Morning everyone.. *_*

Miss my blog post?
Yea..I know...
and of cause I know it has been four months that I did't update my blog.
Reason: purposely to make you all miss me..
(seem like copy up ivan's pattern to wrote crap..=p)

Ok...now is almost 1am,
not to say too free,
cause next week having exam,
but I'm still online-ing..(This ain't my style)
Btw,My trial exam of STPM is on few days later...
and it is killing me...
I don't know I can pass the exam or not.
Just can pray that,
I can graduate nicely,
and enter a better uni..
I don't want wasted two years for such life.
I'm not lucky as matri's student.
Yes..of cause I know they also having 4 flat,
but it's doesn't mean anything in form6..
cause yours syllabus is less than half of us,
somemore you guys are having exam by separating,
and not like us SEGALI GUS!
Matri 4 flat = UM,
FORM 6 4 Flat =UM..
I don't see any adil at here..
Don't you agree about that ?
So,
f6 friend,
fight for the future,
fight for our dignity !
Prove that,we are smarter! =)

BTW,is not necessary to blame for it already ,
I just can do my best,
to complete my study,
and get a nice course..
Be true,Im trying my best..
Pray for me please...

Im free to sit here,
and write crap is because currently at penang,
too much time to let me wasted..
but later might complete my work before I sleep..

Anything to say ? You may leave a comment ,k? comment box had open back fo a long time, did you realise about it?

p's :Ivan chow,I know you miss me,but still have to wait till I habis my exam first,right? I don't even have a mood to outing..Please be patient when you want to date me...ngek ngek~=p
p's: sometime when I read through "others" blog, I will feel my jealousy is appear in my mind...but afterward,Im ok already..cause I know I get someone better than you much.
p's: omg..the hotel room got two little "cow " are playing "tempo" on the midnight...one high pitch,one low pitch.....How can I sleep tonight? T.T
nitez. =)

say bye-bye to 18, and say hello to 19..=)

Few days ago was my birthday.
Sudah forget punya,
is too late to say happy birthday! ><
But those did wish me one,
I felt touched.
OOps! is not touched only,
is VERY TOUCHED!
Thank you!T.T

That night,
sharp on time,
I receive a phone call from a stalker..hahahha!
click here to know the stalker.

That stalker wake me up from my dream,

but also gave me a big touched surprise!

Be honest,

no people sing birthday song to me through phone before!

I happy till non-stop of laughing on the bed...

Don't know that you are so romantic?hahaha!xD

Bad bad ivan...

my birthday-pizza sudah masuk ur tummy ke? dont you know you fat already.......xD

Afterward,

I wake up and check my another phone.

found out that,

the best counseling senior-wei hong,

be the first one wish me...and not a short message leh~

touched lo....^^

He sure is scare his rose will run away,

so better rasuah me through this kind of way..xD

On labour's day,

I had dinner with relative...

Then I received some present from my cousin, and his gf...

totally surprise lol!

And when I open the present,

I felt shocked!

cause that's the thing I'm planing to buy- a headphone.

Since I always listen mp3,

so that's a necessaries thing for me...

Don't even feel that's a cheap thing only..

That's the best thing for me please! =)

His gf gave me some earing...

But I know I got no much chance to wear it,

since I'm under-control,

so better kept it first...=)

and My mum gave me a angpau...*the figure have to keep secret..if not my turtle brother will jealous..xD*

On my brithday,

early in the morning,

I already check on my fb..hehe~

I know lot of people complain that cannot post on my wall, right?

I purposely do that one..xD

Luckily lol...........if not you guys sure spam me...since I know I'm the cutest one..xD

Got around 10++ people send to my inbox,

and some of them just wrote at some place that are not related...=="

Thank you la!hahaha! =)

The most surprise wish in inbox might be my darling one...thank you alot!

That day,

I had dinner with few important person in my current life..hehe~

That's a happy night...=)

We talk crap...hahaha!

and I get a prettiest cake from you guys..heheh~xD

That night,

I also very touched....T.T

Especially when I get the present....

As a conclusion,

anything that I received from yours,

I also love it damn much!

and I felt I suddenly love mickey and minnie both?ahahaha! =)

I will appreciate all those thing! thank you!

No matter how old am I,

I'm still the cutest jinn mah~

p's: sukee and ah mak, i will cut it down and keep, ok? touched la that moment when u guys give me! but scary....since you guys is bio student..>< thank you alot! T.T
p's: the one who gave me the little bear, I will keep you in my heart forever..and we are sister forever! that is undoubtedly true! thank you!
p's: the one who bought me a cake, thank you! If I did say anything wrong, please forgive me , ok? that night because you are here,that's why we are happy...is true! believe jinn never tell lie , ok? ^^
p's: the diary book, I will use it wisely! thank you *mickey*!
p's: I wish I will receive another call from you (ivan)..when har? contact regularly hor~hahhaa!
p's: anna had wrote something on her wall...and purposely on fb for me...thank you! Im not your angel, but you are mine one! hehe~^^

I feel very lucky to know you guys! thanks for everything! thanks for all the wish!

END.

Think.

Actually I really not free now.
still got lot of work not yet done.
but just want to say few words to express the feeling.

you,
don't be so stupid already, boleh tak?
use your brain to think everything.
not to believe everything that say out by people.
This just show your stupidness.
Don't try to act smart in-front of me,
you never be smart than me LOL!

I always sympathy to those people who are weak than me or need my help.
but never feel sympathy to those who purposely create story and want people kesian d!
Tired for see you wearing a mask.
Totally frustrated.

You better use your brain wisely,
if not it will just like a metal....become karat already.
You never be stainless-steel d LOL!

END.

baby jinn..^^

just post up two photos to make u smile but not laugh k!=)

if want to say something,
no matter is curse me or praise me,
you may inbox to my fb. tq.

The day to apologize for did't update,

Sorry for too long did't come to update.
I memang busy la!
I know you guys will miss me very very much..
Thanks for those who link my blog anyway. ^^

Actually don't know what I want to say....
Time passed through my side over fast!
Now is almost May already....
*remind you guys, my birthday is coming soon...ngek ngek..*

STPM is getting near la!
feel like I'm not hard working enough...
Somemore recently feeling very sick!
Like dying...LOL!

My blog is getting bored, right?
come my blog to find out some gepo?
Maybe it will be quite hard to found already la. ^^
But,
be honest,
I mention again : I hate people talk bad about me by your own truth!
You remember that,
when you say me like this,
you might kena this kind of situation by double-up later!
you better behave abit! before I kill people!

Oh ivan ah~
I feel you are getting old la...
that day u say I find u by last few week?
but actually the week before i just find u...==" *apa lu macam...*
you never update your blog lol...
damn lazy already ah you!
must be a very depress people now! xD

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ok.
is the time to study.
and upload two photo for my fans..ahahaha! *to avoid you guys over miss me again.*

Anyhow,
I want to say that,
I dont know what is love and friendship,
but I know Im the happiest and luckiest girl in the world now because of yours..
(No need look right or left, perasan abit and admit that's you(s)...hahaha! ^^)




If miss me,then better print out my picture, and hug it when you sleep! joke la~^^

观后感。

今日主题：美感与丑感
*突然觉得最近写部落个很奇怪~=="*

人是一种很聪明也很特别的动物。
正常地说，
看到美的东西，
每个都想要停留脚步然后多看几眼。
下一刻或许还想占有呢~
这种美的东西可以用在东西，也可以用在人。
赞成？请也举起你双脚赞成~
因为那是人的基本观。
不要告诉我你不是这样的人？=="
理智的人或许会知道。
越美的东西，
内涵未必这么好。

知道日本的产品如何畅销的吗？
是靠外表。
里面是什么东西根本不在乎。
外表美就够了咯~
因为吸引了你~^^
看着我妈老板每次买一些不能吃的东西，
我就知道了~=="
对~外表真的很美~
感觉里面的东西也该很好吃吧？
但通常我吃不上一口。=="
不是我挑食。
是实在啃不下~><
所以，
虚有其表的东西，
不是这么合我胃口。
最多也只是赢在“观感”而已咯！
但少数还是外表与内涵俱全。
就像你们找男友和女友，
长得漂亮的，
有多少个是有内涵的？
但是没办法，
世界上“肤浅”的人类这么多，
就是这样的咯！

来说说有“丑感”的待遇。
*我知道我还是比较想用人类比较！因为这个直接穿心！*
当你走在街上，
你会选择看一个美女（帅哥） 还是一个长得比较平凡的人类？
这个问题不难回答。
因为我会选择前者。
帅哥哦~难到不看？=)
他把自己打扮得这么好看，
或许是想为自己争取自信心，或许是想别人多看几眼，或是给别人一个好的印象。^^
*事先声明，打扮不是一件容易的事！这个我是打从心底的佩服。因为讲耐心，讲练习还有时间。*
但是不出色的人呢？
因为不比别人出色，
所以都只能埋头干活。
做得比别人多，
但是得到的很少。
得到多少其实真的不重要。
但最少有一份尊重吧？
*我的确在说我自己！*

美的东西，
别人通常都注意到先~
不美的，
别人都是放在后面。
现实点的会说，
或许连看都省回。

不知道是不是因为我不是“美的东西”，
所以我对那些不被称为美的东西特别关照。
就算打从心里已经觉得这样东西真的不吸引我。。
但我还是愿意照顾，陪伴。
我的娃娃，
不管可爱与否，
当我得空的时候，
我还是会一个个拿出来排排坐，
一个个疼~
因为我得不到平衡的爱，*只是不比别人多，但还是很多。*
所以我希望得不到爱的，
都能得到。
越惨的人，
我越想靠近。
我没想后果，
但我只想让得不到爱的人得到爱。（不是爱情那个爱啊。=="）

这个世界没有真正的公平。
越想要的，
未必越能得到。
其实我很感谢以前的他能接受这么平凡的我~
又肥又矮又不聪明的女生。
误会让我们走在一起，
理智让我们分离了~

一个人最丑的时候不是因为没有外表还是过于肥胖。
而是在你批评别人，
批评自己的好朋友，
然后还要让彼此做出比较做出猜测的时候。
说真的，
我不喜欢说别人丑，不喜欢说别人胖，
因为我觉得我没资格。
但你的内涵，
让我发觉，
你最丑的是内涵阿。。

p's: 说过我会单身两年有余，就一定能做得到。 我不是没人要，而是我没“你”这么随便。
p's: 美与丑，或许也只是个人观感。。我只有一个朋友是绝对不会说人家丑和别人的坏话的。。就只有一个。因为他知道那是对别人最后一份尊重和保护。
p's: 又是开学季节~==" 怕死的人，出门请穿上你的保护衣阿~><
p's: 如果这篇又再得罪人，那我会说一句：得罪不是得罪咯！又不是得罪不起！有本事就来打过！@@

热门话题？

最近大家一粘在一起，
就是说日本的事。
我知道~
虽然我不看报纸不看新闻，
我都知道。
连坐在麦叔叔那边也有人跟我说。=="
但很诚实的，
我知道的并不多。
了解也不多。
因为我真的很少下楼下看报纸，
也没去问。
因为我会越看越辛酸。

看着日本现在毁于一旦，
感到很可惜。
可惜的不止那边的地方和一切，
而是受苦的人民。
翻开报纸，
死伤惨重。
照片拍着他们的亲人哭成泪人。
就像上次中国的四川大地震一样。
说真的，
我看了，
真的会无端端在那边哭。=="
一场地震，一场海啸，
把别人一个完整的家毁了。
也把人家辛苦所建立的一切毁了。
现在还说什么nuclear厂爆炸？
导致radioactive到处都是。
死得去的还算幸福！
死不去的才要受折磨！
就算真的幸运存活，
那又怎样？
是更痛苦的以后！
或许你能说，
每一个生命都很重要。
但存活的，
轻微的，
以后生出来的孩子都会是残障的。。
严重一点的，
会中癌症。
对于他们来说，
存活下来真的这么幸福？

现在的日本，
还剩什么？
表面影响是这些。
然后私地下经济也被影响了。
股市跌得很严重。
对日本现在的状况更是火上加油。
但是他们没有怨别人。。*salute*

其实有人会说这是报应吗？
但，
公平吗？
我不知道。

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忘记几时，
竟然看到有些人很白痴地还在示威还是什么。
其实心里在想，
为什么有些人要存活都不可以，
你却还可以在这里打打杀杀？
阿鱼说对了~
为什么中radiaactive的不是他们？
为什么那五十个不是他们？
而是那些辛苦的人类。
这么得空，
为什么不想办法帮助别人？
事不关己吗？
别忘了~
地球是公用的！
这边出事，
那边逃不了多久！
地球病了，
人人有责！
再继续白痴地示威吧！
再继续争取不懂什么鬼东西！

2012是世界末日？
或许还是要看人类的造化？
人类还是这样对地球，
地球不生气就真的是太大放了。
爱惜地球，
种植植物。
老师常教，但做到的有几多个？*连老师也是教了就算吧？难道她能做？我呸！*
global warming说了好多年，
教到连作文都常出。
但是，
几多个真的会想办法解决？
现实一点地问，
这个世界上，
人不为己，那该为谁？
抱歉。这样的想法，最后还不是自己死先。
人人为我，我为人人。
我还相信回报。
不用太多，就只需要别人明白。

p's :这篇是我今早保留了的意见。看到就看到，看不到就算。