^"
If you see this,
you will understand..
But you never view my blog,
that's the problem! =(
Even I give you link or what,
you also don't want view! >_<
Nevermind..
fate will lead us together..^^
--------------------------
On for facebook a while...
Then chat with that danish..
*know him when duty..*hahahaa!
He look so small in size then....
Doesn't look like a form 3..:D
Just like a little kid..:D
But he is soooooo evil....
call me grandma...T.T
I'm not old as that la..adui~=(
Eat more calcium la you~
If not your gf's qualification will be "height"..:D
for me,
I no need worry about "height" lo~:D
---------------------------------
p's : Actually I wish you will view my blog, and tell me how you feel...don't ever ask me what is the opinion toward other girl! ><
p's : fishy fishy~thrusday is coming soon...hahahaha!! :D
p's : boon kit, I'm willing to help you done any work...=)
p's : thanks for the chocolate again..=)
Sunday 13 February 2011
13/02/2011 watch movie, buy ticket,bla bla bla~:D
Today is not in mood to blogging..
cause I just done my physic chapter 15 homework..=="
So I'm quite tired in mind..=(
But it's doesn't matter...
Because today I'm happy! :D
Today had dated elaine out to watch movie~~~=)
I'm so happy with that~=)
ME,huan, and elaine go watch the very funny d movie..:D
Actually I had dated her for quite many times..
But due to timing, transport and many problems,
we had miss lot of chance..
Somemore I can't go out often,
that's why I had missed lot of chance to chat with elaine..=(
Of cause she is under my best friend category..
But I had do lot of mistake before...
I felt very sorry for that..
But today when we met,
is quite awkward..
Eventhough I'm quite talkactive..
But usually when I long time did't meet a person,
I will be that..=(
I'm sorry for don't know what should I say..
But after watch movie,
it had become better..
And I know you also want talk with me more..Thanks..=)
This movie is much more better than last year that "72 zu ke"..
This one more thing to laugh,
and make me laugh like a mad person~:D
Then I sit in the middle,
and hold the popcorn,
and keep eat~xD
We order a COMBO 1 to share la..=)
I love to watch movie with you guys..=)
It's worth to be with you guys today..=)
I'm totally happy!! =)
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Last night ask mr.s come fetch me go jusco to buy the ticket first~
cause the ticket may can't get on today..
That's why I go out for few hours to get it..
But still can consider lucky to get the ticket la~:D
We sit on the second row...
Both of them first question is ask me : why so front..? @@
I also tak mau d ah~I had no choice..T.T
After that,
mr.s accompany me go see the shoes I want..
But unfortunately,
the shoes did't have my size...T.T
My leg got so big meh? damn damn..><
I want that shoes lo...=(
Just rm49.90..is still a reasonable price..
*even rm89.90, I also will buy it down if got my size..=(*
anyway,
thanks for mr.s use your vios send me there and back..
and thanks for your "double-delight"..=)
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hu~
Is valentine already~:D
Another single valentine for me...
I'm happy....
and warning : don't menaruh any perasan toward me, you will cry at the end for sure..=)
Thought that sei chuan shing can come back celebrate with me~
dumb you la~don't want come back woh...><
Fine..
I can celebrate with me book..:D
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What kind of friend should tinggalkan,
what kind of friend should dump,
I know it early,
just never do so..
No worry la~
Maybe you are the one? or maybe not?
Depend on how you treat me lo!
p's : Today d " I love hk" really so nice..you can go watch..I'm fully support..rm13 is worth..:D
p's : wish to have a gathering between four of us..and unfortunately, today liyen is not here...nevermind..next time ba...I wish four of us can sit together..=)
cause I just done my physic chapter 15 homework..=="
So I'm quite tired in mind..=(
But it's doesn't matter...
Because today I'm happy! :D
Today had dated elaine out to watch movie~~~=)
I'm so happy with that~=)
ME,huan, and elaine go watch the very funny d movie..:D
Actually I had dated her for quite many times..
But due to timing, transport and many problems,
we had miss lot of chance..
Somemore I can't go out often,
that's why I had missed lot of chance to chat with elaine..=(
Of cause she is under my best friend category..
But I had do lot of mistake before...
I felt very sorry for that..
But today when we met,
is quite awkward..
Eventhough I'm quite talkactive..
But usually when I long time did't meet a person,
I will be that..=(
I'm sorry for don't know what should I say..
But after watch movie,
it had become better..
And I know you also want talk with me more..Thanks..=)
This movie is much more better than last year that "72 zu ke"..
This one more thing to laugh,
and make me laugh like a mad person~:D
Then I sit in the middle,
and hold the popcorn,
and keep eat~xD
We order a COMBO 1 to share la..=)
I love to watch movie with you guys..=)
It's worth to be with you guys today..=)
I'm totally happy!! =)
--------------------------------
Last night ask mr.s come fetch me go jusco to buy the ticket first~
cause the ticket may can't get on today..
That's why I go out for few hours to get it..
But still can consider lucky to get the ticket la~:D
We sit on the second row...
Both of them first question is ask me : why so front..? @@
I also tak mau d ah~I had no choice..T.T
After that,
mr.s accompany me go see the shoes I want..
But unfortunately,
the shoes did't have my size...T.T
My leg got so big meh? damn damn..><
I want that shoes lo...=(
Just rm49.90..is still a reasonable price..
*even rm89.90, I also will buy it down if got my size..=(*
anyway,
thanks for mr.s use your vios send me there and back..
and thanks for your "double-delight"..=)
---------------------------------
hu~
Is valentine already~:D
Another single valentine for me...
I'm happy....
and warning : don't menaruh any perasan toward me, you will cry at the end for sure..=)
Thought that sei chuan shing can come back celebrate with me~
dumb you la~don't want come back woh...><
Fine..
I can celebrate with me book..:D
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What kind of friend should tinggalkan,
what kind of friend should dump,
I know it early,
just never do so..
No worry la~
Maybe you are the one? or maybe not?
Depend on how you treat me lo!
p's : Today d " I love hk" really so nice..you can go watch..I'm fully support..rm13 is worth..:D
p's : wish to have a gathering between four of us..and unfortunately, today liyen is not here...nevermind..next time ba...I wish four of us can sit together..=)
Friday 11 February 2011
My another day..=)
Don't know why nowadays when I type blog,
I would like to mention that : I'm very TIRED! =(
Just tuition at KITA with fishy them la~
Nice chat with them la..xD
And they will never leave me or dump me..so touched..T.T
This show that,
you guys are so so so gentleman..=)
Not macam that "guy"...><
This morning already very tired..
Eyes cannot fully opened..><
I wish today not a school day lo~hahahha!!
But I still have to go school then~=(
Early in the morning go for duty,
and facing the same thing, same problem..=(
Wanna ask those prefect,
don't you guys know,
when on duty is not allow to chat? @@
You are a halangan for me lo..!!!! ><
I don't really like to shout to those student,
but I have no choice,
they are so stubborn..zzzz..
Every morning,
duty without my katherine,
so bored already lo..=(
But after duty,
we will go back class together la..=)
When recess,
shaun want briefing us...swt~
After change the prefect teacher,
I'm so scare when anyone find me..
I scare will kena marah or what~=="
But we are talking another stuff..
and something that I want you know,
think ,think and think ah shaun!
This is not only I wanna tell you,
is most of the people!
Not only think for others,
and also yourself..
Make decision properly before make a mistake...
As a friend,
I'm always support your decision..
But I want you make a right decision,
don't make it because of your hot temper..
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Today got chemistry before go back school...
And we had used half an hour to done the experiment,
but one an hour to done the report..damn...><
But I'm happy at the first half an hour,
but unhappy at the last few minute...
is totally beh song lo...><
That's call simple maths,
not our fault..
Why don't you think about that? @@
Haiz~zzz....
And please and please,
when I'm teaching you,
can you concentrate abit?
Eventhough my maths standard is keep on droping,
but I'm still can do lot of question lo..
You never believe to my professional...
Haiz..What is the point for I keep on teaching you?
You never think...
All of this is for your own good,
but not me..=(
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After school,
then go eat lunch with fishy them~
We go wait bus around 1.10pm..
and that bus come not too late la~xD
Then after enter bus,
that fish want cry already..hahhaha!
cause the place is so uncomfortable for him,
but comfortable for me~xD
Then I keep on laughing~~~xD
But afterward I did't sleep also,
but that fish still can sleep..=="
Then go tuition on time..
and I felt so sleepy today..
couldn't concentrate at first~
When I almost fall asleep,
ah fish misscall me..=="
Then I awake already..lolx~
Thank you lo fishy~xD
Then after tuition,
fish go to take lrt but us go tk bus la~
Then joshua very nice ah~
cause did't leave me alone to cross the road.
Thank you you!! hahahaha!!
Yala~you so kind and gentleman~xD
Then we chat in the bus..
actually quite thank you to you guys~
treat me good..=)
After came back,
I not yet touch my book lo~
Today feel like wanna rest well...
But I know I can't...=(
p's : Adrian gave the "kangaroo" bring to school everyday~Don't know when will broke by me..xD
p's : You did't macam before already~You will not reply my message everytime..=(
p's : Fish....Where is my pillow?T.T
I would like to mention that : I'm very TIRED! =(
Just tuition at KITA with fishy them la~
Nice chat with them la..xD
And they will never leave me or dump me..so touched..T.T
This show that,
you guys are so so so gentleman..=)
Not macam that "guy"...><
This morning already very tired..
Eyes cannot fully opened..><
I wish today not a school day lo~hahahha!!
But I still have to go school then~=(
Early in the morning go for duty,
and facing the same thing, same problem..=(
Wanna ask those prefect,
don't you guys know,
when on duty is not allow to chat? @@
You are a halangan for me lo..!!!! ><
I don't really like to shout to those student,
but I have no choice,
they are so stubborn..zzzz..
Every morning,
duty without my katherine,
so bored already lo..=(
But after duty,
we will go back class together la..=)
When recess,
shaun want briefing us...swt~
After change the prefect teacher,
I'm so scare when anyone find me..
I scare will kena marah or what~=="
But we are talking another stuff..
and something that I want you know,
think ,think and think ah shaun!
This is not only I wanna tell you,
is most of the people!
Not only think for others,
and also yourself..
Make decision properly before make a mistake...
As a friend,
I'm always support your decision..
But I want you make a right decision,
don't make it because of your hot temper..
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Today got chemistry before go back school...
And we had used half an hour to done the experiment,
but one an hour to done the report..damn...><
But I'm happy at the first half an hour,
but unhappy at the last few minute...
is totally beh song lo...><
That's call simple maths,
not our fault..
Why don't you think about that? @@
Haiz~zzz....
And please and please,
when I'm teaching you,
can you concentrate abit?
Eventhough my maths standard is keep on droping,
but I'm still can do lot of question lo..
You never believe to my professional...
Haiz..What is the point for I keep on teaching you?
You never think...
All of this is for your own good,
but not me..=(
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After school,
then go eat lunch with fishy them~
We go wait bus around 1.10pm..
and that bus come not too late la~xD
Then after enter bus,
that fish want cry already..hahhaha!
cause the place is so uncomfortable for him,
but comfortable for me~xD
Then I keep on laughing~~~xD
But afterward I did't sleep also,
but that fish still can sleep..=="
Then go tuition on time..
and I felt so sleepy today..
couldn't concentrate at first~
When I almost fall asleep,
ah fish misscall me..=="
Then I awake already..lolx~
Thank you lo fishy~xD
Then after tuition,
fish go to take lrt but us go tk bus la~
Then joshua very nice ah~
cause did't leave me alone to cross the road.
Thank you you!! hahahaha!!
Yala~you so kind and gentleman~xD
Then we chat in the bus..
actually quite thank you to you guys~
treat me good..=)
After came back,
I not yet touch my book lo~
Today feel like wanna rest well...
But I know I can't...=(
p's : Adrian gave the "kangaroo" bring to school everyday~Don't know when will broke by me..xD
p's : You did't macam before already~You will not reply my message everytime..=(
p's : Fish....Where is my pillow?T.T
Wednesday 9 February 2011
wanna blogging badly?Just take a look when you are consider as free..
I'm so crazy tired now...What's the problem with me har? I did't take at nap at afternoon..Honestly, everyday after came back from school ,I need a nap badly..I can't stand for 9 hours++ study hours..>< Why don't the government set the time become more logic? @@
Today is the first day of kokurikulum. So we have to stay back, and this is compulsory to stay back.. The marks is so important for us..Luckily, we are persatuan form6, those teacher are not interest for staying till 5 something..So today I came back on 2.15pm..Still consider as early..=) Then I quickly done all my stuff,mean bath and eat, then go make a coffee..Cause I want rush for my REMAIN homework! T.T This is not a joke..I really got TOO MUCH to do..But if every noon I also can stand for the sleepy mood, one of the day, I can done all the homework~hahahhaha!!xD Now I had done halfway of maths1 ,maybe still sempat for pass up~xD
After recess, came back more late than usual much..Cause today got briefing also ah..When I just enter class,Kr came infront of me, and use a very soft voice talk to me : "oh kah yin..please sweep the floor har..." Then I not yet sempat go toilet , then have to go sweep the floor..and of cause I know that's my responsibility, nothing need to blame on it..But the way she ask me sweep the floor is so funny..zzz..She ask me just sweep the place that teacher can see d..==" My mouth open almost more bigger than the donut..==" That's call sweep floor? you are a damn "good " ketua keceriaan then..==" Ofcause I will not follow her stupid and dumb rule.. Don't you feel she is stupid also? I never heard people will ask you sweep floor through this kind of way lo..swt..=="
After I done swept the floor, I straight forward go toilet..Then go out with manjeet to find pn.siti ..cause I want get my exam slip la...T.T haiz~But I still not yet get it..and just now told dad, how many marks that I had get, and I had forgot to take the slip~xD ....................... Due to the hotness, so I shift place to lay san there.. Then she told me, how kr say when i'm not in class..She told someone else that " where is that kah yin ah..she don't want sweep floor ah..then i gonna write down her name la.."...omg...is fking swt lo!! hey~u blind ah? which of your eyes saw that I'm free to help you sweep floor? and why don't you do so? You cannot help de meh? Or you got no hand? damn! >< I have no time to do so lo if teacher today is here! Don't you know everyday I have to enter class late due to you guys d stubburn! >< sweat sweat !!!! you are such a bitch since you block me in facebook and I did't do anything to you! and now you are challenging my patient..remind you again, don't over my limit, you are not qualify to fight with me lo! ..........................Sit with lay san for few hours is such a crazy matter..she make me laugh like a mad people~hahahaha!!So wu liao la them~xD But I really happy that time..=)
Nowadays,everything are so so so expensive!! =( and I'm become a very poor people soon...Everything also talk about $..But I'm not going to get more pocket money from my mum..cause I should train myself, spend under my 经济能力~shouldn't spend over or what..and use a better way to save more money down..Cause I believe that, even after I work, maybe I will not get the salary that I want or expect..Then when I'm not enough $ to spend, impossible I go back home and ask from my mum de mah~ So I should train myself start from now..=)
Xiong di,don't insomnia every night..It gonna make you be a old man very fast..take care yourself more..I'm willing to listen your problem..Don't act tough then..=)
p's : Tomorrow still got trigonometric test..how come I still so free sit at here and blogging..=="
p's : The people who always say try-ing will not success in their life forever..
p's : I miss you...honestly...=(
p's : Sometime is quite suffer to be that...><
Today is the first day of kokurikulum. So we have to stay back, and this is compulsory to stay back.. The marks is so important for us..Luckily, we are persatuan form6, those teacher are not interest for staying till 5 something..So today I came back on 2.15pm..Still consider as early..=) Then I quickly done all my stuff,mean bath and eat, then go make a coffee..Cause I want rush for my REMAIN homework! T.T This is not a joke..I really got TOO MUCH to do..But if every noon I also can stand for the sleepy mood, one of the day, I can done all the homework~hahahhaha!!xD Now I had done halfway of maths1 ,maybe still sempat for pass up~xD
After recess, came back more late than usual much..Cause today got briefing also ah..When I just enter class,Kr came infront of me, and use a very soft voice talk to me : "oh kah yin..please sweep the floor har..." Then I not yet sempat go toilet , then have to go sweep the floor..and of cause I know that's my responsibility, nothing need to blame on it..But the way she ask me sweep the floor is so funny..zzz..She ask me just sweep the place that teacher can see d..==" My mouth open almost more bigger than the donut..==" That's call sweep floor? you are a damn "good " ketua keceriaan then..==" Ofcause I will not follow her stupid and dumb rule.. Don't you feel she is stupid also? I never heard people will ask you sweep floor through this kind of way lo..swt..=="
After I done swept the floor, I straight forward go toilet..Then go out with manjeet to find pn.siti ..cause I want get my exam slip la...T.T haiz~But I still not yet get it..and just now told dad, how many marks that I had get, and I had forgot to take the slip~xD ....................... Due to the hotness, so I shift place to lay san there.. Then she told me, how kr say when i'm not in class..She told someone else that " where is that kah yin ah..she don't want sweep floor ah..then i gonna write down her name la.."...omg...is fking swt lo!! hey~u blind ah? which of your eyes saw that I'm free to help you sweep floor? and why don't you do so? You cannot help de meh? Or you got no hand? damn! >< I have no time to do so lo if teacher today is here! Don't you know everyday I have to enter class late due to you guys d stubburn! >< sweat sweat !!!! you are such a bitch since you block me in facebook and I did't do anything to you! and now you are challenging my patient..remind you again, don't over my limit, you are not qualify to fight with me lo! ..........................Sit with lay san for few hours is such a crazy matter..she make me laugh like a mad people~hahahaha!!So wu liao la them~xD But I really happy that time..=)
Nowadays,everything are so so so expensive!! =( and I'm become a very poor people soon...Everything also talk about $..But I'm not going to get more pocket money from my mum..cause I should train myself, spend under my 经济能力~shouldn't spend over or what..and use a better way to save more money down..Cause I believe that, even after I work, maybe I will not get the salary that I want or expect..Then when I'm not enough $ to spend, impossible I go back home and ask from my mum de mah~ So I should train myself start from now..=)
Xiong di,don't insomnia every night..It gonna make you be a old man very fast..take care yourself more..I'm willing to listen your problem..Don't act tough then..=)
p's : Tomorrow still got trigonometric test..how come I still so free sit at here and blogging..=="
p's : The people who always say try-ing will not success in their life forever..
p's : I miss you...honestly...=(
p's : Sometime is quite suffer to be that...><
Monday 7 February 2011
My bad luck day..T.T
This morning, I late for my attendance...argh..!! Is showing 7.15AM!!!! I just late for one second.....>< Please mummy....Don't make me late again...T.T I don't want get warning letter yet..>< The first unlucky thing..=(
After that, in class , I did't brave enough to hand up in muet class again~I felt sad for that..Eventhough I had lot of idea, but that will be equal to pointless too..Since I never dare to hand up..>< This is not the first time..And having some argument with friend, make me really feel bad...I just straight forward said : "fine..stop now..".. I'm sorry if any offence..>< Maybe I think too much or I also don't know..><
After school just the start of the nightmare.. Cause I have the r&d presentation....and exactly, until now, I no eyes to see my presentation slide again..That's the most worst presentation that I ever did! =( I forgot what I had wrote and what should I present... I straight forward stuck infront of 100++ peoples..oh my goodness!!! =( So awkward man~>< But finally I had done my presentation, and slowly walk to another side...>< But I know no people understand what I present today..hahahahaa!!!!xD By the way, thanks for boon kit comfort me lo~hahaa! what he say to me after I present ? "Bravo lo you~had done the presentation already lo..=)" hahaha~ Ya..What he say is right..I had done. But at a very worst situation..><
Tuition after school..But wait bus wait till I wanna broke the bus mirror..>< It's damn crazy! I had waited for so long, for a "full of people" d bus..wth..>< and I have to be one of the sardine...swt lo!!! huan also one of the sardine~both of us cannot stand better... and those people don't even want to move inside abit..All so selfish..>< Luckily after tuition, we did't become a sardine again..><
So tired now..But I had done my physic chapter 14..hoohuahua~~I gonna master that chapter! I have to pass the test! I have to graduate! =)
Nitez everyone! =)
After that, in class , I did't brave enough to hand up in muet class again~I felt sad for that..Eventhough I had lot of idea, but that will be equal to pointless too..Since I never dare to hand up..>< This is not the first time..And having some argument with friend, make me really feel bad...I just straight forward said : "fine..stop now..".. I'm sorry if any offence..>< Maybe I think too much or I also don't know..><
After school just the start of the nightmare.. Cause I have the r&d presentation....and exactly, until now, I no eyes to see my presentation slide again..That's the most worst presentation that I ever did! =( I forgot what I had wrote and what should I present... I straight forward stuck infront of 100++ peoples..oh my goodness!!! =( So awkward man~>< But finally I had done my presentation, and slowly walk to another side...>< But I know no people understand what I present today..hahahahaa!!!!xD By the way, thanks for boon kit comfort me lo~hahaa! what he say to me after I present ? "Bravo lo you~had done the presentation already lo..=)" hahaha~ Ya..What he say is right..I had done. But at a very worst situation..><
Tuition after school..But wait bus wait till I wanna broke the bus mirror..>< It's damn crazy! I had waited for so long, for a "full of people" d bus..wth..>< and I have to be one of the sardine...swt lo!!! huan also one of the sardine~both of us cannot stand better... and those people don't even want to move inside abit..All so selfish..>< Luckily after tuition, we did't become a sardine again..><
So tired now..But I had done my physic chapter 14..hoohuahua~~I gonna master that chapter! I have to pass the test! I have to graduate! =)
Nitez everyone! =)
Sunday 6 February 2011
Responsibility
What is responsibility stand for..? This time I gonna write an essay form, to make you guys not interest on looking it.You may say I'm nonsense, but I'm just telling the truth.
Responsibility is you will know when is the time to play, when is the time to done your work. Maybe you will say I'm unreasonable, but I just want to tell you , that's not my work or her work..Is our work..Do you get it ?
I just feel that, you(s)is not taking your responsible, your post. Do you ever think,that is my own work? I don't know how to describe your attitude..I already give up.
Ok. This might be my fault, cause not giving you any remind or what. But why can't you have any initiative to done so? I don't want be a bad people. That's why I don't want rush people to done work. But finally what I get is disappointed, and make me feel you are very irresponsible. zzz..
Conclusion is, now I just know who is good, and who is bad. Just like what I figure out recently. No matter how much I do or how much I had good to you(s), you just will thought I want something from you...Don't you know I really appreciate you(s).
I'm tired for being a human...swt~==" Responsibility is so important for me, and that's the way I do my work.
p's : I know, this post gonna offence some people.
p's : So tired for this lonely night..where are you? I need a hug badly..>_<
Responsibility is you will know when is the time to play, when is the time to done your work. Maybe you will say I'm unreasonable, but I just want to tell you , that's not my work or her work..Is our work..Do you get it ?
I just feel that, you(s)is not taking your responsible, your post. Do you ever think,that is my own work? I don't know how to describe your attitude..I already give up.
Ok. This might be my fault, cause not giving you any remind or what. But why can't you have any initiative to done so? I don't want be a bad people. That's why I don't want rush people to done work. But finally what I get is disappointed, and make me feel you are very irresponsible. zzz..
Conclusion is, now I just know who is good, and who is bad. Just like what I figure out recently. No matter how much I do or how much I had good to you(s), you just will thought I want something from you...Don't you know I really appreciate you(s).
I'm tired for being a human...swt~==" Responsibility is so important for me, and that's the way I do my work.
p's : I know, this post gonna offence some people.
p's : So tired for this lonely night..where are you? I need a hug badly..>_<
Friday 4 February 2011
Twinkle twinkle little star...*_*
Tonight I saw so many star on the sky....
Look nice, man~xD
I love star...
And that's one of the reason cause me choose science stream...
Because I wanna be a ASTRONOMY..xD
It's sound crazy..><
Astronomy is just a dream for me...
Hard to achieve,
and it will never being achieve by me...=(
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The 1st star I saw is "my star" ,
it look not that bright tonight...
It's going to be depress soon...
Something that had happened and cause it being so sad...
Please...
Stop hurting that star...
That star is weak enough...
Can't you guys being respect?
When talk or write something with using your brain? =(
Got something are hit it, bump it,some more push it away...
and telling that star : "you are just an extra one!"
That star just want someone to care it,
to make it more bright,
and telling it : "even you are not bright enough, but you still a lucky star.."
2nd star I saw is bread-star...
When "my star" look depress,
bread-star will craping and stay beside my star all the time...
But,
bread-star doesn't like my star so depress...
Bread-star had left my star......
It was so unexpected for my-star...
Bye bye bread star,
I wish you can found a better one that never hurt you..=(
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Life is not easy....
But I should make my life be very very easy and happy...
I don't want a depress or sadness life...
I feel quite regret to know all of you...
Is not a good thing for me start from now!
I hate all of you!
If that time I did't met you all,
I think I can escape lot of sadness,
and being mature a bit!
p's : no one is truly love me, like me or care me...
p's : can those people that are dislike me,walk away or go away? I never force people to do thing!
p's : You had sent a wishes for me...But If I reply you, I'm going to sad for the next second...*cause you won't reply my message..=( *
p's : How can I passed through my life through this kind of way? I wanna be quiet..... You are not suppose to say me like this! =(
p's : wanna chat with that star...tell it, how I feel......I'M SAD...
Look nice, man~xD
I love star...
And that's one of the reason cause me choose science stream...
Because I wanna be a ASTRONOMY..xD
It's sound crazy..><
Astronomy is just a dream for me...
Hard to achieve,
and it will never being achieve by me...=(
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The 1st star I saw is "my star" ,
it look not that bright tonight...
It's going to be depress soon...
Something that had happened and cause it being so sad...
Please...
Stop hurting that star...
That star is weak enough...
Can't you guys being respect?
When talk or write something with using your brain? =(
Got something are hit it, bump it,some more push it away...
and telling that star : "you are just an extra one!"
That star just want someone to care it,
to make it more bright,
and telling it : "even you are not bright enough, but you still a lucky star.."
2nd star I saw is bread-star...
When "my star" look depress,
bread-star will craping and stay beside my star all the time...
But,
bread-star doesn't like my star so depress...
Bread-star had left my star......
It was so unexpected for my-star...
Bye bye bread star,
I wish you can found a better one that never hurt you..=(
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Life is not easy....
But I should make my life be very very easy and happy...
I don't want a depress or sadness life...
I feel quite regret to know all of you...
Is not a good thing for me start from now!
I hate all of you!
If that time I did't met you all,
I think I can escape lot of sadness,
and being mature a bit!
p's : no one is truly love me, like me or care me...
p's : can those people that are dislike me,walk away or go away? I never force people to do thing!
p's : You had sent a wishes for me...But If I reply you, I'm going to sad for the next second...*cause you won't reply my message..=( *
p's : How can I passed through my life through this kind of way? I wanna be quiet..... You are not suppose to say me like this! =(
p's : wanna chat with that star...tell it, how I feel......I'M SAD...
Thursday 3 February 2011
03 feb 2011
*Start craping*
One week no update, right?
Start to Miss me? thank you..xD
Now totally in holiday mood...
But I should work hard, right? @@
I still got lot of stuff haven't done...
How come I still can so relax geh? @@
Ya..I should do something for it...
Today is the 1st day of chinese new year...
Everyone sure go many place to grab angpau..
But I'm not..
I'm waiting you guys come my house kecoh~*if you dare*
hahahaha!!!xD
I'm feeling quite bored at home lo!!!
If at penang,
maybe can go much more place...T.T
I miss my cousin....T.T
I miss everyone....
I miss my grandma...=(
chinese new year is getting meaningless for me...
This few days had received lot of cny wishes..
Thank you guys! =)
Today just replied is because today just top up..=)
jb is flood,right?
I heard, is quite serious ?
Oh my dearest fish...
Remember swim back, ok?
Actually after knew there are flood,
quite worry you will be 淹死~
But now just know,
fish know how to swim de hor...xD
No worry...
Your nightmare will be continue after holiday..=)
And all jb friend,
take a good care...=)
Upload some photo...xD
*long time did't do so*
This monkey I found at carrefour...I want it for my birthday present please..T.T
My tuan yuan fan! I love it! =)
Me and my dearest keesiao sister~xD
The angpau gave from my dad and mum..guess how much inside?xD
a very nice patern angpau...xD
p's : I should know you will not reply my message since last time I say like this..=(
p's : Homework, I'm coming~~~~~
p's : He is so lucky, can celebrate valentine this year..how come last year I so "lucky", no chance to celebrate? @@
One week no update, right?
Start to Miss me? thank you..xD
Now totally in holiday mood...
But I should work hard, right? @@
I still got lot of stuff haven't done...
How come I still can so relax geh? @@
Ya..I should do something for it...
Today is the 1st day of chinese new year...
Everyone sure go many place to grab angpau..
But I'm not..
I'm waiting you guys come my house kecoh~*if you dare*
hahahaha!!!xD
I'm feeling quite bored at home lo!!!
If at penang,
maybe can go much more place...T.T
I miss my cousin....T.T
I miss everyone....
I miss my grandma...=(
chinese new year is getting meaningless for me...
This few days had received lot of cny wishes..
Thank you guys! =)
Today just replied is because today just top up..=)
jb is flood,right?
I heard, is quite serious ?
Oh my dearest fish...
Remember swim back, ok?
Actually after knew there are flood,
quite worry you will be 淹死~
But now just know,
fish know how to swim de hor...xD
No worry...
Your nightmare will be continue after holiday..=)
And all jb friend,
take a good care...=)
Upload some photo...xD
*long time did't do so*
This monkey I found at carrefour...I want it for my birthday present please..T.T
My tuan yuan fan! I love it! =)
Me and my dearest keesiao sister~xD
The angpau gave from my dad and mum..guess how much inside?xD
a very nice patern angpau...xD
p's : I should know you will not reply my message since last time I say like this..=(
p's : Homework, I'm coming~~~~~
p's : He is so lucky, can celebrate valentine this year..how come last year I so "lucky", no chance to celebrate? @@
Friday 28 January 2011
28/01/2011
Finally....
My holiday is here...
hooray~
I had waited for it so long!!! =)
After the tuition on next monday and tuesday,
then I'm totally in holiday !!=)
Exactly,
for this starting,
I'm over care,
and make my life going to be lifeless,
stressful and frustrated....=(
Have no chance to manage it back to be better...
Sometime I will shout ,cry, and ask myself,
"Why I make my life be like this? Is it I wish to be that?"
Actually form6 is stressful if you doesn't know how to manage it..
(Just like me)
And honestly,
it will become your nightmare forever but not only one and the half year...=)
So,
in this holiday,
I will rest on my cny days,
but pack all my thing in the rest of the holiday...=)
Wish I can done what I wanna done..xD
Wish me please...xD
----------------------------
Today and yesterday also got tuition~
Nope...I got tuition for weekdays actually...xD
But the last two days is most tired d tuition...
Cause at least one an hour to reach...
But usually that one hour I will kacau fishy or day-dream..xD
Today I got take a short nap....*a very short nap*
And keep annoying fishy~xD
After tuition,
we go buy some sweet....
and they keep buy those junk food..xD
All also pregnant jor~eat sour food much!xD
And then today just me ,joshua and boon kit take bus back first...
So we chat non-stop....xD
But just chat for half an hour,
both of them tired jor~
and joshua was feeling very not well...
omg~he look damn pucat lo~
Wish him feeling better in this holiday..=)
And can recover before cny...=)
By the way,
thanks boon kit send me back every thrus and fri...=)
Today in the school,
keep talk with soon keat on phy period...xD
Yes...I'm keep on blaming toward him...
Cause I'm suffering enough for this week..=(
You guys make me so so so DISAPPOINTED! =(
Luckily I still got soon keat and fishy~
My BFF...=)
I really release all my gas out already...
Thanks a lot!!! =)
-----------------------------------
In this holiday,
still got lot of thing have to done...
omg...time management failed..zzz....
I wish I can do it better...=)
p's : just now s told me, c found a girl..and look like quite success..=(
p's : I think I should have my own aim....aim for something purposely for my future..=)
p's : finally i had post a first post after start school till now on my facebook!=)
p's : not yet have time to manage my blog...sad..=(
My holiday is here...
hooray~
I had waited for it so long!!! =)
After the tuition on next monday and tuesday,
then I'm totally in holiday !!=)
Exactly,
for this starting,
I'm over care,
and make my life going to be lifeless,
stressful and frustrated....=(
Have no chance to manage it back to be better...
Sometime I will shout ,cry, and ask myself,
"Why I make my life be like this? Is it I wish to be that?"
Actually form6 is stressful if you doesn't know how to manage it..
(Just like me)
And honestly,
it will become your nightmare forever but not only one and the half year...=)
So,
in this holiday,
I will rest on my cny days,
but pack all my thing in the rest of the holiday...=)
Wish I can done what I wanna done..xD
Wish me please...xD
----------------------------
Today and yesterday also got tuition~
Nope...I got tuition for weekdays actually...xD
But the last two days is most tired d tuition...
Cause at least one an hour to reach...
But usually that one hour I will kacau fishy or day-dream..xD
Today I got take a short nap....*a very short nap*
And keep annoying fishy~xD
After tuition,
we go buy some sweet....
and they keep buy those junk food..xD
All also pregnant jor~eat sour food much!xD
And then today just me ,joshua and boon kit take bus back first...
So we chat non-stop....xD
But just chat for half an hour,
both of them tired jor~
and joshua was feeling very not well...
omg~he look damn pucat lo~
Wish him feeling better in this holiday..=)
And can recover before cny...=)
By the way,
thanks boon kit send me back every thrus and fri...=)
Today in the school,
keep talk with soon keat on phy period...xD
Yes...I'm keep on blaming toward him...
Cause I'm suffering enough for this week..=(
You guys make me so so so DISAPPOINTED! =(
Luckily I still got soon keat and fishy~
My BFF...=)
I really release all my gas out already...
Thanks a lot!!! =)
-----------------------------------
In this holiday,
still got lot of thing have to done...
omg...time management failed..zzz....
I wish I can do it better...=)
p's : just now s told me, c found a girl..and look like quite success..=(
p's : I think I should have my own aim....aim for something purposely for my future..=)
p's : finally i had post a first post after start school till now on my facebook!=)
p's : not yet have time to manage my blog...sad..=(
Wednesday 26 January 2011
离别，改变，放学
朋友们再次的离别，
再次敲碎她弱小的心灵。。
朋友离别时，
她没哭，
没难过，
还笑着说再见。。
最后，
她还给了朋友一个抱抱。。
她最不舍得的，
是他。。
曾经说转校的是她，
而不是他。。
他的离开，
就像上次当她看到他吸烟的感觉一样。。
心里不舒服了一整天。。
或许因为是最后一个懂得原因吧？
她少了几个玩伴。。
虽然有时被欺负，
虽然有时被奚落，
但他们还是她很爱粘的朋友。。
他们的离开，
让她每天早上少了一股寻找他们的力气。。
因为都省下了~
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她们的变化，
她察觉得到。。
但是她了解，
难过是个人的问题，
无需让别人承受一样的感觉。。
她不再找他，
因为她知道他不会再理会她。。
她们让她明白了，
所有的东西，
都只是依靠个人的想法。。
无需多做，
只需尽自己的本分。。
--------------------------
放学后下起毛毛雨，
又是思念的季节。。
想起了当初撑伞的他。。
想起当初紧握她手的他。。
想起现在牵着她人的手的他。。
上车后，
温暖的寿司，
温暖了她的心。。
其实真的有点小感动。。
她很谢谢那个买寿司给她的人。。
copyright@jinn cky 26/01
再次敲碎她弱小的心灵。。
朋友离别时，
她没哭，
没难过，
还笑着说再见。。
最后，
她还给了朋友一个抱抱。。
她最不舍得的，
是他。。
曾经说转校的是她，
而不是他。。
他的离开，
就像上次当她看到他吸烟的感觉一样。。
心里不舒服了一整天。。
或许因为是最后一个懂得原因吧？
她少了几个玩伴。。
虽然有时被欺负，
虽然有时被奚落，
但他们还是她很爱粘的朋友。。
他们的离开，
让她每天早上少了一股寻找他们的力气。。
因为都省下了~
----------------------------------------
她们的变化，
她察觉得到。。
但是她了解，
难过是个人的问题，
无需让别人承受一样的感觉。。
她不再找他，
因为她知道他不会再理会她。。
她们让她明白了，
所有的东西，
都只是依靠个人的想法。。
无需多做，
只需尽自己的本分。。
--------------------------
放学后下起毛毛雨，
又是思念的季节。。
想起了当初撑伞的他。。
想起当初紧握她手的他。。
想起现在牵着她人的手的他。。
上车后，
温暖的寿司，
温暖了她的心。。
其实真的有点小感动。。
她很谢谢那个买寿司给她的人。。
copyright@jinn cky 26/01
Tuesday 25 January 2011
一个被抛弃的小孩
她，
只是一个小女生。。
她习惯的，
本来就不是沉静的世界。。
习惯了吵杂的生活，
又怎能习惯无语的时候呢？
当别人喜欢孤立她的时候，
她总会躲在一旁装忙。。
因为她最害怕尴尬。。
但是她并不渴望别人的一丝同情。
无需同情，
她要的本来就很简单。
她很喜欢胡思乱想，
是因为身边的朋友影响了吗？
但事实是，
她遇到了很多“与众不同”的朋友。
感情上的挫折，
让她不敢再往前走了。。
她宁可停在一旁休息个一年半载，
也不想再被丢弃。。
再怎么说，
她也只是一个没有人要的女孩。
copyright @ jinn cky 25/01
只是一个小女生。。
她习惯的，
本来就不是沉静的世界。。
习惯了吵杂的生活，
又怎能习惯无语的时候呢？
当别人喜欢孤立她的时候，
她总会躲在一旁装忙。。
因为她最害怕尴尬。。
但是她并不渴望别人的一丝同情。
无需同情，
她要的本来就很简单。
她很喜欢胡思乱想，
是因为身边的朋友影响了吗？
但事实是，
她遇到了很多“与众不同”的朋友。
感情上的挫折，
让她不敢再往前走了。。
她宁可停在一旁休息个一年半载，
也不想再被丢弃。。
再怎么说，
她也只是一个没有人要的女孩。
copyright @ jinn cky 25/01
Friday 21 January 2011
21/01/2011-bitch, baby,tuition, tq.
Today mood (or luck) not that good..
The HATRED make me fking headache! (apologize for using rude word)
Today before recess,
and I kena that HATRED's trick ! shit!><
She purposely to block prefect(s) go for recess,
and make us to be LATE! wtf!
Why can't she use her brain to think?
She mostly is use her ASS to think, is it?!!
and I'm very sorry to chia chia boom...
Actually I'm not sengaja to wrote you late...haiz~=(
I know you will be angry...
Ok..is my fault..>_<
Anyway,
special thanks to miss t,
you make us damn appreciate to what you had done....
"Thank you" very much!
I will treat you the same way in the future...=)
This morning,
I had went school,
and distributed out the form to promote the charity makan malam...
I just want to help my dad to promote it..
No matter you are joining or not,
when people are promoting it,
can't you being respect? @@
Yup...I'm small gas...
I just wish I could get some respect when I'm doing something...
I just try to finish up my mission,
but not trying to offence any one...><
And those books that I had sold out.....
It bring me some trouble...
Not really want to handle it already actually...
I feel tired when facing yours difficult...
Please...
Be not too over...
I got my own limit....
I won't get any benefit,
but just purposely help friend to sold out...
How come you guys so funny...zzz..
--------------------------------
At school,
I had received a message from seow hui...
She told us,
she had give birth to a baby girl...
hoo~congratz ah friend!
And wish you and your baby can stay health!=)
Then today got tuition after school...
and I having a serious headache before school time end...>_<
And I had fall asleep when manjeet and mun kit present...
I'm sorry ya guys...><
Today I followed zhi ying's car....
Then all of us kumpul at the same place,
and decide to go kl eat..
But I same bus with fishy them...
At beginning,
we have no place to sit,
so can't sleep...><
I just keep annoying to fishy~xD
But afterward I sat down le...
But they still standing...
Don't know wait for how long,
boon kit and fishy just found a place to sit..
But I sit quite far from them....*so lonely* T.T
Feel sleepy and wanna sleep,
but not yet get used on sleep at public place...><
Then fishy miss call me suddenly,
and ask me go sit behind with him~hahahas..xD
so touched...T.T
I sudah tau you won't leave me alone d...=)
Then we chat,
and I blame~hahahahaa!!xD
Then when tuition,
so hard to found a place to sit...
and fishy also did't let me sit alone...
Even boon kit there got an extra sit...
He just teman me to sit another place...
Thank you fishy very much...
Today I like you very much..
Is very touched when you teman me to do everything..=)
--------------------------------------
After tuition,
boon kit and joshua them still got another tuition...
But I go back first ,with zhi ying and wei ming...
And today is wei ming's birthday,
so I spent him "red bean water" ..*lolx...my translation sound so funny..==" *
Then we go back...
And on the way to bus,
zhi ying asked,
"who are going to sit with kah yin later?"
Then I "har? no need la..=)"
Then I think zhi ying is quite worry about that...
So in the bus,
he shift to sit beside me..
So damn gentleman la him..=)
He is a good guy...
If not how come will send me back FOC..xD
Thank you zhi ying very much!!!!=)
By the way,
when I step in the bus,
the bus uncle suddenly talk to me :"hi, kah yin"
Walau..shock me...><
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Tomorrow is school day..
But I'm so lazy to go...
Ok la~My excuse is : I'm accidently flu..lolx~
p's: What reason cause me to wrote blog? cause I want to share something..xD
p's: Thank you yu qian and elaine become my first and second follower for my new blog..hahaha!!=)
p's: Thank you fishy and zhi ying today..=)
The HATRED make me fking headache! (apologize for using rude word)
Today before recess,
and I kena that HATRED's trick ! shit!><
She purposely to block prefect(s) go for recess,
and make us to be LATE! wtf!
Why can't she use her brain to think?
She mostly is use her ASS to think, is it?!!
and I'm very sorry to chia chia boom...
Actually I'm not sengaja to wrote you late...haiz~=(
I know you will be angry...
Ok..is my fault..>_<
Anyway,
special thanks to miss t,
you make us damn appreciate to what you had done....
"Thank you" very much!
I will treat you the same way in the future...=)
This morning,
I had went school,
and distributed out the form to promote the charity makan malam...
I just want to help my dad to promote it..
No matter you are joining or not,
when people are promoting it,
can't you being respect? @@
Yup...I'm small gas...
I just wish I could get some respect when I'm doing something...
I just try to finish up my mission,
but not trying to offence any one...><
And those books that I had sold out.....
It bring me some trouble...
Not really want to handle it already actually...
I feel tired when facing yours difficult...
Please...
Be not too over...
I got my own limit....
I won't get any benefit,
but just purposely help friend to sold out...
How come you guys so funny...zzz..
--------------------------------
At school,
I had received a message from seow hui...
She told us,
she had give birth to a baby girl...
hoo~congratz ah friend!
And wish you and your baby can stay health!=)
Then today got tuition after school...
and I having a serious headache before school time end...>_<
And I had fall asleep when manjeet and mun kit present...
I'm sorry ya guys...><
Today I followed zhi ying's car....
Then all of us kumpul at the same place,
and decide to go kl eat..
But I same bus with fishy them...
At beginning,
we have no place to sit,
so can't sleep...><
I just keep annoying to fishy~xD
But afterward I sat down le...
But they still standing...
Don't know wait for how long,
boon kit and fishy just found a place to sit..
But I sit quite far from them....*so lonely* T.T
Feel sleepy and wanna sleep,
but not yet get used on sleep at public place...><
Then fishy miss call me suddenly,
and ask me go sit behind with him~hahahas..xD
so touched...T.T
I sudah tau you won't leave me alone d...=)
Then we chat,
and I blame~hahahahaa!!xD
Then when tuition,
so hard to found a place to sit...
and fishy also did't let me sit alone...
Even boon kit there got an extra sit...
He just teman me to sit another place...
Thank you fishy very much...
Today I like you very much..
Is very touched when you teman me to do everything..=)
--------------------------------------
After tuition,
boon kit and joshua them still got another tuition...
But I go back first ,with zhi ying and wei ming...
And today is wei ming's birthday,
so I spent him "red bean water" ..*lolx...my translation sound so funny..==" *
Then we go back...
And on the way to bus,
zhi ying asked,
"who are going to sit with kah yin later?"
Then I "har? no need la..=)"
Then I think zhi ying is quite worry about that...
So in the bus,
he shift to sit beside me..
So damn gentleman la him..=)
He is a good guy...
If not how come will send me back FOC..xD
Thank you zhi ying very much!!!!=)
By the way,
when I step in the bus,
the bus uncle suddenly talk to me :"hi, kah yin"
Walau..shock me...><
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Tomorrow is school day..
But I'm so lazy to go...
Ok la~My excuse is : I'm accidently flu..lolx~
p's: What reason cause me to wrote blog? cause I want to share something..xD
p's: Thank you yu qian and elaine become my first and second follower for my new blog..hahaha!!=)
p's: Thank you fishy and zhi ying today..=)
Thursday 20 January 2011
You tell lie..
Accidently break your lie....
Erm....
Because of your lie,
then I write this blog post?
Yea...You are quite important for me...
and I never expect you are TELLING LIE! =(
Normally I will tell others,
you are the best person that I ever meet...
But now just realise,
you are not that "best"....
I don't know what is the reason cause you to say so...
But you still not yet know ,
I know your SECRET...
I don't want say it out...
cause you are not that bad,
and I'm not that evil to say out people secret..
Actually If you did't tell me that,
" you won't do so, but if you have a partner"..
I would not say YOU TELL LIE..
But now I find out,
you did IT for one and the half year already...
Mean,
when you tell me that,
you already start to tell lie...
I don't know why you can say it so EASILY,
and just like a truth....
and the worst thing is,
I just believe what you said..
But I think I believe a wrong person...=(
Please...
I beg you...
Next time don't tell lie..
Or don't say so..
And just tell others your true feeling..
p's: Ever and ever, we are still caring your feeling...I did't talk bad about you actually...that time ask you go sit another side is because, I dislike IGNORE by people...but I don't know I make you sad..cause you are good...=(
p's: The only way to let me know you more, is keep your SECRET.
p's: I wish you won't view my blog..won't know about this..Even that you had tell lie..=(
Erm....
Because of your lie,
then I write this blog post?
Yea...You are quite important for me...
and I never expect you are TELLING LIE! =(
Normally I will tell others,
you are the best person that I ever meet...
But now just realise,
you are not that "best"....
I don't know what is the reason cause you to say so...
But you still not yet know ,
I know your SECRET...
I don't want say it out...
cause you are not that bad,
and I'm not that evil to say out people secret..
Actually If you did't tell me that,
" you won't do so, but if you have a partner"..
I would not say YOU TELL LIE..
But now I find out,
you did IT for one and the half year already...
Mean,
when you tell me that,
you already start to tell lie...
I don't know why you can say it so EASILY,
and just like a truth....
and the worst thing is,
I just believe what you said..
But I think I believe a wrong person...=(
Please...
I beg you...
Next time don't tell lie..
Or don't say so..
And just tell others your true feeling..
p's: Ever and ever, we are still caring your feeling...I did't talk bad about you actually...that time ask you go sit another side is because, I dislike IGNORE by people...but I don't know I make you sad..cause you are good...=(
p's: The only way to let me know you more, is keep your SECRET.
p's: I wish you won't view my blog..won't know about this..Even that you had tell lie..=(
Tuesday 18 January 2011
19/01/2011- want to view or not is depend on you but not depend on me.
I'm start to getting less interest at here...
Here can bring many feel to me..
But actually I'm not really fully say out what I feel..
Feel I'm very troublesome? YES! I am..lolx~
Something cannot say out,
or something is not suit to say out..
IS BECAUSE :
Don't you know one year I can make many trouble through my mouth and my blog?hahaa!
And since I unlock it,
I cannot ensure who will be the viewer for it..
------------------------------------
Recently,
I'm breathless for my BUSY life...
Everyday ran here ran there...
Sometime really want to hang at one place,
and not really have any motivate to move in front..=(
Last night do homework till 1am ++...
Maybe this is still early for some people..
But honestly,
it break my record...lolx~
After start school,
I never sleep late than 12.30 am , I think...
But I feel so good after done my homework,
and got few paper work that I had done is on my hand...
Even very tired in the class,
but I feel proud for myself~xD
If I can keep this kind of attitude till mid-year,
my result sure can let me graduate..=)
---------------------------------
This few days,
our school got MESYUARAT AGUNG for those kelab & persatuan..
I felt sad lo~
Or maybe I shouldn't blame..
It's maybe is my own problem..
But anyway,
wanna tell you guys a joke..hahahas..xD
My dearest sister-katherine chia,
she get 11 votes..
But that stupid kr get 9 votes only..
buaha buaha!!!xD
Those votes is lose from us la..xD
And somemore I ask mr.s don't hand up~xD
If he hand up,
I will chop down his hand..hahahah!!!xD
And he told me,
he feel kr is useless d..
Ok...mr.s,
I'm totally agree to what you say!xD
But sometime you also have to behave abit,
since you are xxxxxxxx..... hehe...^^
By the way,
in this school,
nothing is let me wanna give them a "GOOD"...
"SHIT" then alot...zzz...
Everything is just a rubbish...
System also no good...
Exactly I'm DISLIKE this school!damn!
--------------------------------
Oh my goodness..
Today I get d time table..
I'm going to present my r&d on next monday...damn!!!!>_<
I thought after chinese new year...T.T
Pity me...><
Haiz..
Actually sometime I don't know what to say about you...
What you said is not same as what you do...
You like be the one very independence?
I'm not really think so..
But wanna tell you,
you should learn to respect people please...
No comment anymore.
As long as you are not make-ing me angry or sad..
------------------------------------
Fishy gave me too much note already...
I'm gonna die for it...
Yea...he FORCE me copy it through my hand....T.T
I tell you hor...
I think after my STPM,
I gonna vomit if I see any subject that I take in my STPM appear infront of me again!
It's too much..
As a conclusion,
government is very stupid..
The only way let me not to keep failed on my exam is STUDY...swt~
p's: Actually you don't know me~That day I angry is for specific reason that you can't understand..
p's: Is quite excited when having exam..hahahahha!!! I'm a nerd~xD
p's: Life is always like this..Have to work hard to get what you want..=(
p's: After that message,I know you are not going to bother me anymore..I'm sorry..=(
Here can bring many feel to me..
But actually I'm not really fully say out what I feel..
Feel I'm very troublesome? YES! I am..lolx~
Something cannot say out,
or something is not suit to say out..
IS BECAUSE :
Don't you know one year I can make many trouble through my mouth and my blog?hahaa!
And since I unlock it,
I cannot ensure who will be the viewer for it..
------------------------------------
Recently,
I'm breathless for my BUSY life...
Everyday ran here ran there...
Sometime really want to hang at one place,
and not really have any motivate to move in front..=(
Last night do homework till 1am ++...
Maybe this is still early for some people..
But honestly,
it break my record...lolx~
After start school,
I never sleep late than 12.30 am , I think...
But I feel so good after done my homework,
and got few paper work that I had done is on my hand...
Even very tired in the class,
but I feel proud for myself~xD
If I can keep this kind of attitude till mid-year,
my result sure can let me graduate..=)
---------------------------------
This few days,
our school got MESYUARAT AGUNG for those kelab & persatuan..
I felt sad lo~
Or maybe I shouldn't blame..
It's maybe is my own problem..
But anyway,
wanna tell you guys a joke..hahahas..xD
My dearest sister-katherine chia,
she get 11 votes..
But that stupid kr get 9 votes only..
buaha buaha!!!xD
Those votes is lose from us la..xD
And somemore I ask mr.s don't hand up~xD
If he hand up,
I will chop down his hand..hahahah!!!xD
And he told me,
he feel kr is useless d..
Ok...mr.s,
I'm totally agree to what you say!xD
But sometime you also have to behave abit,
since you are xxxxxxxx..... hehe...^^
By the way,
in this school,
nothing is let me wanna give them a "GOOD"...
"SHIT" then alot...zzz...
Everything is just a rubbish...
System also no good...
Exactly I'm DISLIKE this school!damn!
--------------------------------
Oh my goodness..
Today I get d time table..
I'm going to present my r&d on next monday...damn!!!!>_<
I thought after chinese new year...T.T
Pity me...><
Haiz..
Actually sometime I don't know what to say about you...
What you said is not same as what you do...
You like be the one very independence?
I'm not really think so..
But wanna tell you,
you should learn to respect people please...
No comment anymore.
As long as you are not make-ing me angry or sad..
------------------------------------
Fishy gave me too much note already...
I'm gonna die for it...
Yea...he FORCE me copy it through my hand....T.T
I tell you hor...
I think after my STPM,
I gonna vomit if I see any subject that I take in my STPM appear infront of me again!
It's too much..
As a conclusion,
government is very stupid..
The only way let me not to keep failed on my exam is STUDY...swt~
p's: Actually you don't know me~That day I angry is for specific reason that you can't understand..
p's: Is quite excited when having exam..hahahahha!!! I'm a nerd~xD
p's: Life is always like this..Have to work hard to get what you want..=(
p's: After that message,I know you are not going to bother me anymore..I'm sorry..=(
Sunday 16 January 2011
2 new videos..xD
I do my work till sienz jor...
So I record another 2 new videos..xD
listen ..xD
and may help me link it, if you are good lo~=)
1st song..
2nd song..
p's: I still feeling that, Im more cute than mashimaro lo~xD
So I record another 2 new videos..xD
listen ..xD
and may help me link it, if you are good lo~=)
1st song..
2nd song..
p's: I still feeling that, Im more cute than mashimaro lo~xD
Wednesday 12 January 2011
12/01/2010 lunch, nerd, realise,cny.
So kind ah me...
Today come to update..xD
Exactly,
now I even on my pc also lazy..lolx~
So,
don't ask me online or what....
One word : lazy....zzz..
-----------------------------------
This afternoon have lunch with another senior~xD
Because he promise me give me all his note,
so I have to date him out to get the note~=)
By the way,
great lunch,
nice chat,
and I kena zat for very teruk...>_<
But I like the moment of smile...xD
Even sometime we will feel awkward~xD
But really thanks for his note..
Very useful for me...=)
Just like what I say...
I built a good social network....
I have few good senior...
and few good friend...
and those "FEW" can make a big changes on me...=)
Thanks god...=)
and THE REST is should be my work...=)
Last week have lunch with kar hoo also feel quite happy..
Even chat till 4 something,
but I still feel the time is still early..hahas..xD
And thanks for both of you spent time have lunch with me..xD
and all of the theory you guys told me,
I will remember...=)
---------------------------------
Nerd's life ,
is not easy to be....
Maybe I still can remain my previous life style,
but it gonna destroy my future...
I feel scare for my "coming soon" exam -STPM...
This is not a joke...
Is a challenge for me to upgraded myself...
If I fail,
that's mean I'm not hardworking enough...
and I will waste my mum's money,
my time ,my energy,
and all senior(s) d taught...=(
I don't want be like that...
I'm sorry...
I have to be a NERD...
No more outgoing....=(
--------------------------------
Now I just realise,
from my lower six till now,
you are the only boy I got feeling...
really damn shit...>_<
So unexpected....
Now at school meet you,
I will feel awkward....=(
After start school till now,
I had make 2boys don't want talk with me already...=(
Ok...I'm sad.....
I don't know what happen actually....haiz~
So tired for bother those kind of thing...=(
----------------------------------
This chinese new year,
I gonna date some friend go out watch movie..hahahaha!!!
Or maybe I will give yours some trick?xD
Last sunday ACCIDENTLY online,
and kena zat by daniel....sei yea...><
Say I noob....
and say If I did't online anymore,
then "no more noob online already"....argh..><
ivan also call me noob already..
ok..fine....><
But I know you guys will miss me...hahahahaha!!!*perasannya*
Wait la...
After I stpm,
I will not be like this already...xD
As long as I'm still in yours memory...=)
p's: actually purposely online for ivan chow...and sambil update my blog..lolx~
p's: presentation like non-stop..I still got lot of work to prepare..zzz
p's: tomorrow got tuition near kasturi already..stick with FISHY! your nightmare start soon! =)
p's: Homework getting heavy and heavy..I'm getting breathless for it...=(
Today come to update..xD
Exactly,
now I even on my pc also lazy..lolx~
So,
don't ask me online or what....
One word : lazy....zzz..
-----------------------------------
This afternoon have lunch with another senior~xD
Because he promise me give me all his note,
so I have to date him out to get the note~=)
By the way,
great lunch,
nice chat,
and I kena zat for very teruk...>_<
But I like the moment of smile...xD
Even sometime we will feel awkward~xD
But really thanks for his note..
Very useful for me...=)
Just like what I say...
I built a good social network....
I have few good senior...
and few good friend...
and those "FEW" can make a big changes on me...=)
Thanks god...=)
and THE REST is should be my work...=)
Last week have lunch with kar hoo also feel quite happy..
Even chat till 4 something,
but I still feel the time is still early..hahas..xD
And thanks for both of you spent time have lunch with me..xD
and all of the theory you guys told me,
I will remember...=)
---------------------------------
Nerd's life ,
is not easy to be....
Maybe I still can remain my previous life style,
but it gonna destroy my future...
I feel scare for my "coming soon" exam -STPM...
This is not a joke...
Is a challenge for me to upgraded myself...
If I fail,
that's mean I'm not hardworking enough...
and I will waste my mum's money,
my time ,my energy,
and all senior(s) d taught...=(
I don't want be like that...
I'm sorry...
I have to be a NERD...
No more outgoing....=(
--------------------------------
Now I just realise,
from my lower six till now,
you are the only boy I got feeling...
really damn shit...>_<
So unexpected....
Now at school meet you,
I will feel awkward....=(
After start school till now,
I had make 2boys don't want talk with me already...=(
Ok...I'm sad.....
I don't know what happen actually....haiz~
So tired for bother those kind of thing...=(
----------------------------------
This chinese new year,
I gonna date some friend go out watch movie..hahahaha!!!
Or maybe I will give yours some trick?xD
Last sunday ACCIDENTLY online,
and kena zat by daniel....sei yea...><
Say I noob....
and say If I did't online anymore,
then "no more noob online already"....argh..><
ivan also call me noob already..
ok..fine....><
But I know you guys will miss me...hahahahaha!!!*perasannya*
Wait la...
After I stpm,
I will not be like this already...xD
As long as I'm still in yours memory...=)
p's: actually purposely online for ivan chow...and sambil update my blog..lolx~
p's: presentation like non-stop..I still got lot of work to prepare..zzz
p's: tomorrow got tuition near kasturi already..stick with FISHY! your nightmare start soon! =)
p's: Homework getting heavy and heavy..I'm getting breathless for it...=(
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