28/01/2011

Finally....
My holiday is here...
hooray~
I had waited for it so long!!! =)
After the tuition on next monday and tuesday,
then I'm totally in holiday !!=)

Exactly,
for this starting,
I'm over care,
and make my life going to be lifeless,
stressful and frustrated....=(
Have no chance to manage it back to be better...
Sometime I will shout ,cry, and ask myself,
"Why I make my life be like this? Is it I wish to be that?"
Actually form6 is stressful if you doesn't know how to manage it..
(Just like me)
And honestly,
it will become your nightmare forever but not only one and the half year...=)
So,
in this holiday,
I will rest on my cny days,
but pack all my thing in the rest of the holiday...=)
Wish I can done what I wanna done..xD
Wish me please...xD

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Today and yesterday also got tuition~
Nope...I got tuition for weekdays actually...xD
But the last two days is most tired d tuition...
Cause at least one an hour to reach...
But usually that one hour I will kacau fishy or day-dream..xD
Today I got take a short nap....*a very short nap*
And keep annoying fishy~xD
After tuition,
we go buy some sweet....
and they keep buy those junk food..xD
All also pregnant jor~eat sour food much!xD
And then today just me ,joshua and boon kit take bus back first...
So we chat non-stop....xD
But just chat for half an hour,
both of them tired jor~
and joshua was feeling very not well...
omg~he look damn pucat lo~
Wish him feeling better in this holiday..=)
And can recover before cny...=)
By the way,
thanks boon kit send me back every thrus and fri...=)

Today in the school,
keep talk with soon keat on phy period...xD
Yes...I'm keep on blaming toward him...
Cause I'm suffering enough for this week..=(
You guys make me so so so DISAPPOINTED! =(
Luckily I still got soon keat and fishy~
My BFF...=)
I really release all my gas out already...
Thanks a lot!!! =)

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In this holiday,
still got lot of thing have to done...
omg...time management failed..zzz....
I wish I can do it better...=)

p's : just now s told me, c found a girl..and look like quite success..=(
p's : I think I should have my own aim....aim for something purposely for my future..=)
p's : finally i had post a first post after start school till now on my facebook!=)
p's : not yet have time to manage my blog...sad..=(

离别，改变，放学

朋友们再次的离别，
再次敲碎她弱小的心灵。。
朋友离别时，
她没哭，
没难过，
还笑着说再见。。
最后，
她还给了朋友一个抱抱。。

她最不舍得的，
是他。。
曾经说转校的是她，
而不是他。。
他的离开，
就像上次当她看到他吸烟的感觉一样。。
心里不舒服了一整天。。
或许因为是最后一个懂得原因吧？

她少了几个玩伴。。
虽然有时被欺负，
虽然有时被奚落，
但他们还是她很爱粘的朋友。。
他们的离开，
让她每天早上少了一股寻找他们的力气。。
因为都省下了~

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她们的变化，
她察觉得到。。
但是她了解，
难过是个人的问题，
无需让别人承受一样的感觉。。
她不再找他，
因为她知道他不会再理会她。。

她们让她明白了，
所有的东西，
都只是依靠个人的想法。。
无需多做，
只需尽自己的本分。。

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放学后下起毛毛雨，
又是思念的季节。。
想起了当初撑伞的他。。
想起当初紧握她手的他。。
想起现在牵着她人的手的他。。

上车后，
温暖的寿司，
温暖了她的心。。
其实真的有点小感动。。
她很谢谢那个买寿司给她的人。。

copyright@jinn cky 26/01

一个被抛弃的小孩

她，
只是一个小女生。。

她习惯的，
本来就不是沉静的世界。。
习惯了吵杂的生活，
又怎能习惯无语的时候呢？

当别人喜欢孤立她的时候，
她总会躲在一旁装忙。。
因为她最害怕尴尬。。
但是她并不渴望别人的一丝同情。
无需同情，
她要的本来就很简单。

她很喜欢胡思乱想，
是因为身边的朋友影响了吗？
但事实是，
她遇到了很多“与众不同”的朋友。

感情上的挫折，
让她不敢再往前走了。。
她宁可停在一旁休息个一年半载，
也不想再被丢弃。。

再怎么说，
她也只是一个没有人要的女孩。

copyright @ jinn cky 25/01

21/01/2011-bitch, baby,tuition, tq.

Today mood (or luck) not that good..
The HATRED make me fking headache! (apologize for using rude word)

Today before recess,
and I kena that HATRED's trick ! shit!><
She purposely to block prefect(s) go for recess,
and make us to be LATE! wtf!
Why can't she use her brain to think?
She mostly is use her ASS to think, is it?!!
and I'm very sorry to chia chia boom...
Actually I'm not sengaja to wrote you late...haiz~=(
I know you will be angry...
Ok..is my fault..>_<
Anyway,
special thanks to miss t,
you make us damn appreciate to what you had done....
"Thank you" very much!
I will treat you the same way in the future...=)

This morning,
I had went school,
and distributed out the form to promote the charity makan malam...
I just want to help my dad to promote it..
No matter you are joining or not,
when people are promoting it,
can't you being respect? @@
Yup...I'm small gas...
I just wish I could get some respect when I'm doing something...
I just try to finish up my mission,
but not trying to offence any one...><

And those books that I had sold out.....
It bring me some trouble...
Not really want to handle it already actually...
I feel tired when facing yours difficult...
Please...
Be not too over...
I got my own limit....
I won't get any benefit,
but just purposely help friend to sold out...
How come you guys so funny...zzz..

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At school,
I had received a message from seow hui...
She told us,
she had give birth to a baby girl...
hoo~congratz ah friend!
And wish you and your baby can stay health!=)

Then today got tuition after school...
and I having a serious headache before school time end...>_<
And I had fall asleep when manjeet and mun kit present...
I'm sorry ya guys...><

Today I followed zhi ying's car....
Then all of us kumpul at the same place,
and decide to go kl eat..
But I same bus with fishy them...

At beginning,
we have no place to sit,
so can't sleep...><
I just keep annoying to fishy~xD
But afterward I sat down le...
But they still standing...
Don't know wait for how long,
boon kit and fishy just found a place to sit..
But I sit quite far from them....*so lonely* T.T
Feel sleepy and wanna sleep,
but not yet get used on sleep at public place...><
Then fishy miss call me suddenly,
and ask me go sit behind with him~hahahas..xD
so touched...T.T
I sudah tau you won't leave me alone d...=)
Then we chat,
and I blame~hahahahaa!!xD

Then when tuition,
so hard to found a place to sit...
and fishy also did't let me sit alone...
Even boon kit there got an extra sit...
He just teman me to sit another place...
Thank you fishy very much...
Today I like you very much..
Is very touched when you teman me to do everything..=)

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After tuition,
boon kit and joshua them still got another tuition...
But I go back first ,with zhi ying and wei ming...
And today is wei ming's birthday,
so I spent him "red bean water" ..*lolx...my translation sound so funny..==" *
Then we go back...
And on the way to bus,
zhi ying asked,
"who are going to sit with kah yin later?"
Then I "har? no need la..=)"
Then I think zhi ying is quite worry about that...
So in the bus,
he shift to sit beside me..
So damn gentleman la him..=)
He is a good guy...
If not how come will send me back FOC..xD
Thank you zhi ying very much!!!!=)

By the way,
when I step in the bus,
the bus uncle suddenly talk to me :"hi, kah yin"
Walau..shock me...><

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Tomorrow is school day..
But I'm so lazy to go...
Ok la~My excuse is : I'm accidently flu..lolx~

p's: What reason cause me to wrote blog? cause I want to share something..xD
p's: Thank you yu qian and elaine become my first and second follower for my new blog..hahaha!!=)
p's: Thank you fishy and zhi ying today..=)

You tell lie..

Accidently break your lie....
Erm....
Because of your lie,
then I write this blog post?
Yea...You are quite important for me...
and I never expect you are TELLING LIE! =(

Normally I will tell others,
you are the best person that I ever meet...
But now just realise,
you are not that "best"....
I don't know what is the reason cause you to say so...

But you still not yet know ,
I know your SECRET...
I don't want say it out...
cause you are not that bad,
and I'm not that evil to say out people secret..

Actually If you did't tell me that,
" you won't do so, but if you have a partner"..
I would not say YOU TELL LIE..
But now I find out,
you did IT for one and the half year already...
Mean,
when you tell me that,
you already start to tell lie...
I don't know why you can say it so EASILY,
and just like a truth....
and the worst thing is,
I just believe what you said..
But I think I believe a wrong person...=(

Please...
I beg you...
Next time don't tell lie..
Or don't say so..
And just tell others your true feeling..

p's: Ever and ever, we are still caring your feeling...I did't talk bad about you actually...that time ask you go sit another side is because, I dislike IGNORE by people...but I don't know I make you sad..cause you are good...=(
p's: The only way to let me know you more, is keep your SECRET.
p's: I wish you won't view my blog..won't know about this..Even that you had tell lie..=(

19/01/2011- want to view or not is depend on you but not depend on me.

I'm start to getting less interest at here...
Here can bring many feel to me..
But actually I'm not really fully say out what I feel..
Feel I'm very troublesome? YES! I am..lolx~

Something cannot say out,
or something is not suit to say out..
IS BECAUSE :
Don't you know one year I can make many trouble through my mouth and my blog?hahaa!
And since I unlock it,
I cannot ensure who will be the viewer for it..

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Recently,
I'm breathless for my BUSY life...
Everyday ran here ran there...
Sometime really want to hang at one place,
and not really have any motivate to move in front..=(

Last night do homework till 1am ++...
Maybe this is still early for some people..
But honestly,
it break my record...lolx~
After start school,
I never sleep late than 12.30 am , I think...
But I feel so good after done my homework,
and got few paper work that I had done is on my hand...
Even very tired in the class,
but I feel proud for myself~xD
If I can keep this kind of attitude till mid-year,
my result sure can let me graduate..=)

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This few days,
our school got MESYUARAT AGUNG for those kelab & persatuan..
I felt sad lo~
Or maybe I shouldn't blame..
It's maybe is my own problem..
But anyway,
wanna tell you guys a joke..hahahas..xD
My dearest sister-katherine chia,
she get 11 votes..
But that stupid kr get 9 votes only..
buaha buaha!!!xD
Those votes is lose from us la..xD
And somemore I ask mr.s don't hand up~xD
If he hand up,
I will chop down his hand..hahahah!!!xD
And he told me,
he feel kr is useless d..
Ok...mr.s,
I'm totally agree to what you say!xD
But sometime you also have to behave abit,
since you are xxxxxxxx..... hehe...^^

By the way,
in this school,
nothing is let me wanna give them a "GOOD"...
"SHIT" then alot...zzz...
Everything is just a rubbish...
System also no good...
Exactly I'm DISLIKE this school!damn!

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Oh my goodness..
Today I get d time table..
I'm going to present my r&d on next monday...damn!!!!>_<
I thought after chinese new year...T.T
Pity me...><

Haiz..
Actually sometime I don't know what to say about you...
What you said is not same as what you do...
You like be the one very independence?
I'm not really think so..
But wanna tell you,
you should learn to respect people please...
No comment anymore.
As long as you are not make-ing me angry or sad..

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Fishy gave me too much note already...
I'm gonna die for it...
Yea...he FORCE me copy it through my hand....T.T

I tell you hor...
I think after my STPM,
I gonna vomit if I see any subject that I take in my STPM appear infront of me again!
It's too much..
As a conclusion,
government is very stupid..

The only way let me not to keep failed on my exam is STUDY...swt~

p's: Actually you don't know me~That day I angry is for specific reason that you can't understand..
p's: Is quite excited when having exam..hahahahha!!! I'm a nerd~xD
p's: Life is always like this..Have to work hard to get what you want..=(
p's: After that message,I know you are not going to bother me anymore..I'm sorry..=(

2 new videos..xD

I do my work till sienz jor...
So I record another 2 new videos..xD
listen ..xD
and may help me link it, if you are good lo~=)

1st song..



2nd song..


p's: I still feeling that, Im more cute than mashimaro lo~xD