Monday 28 February 2011

Last day of february...is the time to mad on bite book !

Study,study and study~
But that's a process make people very enjoy..
*Of cause the moment of suffer also quite..=="*
Today kena chemistry teacher tembak....T.T
Ya...sometime what he say is true...
If I say i lack of time,
then is something very memalukan?hahaha!
But I really lack of time then...
If really want to master up one subject,
it take a long way..
There is no shortcut...
But everyone should feel glad to having knowledge...
We are much more lucky than many many people! =)
Become a people that are full of knowledge,
that's just a basic of life...
If even a knowledge also did't have,
then the life is so lifeless lo...zzzz...
I feel proud cause I'm a science stream student! ^^

Teacher shock for my sleeping time last night...
is 2.30am...=="
I bite my physic last night....
I'm enjoy all the time...
cause that's my main course...
Don't know chemistry teacher is a kind person or evil person?hahaha!
But I wish after I quit my che tuition,
he can help me score it...=)

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After school then wait for huan come fetch me to tuition...
Is very hot when wait the bus...
But when we come back,
that's heavy rain again..=="
Is ok...
this time we bring umbrella,
no need become a sexy girl..:D

Life is going to be harder and harder....
just like what chemistry teacher say,
"If you want to see the sky full of star with a near distance,
firstly you have to climb up the mountain by your effort,
and that's worth to use all your effort to achieve it.."
Ya...I believe after my hardworking,
I can have a better life...
Is much more better !! k?

Not much thing to say today..
Tired feeling is here...
Physic, I'm coming.....=)

END.

Saturday 26 February 2011

我想要的...

头等厂-爱情。。
说真的,
分手后,
痛了这么久,
若问我还想恋爱吗?
我没有一个确定的答案。。
见过鬼还不怕黑咩。。
若那个“曾经”说我恐怖,
那我告诉你,
你更恐怖。。
再多的想法,
再多的感觉,
我也试了。
你呢?
还在你独裁的生活中。。
怎样说都好,
好好享受吧。。唉~
再送你一句:你真的是人渣~

我好像越来越清楚我想要的男生了。。
我想要一个能维护我的。。
难怪当初一直怨恨他人为何不站我那边...><
如果你真的了解我,
不管在什么时候,
都该相信我,和挺我。。
无需因为那些所谓的个人原则而丢我在一旁哭泣。。
那是最shame的行为!
因为你根本不懂得如何去维护一个你说爱的女生。。

I just want a boy that really know me,
never and never talk bad me....
I don't want to be with anyone....
I'm not interest to anyone anymore...

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次等厂-家人。。
刚刚才吵~
最重要的是,
还是要跟那个小的吵。。=="
最不甘愿的是,
竟然因为她有两个老的撑腰,
我就输了~T.T
输在歪理之下。。
无理。。。
唉。。。无理地将我讲得一文不值就是我最怨恨的。。
我忍住眼泪。。
说好不哭。。
没人维护,
就要站定立场,
为自己做好最后一道防线,
不愿意受到伤害。。

不是说我不爱你们。。
或许是经过比较后,
我真的很不满意的受到的待遇。。
你并不知道我对我的童年多不满意。。
你并不明白我的阴影。。
You never be in my character,
you never know what's the character going to be...
但家人永远是我的最爱。。
虽然吵吵闹闹,
但他们还是不会放弃我的那个。。

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低等厂-朋友
抱歉把朋友列入低等厂~
发生太多事,
无法是从,
只好这样。。
无奈,无奈还是无奈。。

从小到大,
很明白什么叫朋友,
但遇到的都很有限度。。
是到了中六才真正感受到什么叫朋友。。
圈子广了很多很多。。
对我好,对我不好的,
我都知道了。。
现在比较好的朋友大概只有三个。。。
男女都有。。但不想告诉你们啊。。
等下又不懂要说我什么了。。=="
聊得来的也不少。。
但还是免不了一种习惯:翻阅通讯录,总是找不到人聊天。。
*难道通讯录的号码太少?我也在想是不是这个问题。。=="*

朋友,
我想要的是相信我。。
不要怀疑我的人格。。
我不是好人,
但我还有家教。。
若你相信他人的闲言闲语,
那你也不配当我的朋友。。
既然你这么讨厌我,
那也无需装了,
因为我都懂了。。

完。

p's: suddenly want to eat ikan bakar....:D
p's: just view your blog...I don't know you are not satisfy your 3.42..I'm sorry for did't say anything to you..I thought it will be ok for you..sorry..
p's: I'm trying to manage and manage my time...But I think I failed to do so!!! I hate myself!
p's: I still remember what pn.salbita told me : "Walk slow than others is doesn't matter..As long as you still can reach the end with a good result by your hardworking..."

Thursday 24 February 2011

Your UGLY drive me crazy!zzz...

Nowadays,
all of the human is being so ugly..
The ugly that I mean is from their inside..
Not really wanna offence anyone this time..
But really can't stand for it anymore...
I'm shame to you guys! zzz...
TOTALLY shame, k? xxx...
and all of them are the same race..
This show what..?
Same race same attitude..
And they will never change their bad behavior or attitude....
They will keep going on like this,
and being the loser forever...
Of cause I know blaming is not a good way to solve problem..
and I also know I also got my fault..

Start craping now......
Yesterday go back school to get my spm certificate..
Cause suddenly think "maybe I can have a transport" go back school to get it..
Since I never expect they will work on holiday..
*cause that's your(s) laziness..*
When I reach school,
there already showing 5.12pm..
Yea..of cause I know that's out of office hour..
But I still request them to help me get the cert..
cause I don't think I still have to come back and get it AGAIN..@@
And they are still sit on the chair,
not yet go back ah....
So,
can't you help me to do such thing..?
And since my dad help yours school so much,
his daughter request something also cannot..? @@
Then she just told me : Time is over..Please come tomorrow..
Then I say : really cannot give me? just take few min from you only..
Then she say : Nope ...we are going back already..can't do so...
wtf.....><
Then I say : even YDP punya muka pun tak boleh bagi ke?
Then she just replied me : Then you think YDP daughter can came out of time ?
Then I say : I just end my kokurikulum just now..I already rush back..
And we are keep on arguing ,and she ask me , why don't ask my dad to get it..
And I just wanna shout wt* to her already lo..
If I know my dad can get it,
what's the reason I come back school so susah payah to get it..?
Are you think I'M TOO FREE to do so?
*Why don't you use your brain think before you say something?zz..*
But finally,
she still gave me the cert..
If not,
I will use my own hak to complain you till you DIE! @@

But today,
my dad came back from school,
he told me,
he get complain from that fking clerk,
say I kena scold by her very teruk only can get the cert? wt*...
That's what that malay staff did....
I not yet complain her,
but she complain me first?
Aren't you feel proud for what you did?
Aren't you feel you are right at all the way?
And the most dislike is "she putar belik " the truth...
You better go HELL la! zzz...!!!
Haiz...And still got lot of thing she told my dad....You are such a BITCH!
As my conclusion,
You are so damn "special"...
Special till I wanna curse you till the day before I die....=)

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Just now after tuition,
shaun ask me being the witness for him...
Of cause I will do so..
Since you did't so,
of cause I will support you...
But wth is that teacher doing..?
She is so unreasonable woh....
How you guys can stand for her?

I don't understand why got this kind of teacher being our prefect teacher?
She is so teruk...zzz..
And I'm so pity to all my friend that are get involved..
I'm sorry for couldn't help...
If the teacher really did so,
but she did't admit,
then you are totally not qualify as our teacher lo!!!
and go back your kampung....
But actually I believe on what my friend say...
So,
you are so so damn bad....
You sacrifice all of the people just to save yourself..
I'm strongly dissatisfy to you then...
And you also one of the "ugly" people that I met...zzzz..

Okay...
If now I'm offence-ing anyone,
then just tell me face to face la..
I don't mind to debate face to face..
That's more easy for me....=)

Monday 21 February 2011

爸爸,我真的很多话想跟你说咯。。。。
我并不像别人那样地聪明。。
不适合的东西,
或许读一百次,
我还是一样的。。
因为兴趣不在。。
从你开始逼着我选这条路,
我真的很不甘愿。。
也忘了哭了多少次,
到最后才硬着头皮走进这条“绝路”。。T.T

很好玩的我,
的确玩了半年。。
但是到了今年后,
我没在玩了~
我在努力。。
你看不到也算了。。
何必贱踏呢?
我的成绩跟你有仇吗。。=="
为什么你总是这样的。。。
装着不在乎,
然后又要骂衰我。。

说真的,
我藏了好多怨气。。
总有一天我很崩溃掉。。>_<
刚才是不想在你面前掉眼泪啊。。
我要比你坚强阿!哼!!
但真的不要超越我的极限。。
我的脾气,
不是人贡品。。。。。
我可是会杀人的。。>_<

[认真的]
其实,
十只手指也有长短。。
为什么你要求我跟别人一样长呢?
我也有你看不到的好。。
为什么你从不问,从不说,从不看。。?
我知道我读书不比别人厉害。。
做事不比他人厉害,
但我总相信,
个人有各自的好。。
为什么我一定要是别人的背影?
不能是别人是我的背影吗?
总有一天我会证明,
你的看法是错的。。
我有我的本能,
我有我的路。。
不是一定要选定你为我选的路。。
或许以后我不能像他人一样出色,
不能像他人一样让你住洋房,开名车。。
但我总能养得起你们。。

你要我拿五十分就五十咯~
吐都吐够给你。。。
再多的,
你要不要。。?
唉~生活难过啊。。
但是我不想one day cut阿。。你能了解吗..?
我想享受最后一年的中学生涯都不可以。。
死掉都不知道发生什么事了。。

我也想毕业啊。。
我也想快点读完啊。。
我也想赚钱啊。。
你们现在像在抗议我的成绩了。。
无奈。。难过。。
本小姐说好就算!
时间是我的,
扣了睡觉,吃饭,还有“钓鱼”,
应该还能疯狂吭书。。T.T
完了。。。难过的心情结束。。
又是吃书的时候。。=)
晚安。。

p's :恭喜我心爱的表姐拿到很好的成绩。。详情不用透露了。。哈哈!但真的很好噢。。恭喜!=)
p's :也恭喜学长学姐们拿到好成绩。。记得请吃~^^
p's :死臭鱼!有本事你就不要看!@@
p's :呼~坏心情完了。。谢谢陪我聊天的人。。^^

Saturday 19 February 2011

晚宴(s)标明:这篇专拿来骂人的!

最近的晚宴太多。。
让人觉得厌烦了吧?
要给钱的,
大家肯定不会去。。
现在连不用给钱的,
你们也不要去。。。
什么烂借口都有。。=="

昨天打电话找人找到我快疯掉了~
本来还以为燕能去,
但最后还是不能,
因为家长不给。。
但其实昨天也找了不少人。。
找到我都变得很depress..
因为每次都是这样,
我需要帮忙的时候,
你们总是不懂死去哪里呢。。
算了吧~zzz...
心都冷掉半载了。。。
幸好还有一个好兄弟。。。
我的传生~:D
一叫就去。。
他知道我需要人,
所以一口就答应了~
如果不是因为找不到人,
我也不想麻烦到他。。
他昨天就像见家长酱~哈哈哈!:D
但是那几个小时的晚宴,
因为有了他,
我才不会闷~
我们一直聊天~
聊了很多很多。。

但我爸对他好像不太友善~
或许是看到我带男生来,
所以吓到吧。。。
我妈和妹就一直暗笑。。。
结束后,
我还问我妈:喜欢吗?哈哈!
我妈就说:太瘦了~
我就跟我妈说:那我再选过咯!哈哈哈!
然后我跟回传生说,
他就说我妈很挑剔哦,叫我下次带个肥的回去吧~:D
真的很谢谢他~
thumbs up for this brother...^^

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下个星期又到学校的晚宴了。。
叫完全世界的朋友都不要去。。
朋友?=="
我花了多少时间传消息。。
得到的回复也很可笑。。
算了吧~
这个最主要的借口是钱的问题咯。。
是。。我当然知道rm50 can do lot of thing,
can do anything that is much better than go have a such dinner..
但是,
有想过这个晚宴是为了什么的吗?
是为了筹钱建一个有帐篷的走廊,
让小朋友们都不需要冒大雨放学和开周会。。
知道有些小朋友可以脆弱到淋雨后就病很久吗?
知道淋太多雨对一个人有多不好吗?
也对的。。
你们都不会被淋了。。
事不关己,对吗?
筹不够钱,
设施也不可能是完整的。。
看着爸爸每天跑上跑下去找人买票,
有时我真的很想骂他白痴。。。
难道你会拿到komisyen吗?这么拼干吗?
你这么拼,
人家也只觉得你是理所当然这样做。。
那我告诉你们,
你们无需这么天真吧?
我爸什么利益都拿不到!
而且有时还要给钱学校!
请问,
我爸曾经是这间学校的学生吗?
我爸对这间学校有责任吗?
我爸现在很有钱吗?
说真的,
所有的奢侈品,
我爸从不让我们买。。
现在我们需要车,
他也不会去买。。
因为我们只有刚刚好的金钱去应付我们的生活。。
我们只是一个标准的小康之家。。明白吗?
你们呢?
有多的钱,
也只留着给自己。。
对啊。。自己赚的钱不给自己,难道拿去给一间烂学校吗?
我“明白”的。。我真的“明白”的。。。zzz...
但刚才跟振维聊后,
才发现,
原来怀念的只有他,
懂得报恩也只有他。。
他说了很多,
我也没他这么懂得感恩。。
唉~又一个机会让我认识我的“朋友”。。=)

我从来都不会怀念cp,
因为发生了太多我不想去想起的回忆。。
学校对于我来说,
也只是一个让我来回的地方。。
让我有个安乐窝去听课与睡觉。。。
但假设没有学校,
我现在有什么。。?
就算有时老师有多糟,
他们至少都会给我们带来很多知识,不管是好是坏。。
有很多对我有恩老师,
我都知道。。
我的成绩,
不是我的努力,
而是老师耐心的教导。。
你们何时才懂。。?
我还能遇到多少个懂得感恩的振维?
我还能遇到多少个讲义气的传生?
算了吧。。
我对一切早就心里有数。。

p's :以上所发表的,绝对是我的立场!要骂回我,请面对面。。不需要在我背后指指点点,因为你没资格!
p's :原来现在对别人来说,吃也是一种很麻烦的东西。。是不是太多免费餐,所以要钱的,都要闪一遍了?
p's :(out of this topic)anyway, i dislike to see my friend smoke..zzz...

Wednesday 16 February 2011

16/02/2011 chess, after school, study, duty

Today feel not bad~:D
Especially when playing chess..:D
hahahahaa!!1
I'm happy to have this kind of friend...*also can known as brother..:D*
Thanks for soon keat brother teach me play~hahahaha!
Eventhough give me gek till almost bleeding le,
but he still never give up~:D
and thanks to sin hoi also..
Being so patient..:D
But I hate katherine...=="
bat po...ask her come play with me, then say don't want...><
Happy when needed people told me which should I walk..=="
As a conclusion,
I have a nice day when playing chess..
And, I will not let you guys go away~hahahaha! :D
By the way,
soon keat's shoulder is not bad to lie~:D
Mean fishy's shoulder also not bad..:D
Today I laugh like a mad people again~:D
Thanks ! =)

I hate to see you like never care!
awww! Why can't you tell me that you care?? @@
haiz~@@
I care! I care!!
I told you how many times already?
But you never tell me this...=(
Ok...fine...
Maybe is I find a death way...><

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Today after school meet kar hoo...
Of cause I have to give you back those $ and books..
And I had find a time to meet you for so long....
Ok...finally today had met you..
But you gave me a weird response...=="
Feel like wanna slap you already...:D
Ya...because of you bring your gf is something very unexpected for me,
that's why I cannot give you a normal response...
But,
that's not call "ai mei" plz...=="
You just give me more and more awkward..
don't ask me why feel awkward?
Maybe is just because that's a stranger..lolx~
Take care then~
Those books ah?
So hard for me to sold out...=="
And I also don't want get any benefit from you..
that is so unreasonable..

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I'm having a turtle speed on my study..wtf...@@
I gonna manage my time well..
If not I gonna spoil my life very soon! =(
I want graduate with a beautiful result..:D
I want all at least grade B...Thats my lowest target..:D

I gonna have a dozen of coffee per day? :D
excuse me! adrian yap..
mana coffee saya? :D
Is not your efficiency le woh~:D
I think you had forgot about this...
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Today duty....
On morning,
still that blur..
Then duty at recess,
is have fun with those member(s)...
Yala..sometime they will bully me...=(
But they are well done in their work..
I'm fully satisfy...:D
And lucky got katherine on duty with me..=)
Then after school still got "OT".. swt..=="
Take care the stair near bilik displin...
and face a student that is fking stubborn...
Even I hold his hand,
he also don't want bother me...
I feel like wanna kick him down to the stair at that moment...=="
and got one student keep on near toward me...wtf? @@
If he really do anything to me,
be-careful that your "down part"...zzz....
Is not too hard or not too easy to jaga...
But I feel scare when too much people near there..
I can't do anything when too many people...>_<
Wearing a skirt long like this cannot fight la wei!!! =(
Please la! use your brain!
change the skirt become short la! wtf!

p's : unhappy when saw you walk away...and never bother about me...>_<
p's : I'm enjoying to have a freedom life but not a lonely life...don't you know about that ? @@
p's : Being prefect for so long time, I had face so much thing...And exactly,I dislike this kind of work...
p's : I can't read you guys mind....Sometime is good, but sometime is so damn evil..zzz..

Tuesday 15 February 2011

The day after Valentine ..

The day before valentine.....
I was crying...
Because you guys did't give me chocolate!!!
Ok...so, please remember my chocolate har~:D

Until now,
I just received 2 chocolate before...=)
One is from adrian yap,
your BELGIAN chocolate~hahahaa!!:D
*that melted and stick together already d..:D*
And the second one is from pei yin...
I received it on valentine day!:D
I'm touched for your chocolate..=)
and your words,
I will remember la~^_^
And that paper will keep in my diary..=)

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Ok...
The day after valentine....
I was busy on my homework....>_<
Ish!!!!
How come the homework never end...T.T
By the way,
I'm trying to chase back all the physic syllabus..
Wanna prove to those people,
I had work hard,
and I'm not stupid..
And don't try to challenge me behind of me lo~~~~
If you dare,
then come give me a "challenge letter" la...:D
Because of You still don't know who am I !:D

Maths 1 and maths 2 not done yet..
Die very cham this time...T.T
Since still got a long way to go....><
And tomorrow got trigonometric test...=(

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Oh yea...
Yesterday is my dearest latte loon birthday~
Happy happy birthday ah!!! =)
I wish you can get a good result..
And keep me in your heart forever and ever..
even got gf also have to do so!! :D
Muacks~ :D

Valentine....
I hate pig....><
But actually never tell you this :
"If one of day you dare to date me and hold my hand,
then I will be yours ..^^"
If you see this,
you will understand..
But you never view my blog,
that's the problem! =(
Even I give you link or what,
you also don't want view! >_<
Nevermind..
fate will lead us together..^^

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On for facebook a while...
Then chat with that danish..
*know him when duty..*hahahaa!
He look so small in size then....
Doesn't look like a form 3..:D
Just like a little kid..:D
But he is soooooo evil....
call me grandma...T.T
I'm not old as that la..adui~=(
Eat more calcium la you~
If not your gf's qualification will be "height"..:D
for me,
I no need worry about "height" lo~:D

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p's : Actually I wish you will view my blog, and tell me how you feel...don't ever ask me what is the opinion toward other girl! ><
p's : fishy fishy~thrusday is coming soon...hahahaha!! :D
p's : boon kit, I'm willing to help you done any work...=)
p's : thanks for the chocolate again..=)

Sunday 13 February 2011

13/02/2011 watch movie, buy ticket,bla bla bla~:D

Today is not in mood to blogging..
cause I just done my physic chapter 15 homework..=="
So I'm quite tired in mind..=(
But it's doesn't matter...
Because today I'm happy! :D

Today had dated elaine out to watch movie~~~=)
I'm so happy with that~=)
ME,huan, and elaine go watch the very funny d movie..:D
Actually I had dated her for quite many times..
But due to timing, transport and many problems,
we had miss lot of chance..
Somemore I can't go out often,
that's why I had missed lot of chance to chat with elaine..=(
Of cause she is under my best friend category..
But I had do lot of mistake before...
I felt very sorry for that..
But today when we met,
is quite awkward..
Eventhough I'm quite talkactive..
But usually when I long time did't meet a person,
I will be that..=(
I'm sorry for don't know what should I say..
But after watch movie,
it had become better..
And I know you also want talk with me more..Thanks..=)

This movie is much more better than last year that "72 zu ke"..
This one more thing to laugh,
and make me laugh like a mad person~:D
Then I sit in the middle,
and hold the popcorn,
and keep eat~xD
We order a COMBO 1 to share la..=)

I love to watch movie with you guys..=)
It's worth to be with you guys today..=)
I'm totally happy!! =)

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Last night ask mr.s come fetch me go jusco to buy the ticket first~
cause the ticket may can't get on today..
That's why I go out for few hours to get it..
But still can consider lucky to get the ticket la~:D
We sit on the second row...
Both of them first question is ask me : why so front..? @@
I also tak mau d ah~I had no choice..T.T

After that,
mr.s accompany me go see the shoes I want..
But unfortunately,
the shoes did't have my size...T.T
My leg got so big meh? damn damn..><
I want that shoes lo...=(
Just rm49.90..is still a reasonable price..
*even rm89.90, I also will buy it down if got my size..=(*

anyway,
thanks for mr.s use your vios send me there and back..
and thanks for your "double-delight"..=)
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hu~
Is valentine already~:D
Another single valentine for me...
I'm happy....
and warning : don't menaruh any perasan toward me, you will cry at the end for sure..=)

Thought that sei chuan shing can come back celebrate with me~
dumb you la~don't want come back woh...><
Fine..
I can celebrate with me book..:D

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What kind of friend should tinggalkan,
what kind of friend should dump,
I know it early,
just never do so..
No worry la~
Maybe you are the one? or maybe not?
Depend on how you treat me lo!

p's : Today d " I love hk" really so nice..you can go watch..I'm fully support..rm13 is worth..:D
p's : wish to have a gathering between four of us..and unfortunately, today liyen is not here...nevermind..next time ba...I wish four of us can sit together..=)

Friday 11 February 2011

My another day..=)

Don't know why nowadays when I type blog,
I would like to mention that : I'm very TIRED! =(
Just tuition at KITA with fishy them la~
Nice chat with them la..xD
And they will never leave me or dump me..so touched..T.T
This show that,
you guys are so so so gentleman..=)
Not macam that "guy"...><

This morning already very tired..
Eyes cannot fully opened..><
I wish today not a school day lo~hahahha!!
But I still have to go school then~=(
Early in the morning go for duty,
and facing the same thing, same problem..=(
Wanna ask those prefect,
don't you guys know,
when on duty is not allow to chat? @@
You are a halangan for me lo..!!!! ><
I don't really like to shout to those student,
but I have no choice,
they are so stubborn..zzzz..
Every morning,
duty without my katherine,
so bored already lo..=(
But after duty,
we will go back class together la..=)

When recess,
shaun want briefing us...swt~
After change the prefect teacher,
I'm so scare when anyone find me..
I scare will kena marah or what~=="
But we are talking another stuff..
and something that I want you know,
think ,think and think ah shaun!
This is not only I wanna tell you,
is most of the people!
Not only think for others,
and also yourself..
Make decision properly before make a mistake...
As a friend,
I'm always support your decision..
But I want you make a right decision,
don't make it because of your hot temper..

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Today got chemistry before go back school...
And we had used half an hour to done the experiment,
but one an hour to done the report..damn...><
But I'm happy at the first half an hour,
but unhappy at the last few minute...
is totally beh song lo...><
That's call simple maths,
not our fault..
Why don't you think about that? @@
Haiz~zzz....
And please and please,
when I'm teaching you,
can you concentrate abit?
Eventhough my maths standard is keep on droping,
but I'm still can do lot of question lo..
You never believe to my professional...
Haiz..What is the point for I keep on teaching you?
You never think...
All of this is for your own good,
but not me..=(

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After school,
then go eat lunch with fishy them~
We go wait bus around 1.10pm..
and that bus come not too late la~xD
Then after enter bus,
that fish want cry already..hahhaha!
cause the place is so uncomfortable for him,
but comfortable for me~xD
Then I keep on laughing~~~xD
But afterward I did't sleep also,
but that fish still can sleep..=="
Then go tuition on time..
and I felt so sleepy today..
couldn't concentrate at first~
When I almost fall asleep,
ah fish misscall me..=="
Then I awake already..lolx~
Thank you lo fishy~xD

Then after tuition,
fish go to take lrt but us go tk bus la~
Then joshua very nice ah~
cause did't leave me alone to cross the road.
Thank you you!! hahahaha!!
Yala~you so kind and gentleman~xD
Then we chat in the bus..
actually quite thank you to you guys~
treat me good..=)

After came back,
I not yet touch my book lo~
Today feel like wanna rest well...
But I know I can't...=(

p's : Adrian gave the "kangaroo" bring to school everyday~Don't know when will broke by me..xD
p's : You did't macam before already~You will not reply my message everytime..=(
p's : Fish....Where is my pillow?T.T

Wednesday 9 February 2011

wanna blogging badly?Just take a look when you are consider as free..

I'm so crazy tired now...What's the problem with me har? I did't take at nap at afternoon..Honestly, everyday after came back from school ,I need a nap badly..I can't stand for 9 hours++ study hours..>< Why don't the government set the time become more logic? @@

Today is the first day of kokurikulum. So we have to stay back, and this is compulsory to stay back.. The marks is so important for us..Luckily, we are persatuan form6, those teacher are not interest for staying till 5 something..So today I came back on 2.15pm..Still consider as early..=) Then I quickly done all my stuff,mean bath and eat, then go make a coffee..Cause I want rush for my REMAIN homework! T.T This is not a joke..I really got TOO MUCH to do..But if every noon I also can stand for the sleepy mood, one of the day, I can done all the homework~hahahhaha!!xD Now I had done halfway of maths1 ,maybe still sempat for pass up~xD

After recess, came back more late than usual much..Cause today got briefing also ah..When I just enter class,Kr came infront of me, and use a very soft voice talk to me : "oh kah yin..please sweep the floor har..." Then I not yet sempat go toilet , then have to go sweep the floor..and of cause I know that's my responsibility, nothing need to blame on it..But the way she ask me sweep the floor is so funny..zzz..She ask me just sweep the place that teacher can see d..==" My mouth open almost more bigger than the donut..==" That's call sweep floor? you are a damn "good " ketua keceriaan then..==" Ofcause I will not follow her stupid and dumb rule.. Don't you feel she is stupid also? I never heard people will ask you sweep floor through this kind of way lo..swt..=="

After I done swept the floor, I straight forward go toilet..Then go out with manjeet to find pn.siti ..cause I want get my exam slip la...T.T haiz~But I still not yet get it..and just now told dad, how many marks that I had get, and I had forgot to take the slip~xD ....................... Due to the hotness, so I shift place to lay san there.. Then she told me, how kr say when i'm not in class..She told someone else that " where is that kah yin ah..she don't want sweep floor ah..then i gonna write down her name la.."...omg...is fking swt lo!! hey~u blind ah? which of your eyes saw that I'm free to help you sweep floor? and why don't you do so? You cannot help de meh? Or you got no hand? damn! >< I have no time to do so lo if teacher today is here! Don't you know everyday I have to enter class late due to you guys d stubburn! >< sweat sweat !!!! you are such a bitch since you block me in facebook and I did't do anything to you! and now you are challenging my patient..remind you again, don't over my limit, you are not qualify to fight with me lo! ..........................Sit with lay san for few hours is such a crazy matter..she make me laugh like a mad people~hahahaha!!So wu liao la them~xD But I really happy that time..=)

Nowadays,everything are so so so expensive!! =( and I'm become a very poor people soon...Everything also talk about $..But I'm not going to get more pocket money from my mum..cause I should train myself, spend under my 经济能力~shouldn't spend over or what..and use a better way to save more money down..Cause I believe that, even after I work, maybe I will not get the salary that I want or expect..Then when I'm not enough $ to spend, impossible I go back home and ask from my mum de mah~ So I should train myself start from now..=)

Xiong di,don't insomnia every night..It gonna make you be a old man very fast..take care yourself more..I'm willing to listen your problem..Don't act tough then..=)

p's : Tomorrow still got trigonometric test..how come I still so free sit at here and blogging..=="
p's : The people who always say try-ing will not success in their life forever..
p's : I miss you...honestly...=(
p's : Sometime is quite suffer to be that...><

Monday 7 February 2011

My bad luck day..T.T

This morning, I late for my attendance...argh..!! Is showing 7.15AM!!!! I just late for one second.....>< Please mummy....Don't make me late again...T.T I don't want get warning letter yet..>< The first unlucky thing..=(

After that, in class , I did't brave enough to hand up in muet class again~I felt sad for that..Eventhough I had lot of idea, but that will be equal to pointless too..Since I never dare to hand up..>< This is not the first time..And having some argument with friend, make me really feel bad...I just straight forward said : "fine..stop now..".. I'm sorry if any offence..>< Maybe I think too much or I also don't know..><

After school just the start of the nightmare.. Cause I have the r&d presentation....and exactly, until now, I no eyes to see my presentation slide again..That's the most worst presentation that I ever did! =( I forgot what I had wrote and what should I present... I straight forward stuck infront of 100++ peoples..oh my goodness!!! =( So awkward man~>< But finally I had done my presentation, and slowly walk to another side...>< But I know no people understand what I present today..hahahahaa!!!!xD By the way, thanks for boon kit comfort me lo~hahaa! what he say to me after I present ? "Bravo lo you~had done the presentation already lo..=)" hahaha~ Ya..What he say is right..I had done. But at a very worst situation..><

Tuition after school..But wait bus wait till I wanna broke the bus mirror..>< It's damn crazy! I had waited for so long, for a "full of people" d bus..wth..>< and I have to be one of the sardine...swt lo!!! huan also one of the sardine~both of us cannot stand better... and those people don't even want to move inside abit..All so selfish..>< Luckily after tuition, we did't become a sardine again..><

So tired now..But I had done my physic chapter 14..hoohuahua~~I gonna master that chapter! I have to pass the test! I have to graduate! =)

Nitez everyone! =)

Sunday 6 February 2011

Responsibility

What is responsibility stand for..? This time I gonna write an essay form, to make you guys not interest on looking it.You may say I'm nonsense, but I'm just telling the truth.
Responsibility is you will know when is the time to play, when is the time to done your work. Maybe you will say I'm unreasonable, but I just want to tell you , that's not my work or her work..Is our work..Do you get it ?
I just feel that, you(s)is not taking your responsible, your post. Do you ever think,that is my own work? I don't know how to describe your attitude..I already give up.
Ok. This might be my fault, cause not giving you any remind or what. But why can't you have any initiative to done so? I don't want be a bad people. That's why I don't want rush people to done work. But finally what I get is disappointed, and make me feel you are very irresponsible. zzz..
Conclusion is, now I just know who is good, and who is bad. Just like what I figure out recently. No matter how much I do or how much I had good to you(s), you just will thought I want something from you...Don't you know I really appreciate you(s).
I'm tired for being a human...swt~==" Responsibility is so important for me, and that's the way I do my work.

p's : I know, this post gonna offence some people.
p's : So tired for this lonely night..where are you? I need a hug badly..>_<

Friday 4 February 2011

Twinkle twinkle little star...*_*

Tonight I saw so many star on the sky....
Look nice, man~xD

I love star...
And that's one of the reason cause me choose science stream...
Because I wanna be a ASTRONOMY..xD
It's sound crazy..><
Astronomy is just a dream for me...
Hard to achieve,
and it will never being achieve by me...=(

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The 1st star I saw is "my star" ,
it look not that bright tonight...
It's going to be depress soon...
Something that had happened and cause it being so sad...
Please...
Stop hurting that star...
That star is weak enough...
Can't you guys being respect?
When talk or write something with using your brain? =(
Got something are hit it, bump it,some more push it away...
and telling that star : "you are just an extra one!"
That star just want someone to care it,
to make it more bright,
and telling it : "even you are not bright enough, but you still a lucky star.."

2nd star I saw is bread-star...
When "my star" look depress,
bread-star will craping and stay beside my star all the time...
But,
bread-star doesn't like my star so depress...
Bread-star had left my star......
It was so unexpected for my-star...
Bye bye bread star,
I wish you can found a better one that never hurt you..=(

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Life is not easy....
But I should make my life be very very easy and happy...
I don't want a depress or sadness life...

I feel quite regret to know all of you...
Is not a good thing for me start from now!
I hate all of you!
If that time I did't met you all,
I think I can escape lot of sadness,
and being mature a bit!

p's : no one is truly love me, like me or care me...
p's : can those people that are dislike me,walk away or go away? I never force people to do thing!
p's : You had sent a wishes for me...But If I reply you, I'm going to sad for the next second...*cause you won't reply my message..=( *
p's : How can I passed through my life through this kind of way? I wanna be quiet..... You are not suppose to say me like this! =(


p's : wanna chat with that star...tell it, how I feel......I'M SAD...

Thursday 3 February 2011

03 feb 2011

*Start craping*
One week no update, right?
Start to Miss me? thank you..xD

Now totally in holiday mood...
But I should work hard, right? @@
I still got lot of stuff haven't done...
How come I still can so relax geh? @@
Ya..I should do something for it...

Today is the 1st day of chinese new year...
Everyone sure go many place to grab angpau..
But I'm not..
I'm waiting you guys come my house kecoh~*if you dare*
hahahaha!!!xD
I'm feeling quite bored at home lo!!!
If at penang,
maybe can go much more place...T.T
I miss my cousin....T.T
I miss everyone....
I miss my grandma...=(
chinese new year is getting meaningless for me...

This few days had received lot of cny wishes..
Thank you guys! =)
Today just replied is because today just top up..=)

jb is flood,right?
I heard, is quite serious ?
Oh my dearest fish...
Remember swim back, ok?
Actually after knew there are flood,
quite worry you will be 淹死~
But now just know,
fish know how to swim de hor...xD
No worry...
Your nightmare will be continue after holiday..=)
And all jb friend,
take a good care...=)

Upload some photo...xD
*long time did't do so*

This monkey I found at carrefour...I want it for my birthday present please..T.T



My tuan yuan fan! I love it! =)



Me and my dearest keesiao sister~xD


The angpau gave from my dad and mum..guess how much inside?xD



a very nice patern angpau...xD

p's : I should know you will not reply my message since last time I say like this..=(
p's : Homework, I'm coming~~~~~
p's : He is so lucky, can celebrate valentine this year..how come last year I so "lucky", no chance to celebrate? @@